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I lie awake driving myself crazy thinking of you. I made a mistake when I let আপনি go. I drive myself crazy, wanting আপনি the way that I do.

You've still been avoiding Randy as much as possible, yet yearning for him আরো as days pass by. It's been a মাস since আপনি and Randy haven't ব্যক্ত a single word to each other.

**Randy's POV**

I'm such a mess! Look at me! Tossing and turning in my bed. It's been 5 hours since I've tried to go to sleep. **gets up and goes to the living room, watching TV** Ugh all these stupid soap operas. Isn't there anything good on? ...man...I was such a fool. How good was...
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After a few weeks pass, you've been getting much sicker. আপনি can feel it and আপনি can see it. Whenever আপনি look in the mirror, আপনি see a pale face, small dark circles, and white lips. Your rosy cheeks have turned to paleness and nothing but paleness. You've been feeling much weaker and you've been sucking at বাস্কেটবল lately. Your coach notices and he talks with আপনি about it.

Coach: So Jamie. How is it?
Jamie: ...you should know coach...I'm losing it.
Coach: What can আপনি do Jamie? আপনি need to rest. আপনি can't play.
Jamie: What? But...but I প্রণয় playing. I can't just stop.
Coach: Then at least you...
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Chapter 11: Baby Boom

Jamie was nine months; Landon was working at a drug store and going to school.

One দিন Jamie walked to her father 's house.

Jamie knocked on the door and Camilla opened the door.

"Hello Mrs. Carter" ব্যক্ত Camilla

"Hello Camilla আপনি look nice today" ব্যক্ত Jamie

"Thank you, your dad have been waiting for, please come in," ব্যক্ত Camilla

"Thank you" ব্যক্ত Jamie entering the house.

Jamie looked around the house some things changed and some things remained the same.

Jamie looked at the রান্নাঘর there was Hegbert making সুপ for lunch.

Jamie moved and she stands there watching her father...
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Chapter 9: Breathe

Landon was running through the halls to see his father.

Landon didn't stop and he made it in the room, and there was Jamie holding to Worth's hand.

Landon looked at Jamie and Jamie's eyes are tearful.

"He's strong," ব্যক্ত Jamie

"I know he is," ব্যক্ত Landon

The peacemaker was going up and down.

Jamie looked at it and then she stands up and looked at Landon.

She kissed Landon.

"When he wakes আপনি talk to him kay" ব্যক্ত Jamie

"Kay" ব্যক্ত Landon

Jamie left,

Landon stayed in the room and he looked at his father.

Landon pulled up a chair পরবর্তি to his father side.

Landon was just looking at him...
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posted by MJ_Fan_4Life007
Landon saw his son walking to the car he looked visibly annoyed. A young blonde girl was talking to him she carried a bible her hair in a টাট্টু tail she wore jeans and and hoodie. She reminded him of... Jamie. He sighed as his son sat down in the car. Kevin was 15 and spending this week with him and the পরবর্তি with his mom. Anna he had met her in Collage they hadn't worked. ''That Jessie Annoys me sooo much'' he ranted.

''How so?'' Landon asked.

''She so perfect shes so nice, Luke called her a দুশ্চরিত্রা today and she just promised to pray for him''. He stopped to take a breath. ''And that bible God''....
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Chapter 14: প্রণয় and Happiness

Jamie was getting changed to her black dress. She was putting on a little blush and she was putting on lip gloss. Hegbert comes in.

"Hey Jamie" ব্যক্ত Hegbert

"Hey dad" ব্যক্ত Jamie

"What's new with you?" asked Hegbert

"Oh nothing, Sunday Landon and I are coming for church, Britney sleeping over a বন্ধু house," ব্যক্ত Jamie

"Can't wait to see আপনি guys there," ব্যক্ত Hegbert

"Okay Britney should be in her room," ব্যক্ত Jamie

"Thanks sweetie" ব্যক্ত Hegbert

Landon came walking in the house and he saw Britney watching t.v.

Britney run up to Landon and she hugged him.

"Hey Brit how was...
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***Randy's POV***

Randy sees আপনি go to the bathroom alone, wanting to wash your face. He held his tears back well, not letting one single drop fall when being with you.

Randy: I'm gonna go out to get some air.

Randy walks out of the hospital and sits on the stairs. His held back tears fall to the ground like a smooth river flowing. He covers his hand to his mouth, trying to not make any noises. The প্রতিমূর্তি of আপনি crying your হৃদয় out, shouting that আপনি wanted to live, comes to his mind...

***your POV***

You see Randy sitting there, moving his shoulders up and down as if he were crying.

Jamie: Randy....
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posted by MJ_Fan_4Life007
Heaven
It had been 3 hours from the Jamie and Landon wedding. She was so beautiful in that dress. Landon looked breathlessly as she came down the aisle. She smiled at Landon and never wanted to be without him ever again.
"I somberly swear to take Jamie Elizabeth Sullivan to be my lawfully wedding wife" Landon said. "I somberly swear to take Landon Rollins Carter to be my lawfully wedding husband" Jamie said. "I pronounce আপনি husband and wife" Hegbert said.
After the wedding
They had a big reception with so many people. The cake was huge. All Landon's বন্ধু were there. Jamie was happy that she...
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Randy goes in your room when the doctor ব্যক্ত it was ok. He sees আপনি sleeping and he can smell the bleach from cleaning up your blood. He grabs a chair and sits পরবর্তি to you. He holds your hand and feels it cold. He warms them up for আপনি দ্বারা breathing on them. Randy starts tearing up again and his tear drops fall on your hand. He quickly wipes them off your hand...

You wake up to see Randy asleep on the chair পরবর্তি to your bed. আপনি look around and আপনি realize your in a hospital. আপনি can't remember anything that happened to আপনি before except the dizziness আপনি felt back at Randy's house. আপনি smile...
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I প্রণয় you, I only need you. Everytime I look at you, my words change. It feels like the sun is shining down on me, giving me the warm feeling that আপনি are my one and only last love.

The whole day, আপনি and Randy hang out together with his brothers and Angie. আপনি guys just all hang and chill together wherevers..

**at night**

You tuck in Angie again and আপনি hear a knock on your door. It's Randy again.

Jamie: *smile* Oh it's আপনি again.
Randy: *smile* Can I?
Jamie: Sure.

Randy plops onto your বিছানা and gets under your covers. আপনি follow right after and আপনি চুম্বন him lightly.

Jamie: Ugh tomorrow's school.
Randy:...
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Winter vacation is finally over and আপনি guys all go back to school...

Shawn: নমস্কার Taylor. আপনি think we can talk?
Randy: Uh sure.

Shawn and Randy go to the back of the school and they just stand there...

Shawn: Ok. I wanna be truthful and I wanna be as simple as possible too. আপনি should let go of Jamie.
Randy: ...*kinda laughs* What?
Shawn: আপনি should let go of Jamie. I mean আপনি haven't even broke it with Lauren.
Randy: Oh...I totally forgot about her.
Shawn: See. Your just playing them.
Randy: Shawn, buddy, I know আপনি like Jamie a lot but she's mine. I like her and she likes me. Lauren is just...unrequited...
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Is my প্রণয় really that bad? Everyone is happy when they're in love, but I'm here crying. Why am I hurting so much? I would leave anything for this প্রণয় to happen...

You and Lauren head to the back of the school and she gives আপনি a dirty look. আপনি get a bad feeling and she pushes আপনি and says:

Lauren: Are আপনি a f**ing whore?!
Jamie: ...
Lauren: First আপনি like him, then আপনি break up with him, and now you're with him again?! Are আপনি trying to play him?!
Jamie: ...
Lauren: Are you?!
Jamie: The only reason I left him was because of you. আপনি ব্যক্ত আপনি were suicidal...
Lauren: Randy Taylor is mine! Got it?!...
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In the middle of the night again, আপনি wake up feeling a sharp twisting pain in your stomach. আপনি twitch and আপনি quickly yet gently সরানো Randy's hands off your waist. আপনি leave the পালঙ্ক and আপনি run to the bathroom and আপনি head to the toilet. আপনি just start throwing up and throwing up into the toilet, closing your eyes but feeling the acidic burn in your throat. When your done throwing up, আপনি look and আপনি see blood in the toilet.

Jamie: Oh god...

**next morning**

You go back to your বিছানা and আপনি plop onto the bed, not being able to fall asleep. আপনি look up at the ceiling, just staring into the...
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Randy: Y-yah sure. Come in.

Randy lets Shawn in the house and Brad sees him. Brad's face turns to >:0 and he says:

Brad: I'm glad your here Shawn cuz now I need to give আপনি what আপনি deserve.

Brad is about to মুষ্ট্যাঘাত Shawn but his dad sees this and shouts:

Tim: নমস্কার নমস্কার hey!! What the hell is wrong with আপনি Brad?
Brad: Dad...you don't even know what he did to Jamie.
Tim: What did he do huh?
Shawn: I tried to rape her sir.
Tim: I'm sorry I didn't catch that.
Shawn: I tried to rape her...sir.
Tim: ...you know what how DARE আপনি try to pull something like that to a poor, sick girl and-

While saying that, the...
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Even though আপনি might never be দ্বারা my side again, I will never forget you. আপনি won't understand how happy I was with you. When those memories come দ্বারা me, I will be thankful.

Randy: I want to Jamie really...but I can't let you. I don't wanna get hurt দ্বারা আপনি again.
Jamie: ...
Randy: And besides...what about Shawn? And what about Lauren? আপনি always cared for them আরো than আপনি did for me অথবা for you.
Jamie: ...
Randy: I'm sorry Jamie...
Jamie: Then at least drop me off at my house. That's the least আপনি could do...right?
Randy: Of course.

You grab Angie and আপনি sit in the back আসন of Randy's car with Angie...
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Jamie: H-huh?
Randy: I like আপনি Jamie. Not just as a friend but আরো than that.
Jamie: ...I...
Randy: I know your going through a really tough time. I mean your grandma just died, আপনি just broke up with your boyfriend, and...and your health.
Jamie: ...what?
Randy: I know...about your leukemia.
Jamie: ...
Randy: But Jamie...I want to help you. I don't want আপনি to go through this alone.
Jamie: Randy...I want আপনি to leave.
Randy: Wh-what?
Jamie: I want আপনি to leave.
Randy: B-but-
Jamie: Randy...*tears* leave...
Randy: ...

Randy gets up and walks out your door. আপনি hear him get in his car but something pulls...
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Why won't আপনি understand my heart? Even if it's not me, can't it just be me? I've never had this want for anyone before. Can't it be me? Can't it be me in this life time, অথবা can it be me in the পরবর্তি life time? Even if আপনি promised today is the end, I won't be afraid...

Randy parks in your driveway পরবর্তি to Shawn's car and আপনি see Shawn squatting down at your porch. He sees আপনি and Randy and আপনি get out of the car with Randy. আপনি quickly get Angie and আপনি walk পরবর্তি to Randy, in case Shawn might do something to him. Shawn walks up to আপনি and he starts yelling.

Shawn: Where the hell were you?!?!?...
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**October**

So a whole মাস passed দ্বারা and আপনি and the whole group have gotten closer, esp. Randy. আপনি and Shawn have started to barely hang out outside of school and আপনি spend the rest of your time either studying, sleeping, eating, অথবা hanging out with both Angie and Randy.

**Friday**

Randy: So what do আপনি wanna do this weekend Jamie?
Jamie: Um I don't know. My grandma wants me to go to church with her but I'm not all that spiritual.
Randy: Oh. Well what days আপনি going?
Jamie: Saturday night and Sunday for a regular service.
Randy: Oh. Well we can hang out at your church then so আপনি won't be bored....
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As time goes দ্বারা you'll be able to forget everything...

You've been getting closer with the group while getting farther from Shawn. আপনি don't even bother hanging out with him when আপনি see him around school. আপনি just walk with Randy and the rest of the group (you and Randy have every single class together and 6th period too). আপনি and Randy have been getting pretty close and আপনি guys can crack jokes to each other now. In 6th period, আপনি go to your coach and আপনি give him the note from the doctor. আপনি look at the coach's expression while পাঠ করা it and he looks like 0,0...

Coach: Sullivan...
Jamie:...
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**basketball:6th period**

You and the varsity team are all practicing drills and today for some reason, আপনি feel really out of breathe and dehydrated. On your water break, আপনি gulp down your whole water bottle but আপনি still feel dehydrated. আপনি feel dizzy and আপনি fall on your knees.

Coach: Sullivan!! Get your behind over here!!

You try to get up but আপনি can't. আপনি just fall right back down to your knees and the assistant coach goes to you, Tommy.

Tommy: What's wrong Jamie?
Jamie: I feel dizzy.
Tommy: Why don't আপনি sit down. Do আপনি need water?
Jamie: Y-yah...

Tommy gets আপনি cold water and আপনি gulp it...
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