Heaven It had been 3 hours from the Jamie and Landon wedding. She was so beautiful in that dress. Landon looked breathlessly as she came down the aisle. She smiled at Landon and never wanted to be without him ever again. "I somberly swear to take Jamie Elizabeth Sullivan to be my lawfully wedding wife" Landon said. "I somberly swear to take Landon Rollins Carter to be my lawfully wedding husband" Jamie said. "I pronounce আপনি husband and wife" Hegbert said. After the wedding
I didn't know what Landon had planned for tonight, he'd seemed very secretive today and almost all week. I half expected him to do something.
After all this was Landon Carter.
He was coming over at 6:30. I had begun to get ready at 6:00, since I didn't need too much time, since it seems a little difficult for me to look slightly decent these days. But Landon still insists that I am beautiful, no matter what in his eyes.
So, I put on my blue flowered dress, and my পরাকাষ্ঠা sweater that he'd প্রদত্ত me. I pulled my hair back into a loose ponytail just as he...
I miss you, I miss you. I miss আপনি so much I hate myself for it. I remember the memories of when I was crazy in প্রণয় with you. My memories keep looking for আপনি but find that you're not here with me anymore.
[i]I miss you, I miss you. I miss আপনি so much I hate myself for it. I remember the memories of when I was crazy in প্রণয় with you. My memories keep looking for আপনি but find that you're not here with me anymore.[/i[
The পরবর্তি day, after eating breakfast, আপনি and Randy go to the সৈকত together. It's kinda empty cuz it's early in the morning. আপনি and Randy just...
Wedding bells ring and the সঙ্গীত plays for the bride. The doors open and the whole church congregation is there with school mates as well. They all turn around to see আপনি with a beautiful wedding dress on, being led down the aisle দ্বারা Randy's father.
আপনি walk down the aisle, feeling your হৃদয় beat so fast and hard that it could kill আপনি right there. আপনি look to see Randy's face and it's like this:
I was too sick to say anything, please understand and forgive me.
After you've woken up with the whole family beside you, the doctor lets আপনি go and assigns আপনি a personal doctor that will come weekly to your house to check on you. আপনি go back to the house and আপনি lie on the পালঙ্ক with the whole family near আপনি just watching TV.
Mark: I can't stand this! Jill: Oh god আপনি scared me Mark! Tim: Why? What's wrong? Mark: Jamie is sick right now and we're all just watching TV?
আপনি and Randy are in বিছানা together, just lieing there satisfied with each other's presence.
Randy: Jamie? Jamie: Hm? Randy: How hurt were আপনি when...when all those times I left you? Jamie: ...well a lot I guess. I mean I liked আপনি so much those times and I have আপনি a chance to leave me before but আপনি didn't. Then when আপনি did...yah. Randy: I'm sorry. I hurt too Jamie. I mean those few times when আপনি left me, I felt like I wanted to cry and rip myself apart. *laughs* It sounds kinda funny but I really felt like that. I just...I'm sorry. All...
Randy goes in your room when the doctor ব্যক্ত it was ok. He sees আপনি sleeping and he can smell the bleach from cleaning up your blood. He grabs a chair and sits পরবর্তি to you. He holds your hand and feels it cold. He warms them up for আপনি দ্বারা breathing on them. Randy starts tearing up again and his tear drops fall on your hand. He quickly wipes them off your hand...
আপনি wake up to see Randy asleep on the chair পরবর্তি to your bed. আপনি look around and আপনি realize your in a hospital. আপনি can't remember anything that happened to আপনি before except the dizziness আপনি felt back at Randy's...
Randy sees আপনি go to the bathroom alone, wanting to wash your face. He held his tears back well, not letting one single drop fall when being with you.
Randy: I'm gonna go out to get some air.
Randy walks out of the hospital and sits on the stairs. His held back tears fall to the ground like a smooth river flowing. He covers his hand to his mouth, trying to not make any noises. The প্রতিমূর্তি of আপনি crying your হৃদয় out, shouting that আপনি wanted to live, comes to his mind...