I couldn’t see straight when Carlisle told me Charlie flat lined… He had only flat lined for a quarter of a সেকেন্ড before Carlisle was able to bring him back. Dr. Cullen works wonders. He is the most amazing doctor around, and I am truly so thankful for him.
The bad news? Charlie has an infection where the bullet was lodged. He is taking antibiotics and Carlisle is keeping a close eye on him. We all are. I am so grateful for Sue too. She has been with Charlie the whole time. Never leaving his side. When she thought no one was watching, she would begin...
The amount of anger I am experiencing at this moment is unexplainable. I can’t write for long, as I have a lot happening right now. This is the first time I have felt the full potential of my strength, the first time since being a new vampire that I have considered killing a human. … Charlie was shot in the line of duty yesterday. A group of punks made their way to Forks from Seattle in an attempt the run from the police there. They were involved in a shooting in Seattle, and killed two people. Charlie was on shift, and got a call of suspicious behavior...
As much as I struggled not to think of him, I did not struggle to forget. I worried—late in the night, when the exhaustion of sleep deprivation broke down my defenses—that it was all slipping away. That my mind was a sieve, and I would someday not be able to remember the precise color of his eyes, the feel of his cool skin, অথবা the texture of his voice. I could not think of them, but I must remember them. Because there was just one thing that I had to believe to be able to live—I had to know that he existed. That was all. Everything else I could endure....
Remember my 1953 Chevrolet pickup truck? The one Charlie bought for me from Billy Black when I moved to Forks? Well, if you’ve been following my story, আপনি would know that Edward purchased me an “after car”, for when I was turned. It’s a beautiful car. It’s fast, too. Different from my old pickup truck, to say the least. It’s a Ferrari F430. Nice to look at, but Edward always knew I missed my old pickup truck. It’s been parked on Charlie’s lawn for the longest time. To my disappointment, it stopped running. I thought I’d never get to drive...
From time to time, human emotions encapsulate me. If it weren’t for Zafrina, my friend from the Amazonian Coven, I don’t know if I’d be able to প্রদর্শনী Edward those emotions. She helped me realize my capabilities, and taught me to use them to my full potential. He loves it though, when I do let him in. Somehow however, I think he’s quite happy not knowing everything. It’s foreign to him, exciting. I guess it keeps him wondering, which isn’t something Edward is used to. Mostly, I’ve used this capability to প্রদর্শনী Edward how deeply, truthfully and...
"Tanna, please, your going to wake your mummy" Alice pleded downstairs. IT was too late for that, how could i with this strain on my back? the cuts are still burning. But too Many things are too late, like the fact that i'm pregnant, again. I never taught i would be again, jacob and I never even wanted a baby, so unexpected, and i had told myself so many years ago, that i dont need children when im with edward. When Tanna came, i Knew, this was it, she was all i wanted, so beautiful, and that i diddnt need anything else. I Think im stranded on a burning bridge between "Take it out" and "Just...
i dont understand why bella gets her happy ending with that parasite its not like im jelous অথবা anything im just saying.All i wanted was my (SAM ULEY) somtimes i wonder at night how would my life be if i didnt turn into this stupid wolf. Would me and my fairytale long হারিয়ে গেছে lover have kids but that would nevr happen now that my female organs dont work.I learned to get over after me and jacob had that long talk in the woods that দিন in the woods at the cullens house on potrol.But only if i could take back the hands of time i wouldnt have ever invited emily daown here she wouldnt have ever meeet...
The room was silent , no-one spoke a word as i entered the room. Tanna laid silent in the deepth of my hair. A chilled palm rested on my shoulder, i turned. "I can take her, if আপনি want bell" Rose offered. i tightened my grip on my baby. no i wanted to keep her, i needed something to hold on to, now with Edward. "no it's ok Rose, i need her" i moaned silently. I heard low groans and murmurs from Carlisle. I scuffed my feet accross the floor. I glided past Alice who seemed all healed, well that one down, one to go. edward came into sight. I হারিয়ে গেছে all breathe, and stength in my legs, i felt esme's...
"hey bella, wake up ,bella" Alice whispered while she shook me awake lightly. i woke from a deep sleep, i tried to shake off the exhustgin off my eyes. I just wanted আরো time, i felt like i was back at school, early mornings. but i dont why it was such a surprise anyway, being a mother of a 4 মাস old, really gets আপনি up at all hours. "im sorry, Bella, but i was going to do the shopping for you. what do আপনি need? what do i get?? i haven't been shopping a long time." she chuckled. This was the first time she has smiled the since port angles trip. I dont remember much. only because i was knocked...
A light knock sounded from the door a few feet away. "Bella"i knew this voice, my best friend, Alice. "Yeah come in" i groaned. I still felt hazy from the night before. man i have a lot of explaining to do.. how my হৃদয় will need a excuse.a pretty good one. but what the hell, wow i feel like a rebel, noew i feel like a loser for jsut thinking that... Alice stepped throught the door so gracefully, she put দেবদূত to shame, i rocked back, she was soo beautiful, she dressed in a caress voilet jumpsuit, it clung to every perfection of her body, oh my envy....
ok i really cant remember who i promised chapter 14 to, so this is that person, that will remember, im soo sorrryyy!!!!
anyhoo! JACOBS POV!
I wasnt listen to the argue, i jsut knew that i ran, i ran the whole distance that was between me and where bella lied. This was like de ja vu. her hair parted on her neck, there for the first time, i have ever notice, the block letters. SPELLED OUT HIS NAME, HIS NAME. i stopped still. i froze, stunded. how could i be such a fool, how did i ever feel that i could ever heal the parts of her হৃদয় that was broken. She would hold on forever if she was allowed....
i woke with the sun lieing on my legs, and alone, i rolled to see jacobs side empty, but what could i expect, this was the morning routine, the way it was was since our marriage five months ago. he had his werewolf duties along side sam.I dont know why this morning felt different to every other.i had a feeling today was different, like for some reason today is a দিন i was going to remember and jacob wasnt there to see what it was. It was early 9.00, and i was shocked to see the sun, out , instead of the gloomy clouds as always. I had hoped to raise Tanna in Pheonix, in the sun and the heat,...
now im starting to talk to myself, . If im going to do this, i should make it a diary.no. i hope no-one ever reads this... they will think im crazy.. but arent anyway, according to jessica and her new cult... Anyway. Today started to the sound of rain, like it always did, ever since you's left.The sound makes me restless,like it did when i first came here. i had a bad dream. আপনি were in it. It so depressing,, not like i cant tell the difference anymore. Jake kissed me today. i couldnt back out,...
i opened my eyelids to see my mother hiding in my fathers arms looking so sad like someone had just died. "mum....?" i whispered knowing she could hear. "nessie something horrible has happened" she spoke in a soft but sad tone. My dad helped her outside where she sat পরবর্তি to esme who's back was turned so i couldn't see her face. Rose and emmet sat পরবর্তি to them hand in hand and looking even sader than mum. Dad pulled a chair পরবর্তি to the বিছানা and looked at me. His golden eyes filled with sadness. "nessie, আপনি are sick and even though this is a hard time for us আপনি will not be allowed to cry." he...
osalie and Renesmee went hunting together today, alone. It was hard to pry Nessie away from Jacob, but Rosalie… well, has a way with words. She can leave even Jacob speechless, sometimes. Her প্রণয় for Nessie is immeasurable, though. Rosalie can fill some of the void that plagues her existence দ্বারা having Nessie around. The main reason Rosalie dislikes being what we are… vampires, is because she will never be able to birth her own child, be a mother. For that, she has an excessive amount of resentment towards me. I managed to enter this ceaseless life with...
We wanted to have Jacob present while Charlie was reintroduced to Nessie, as an immortal. She always feels safest when Jacob’s around. Charlie reassured us about a hundred times that he was ready to see Nessie, so we finally brought her to the Cullen’s house so she could meet the grandfather she would now have in her life, forever.
Carlisle was having a difficult time understanding why Charlie and I weren’t completely savage after being turned. He has a new theory about it. Carlisle theorizes that humans who were turned দ্বারা vegetarian vampires, are more...
নমস্কার guys, this is my first অনুরাগী fic, i don't think i'm a good writer but i just thought i would try. Also thank আপনি to Keppie who without her i wouldn't have made half of this story.
Bella's POV
I pulled into my driveway in my old, red Chevy truck, i had, had a very long দিন and i was tired and exhausted, all i wanted to do was go too sleep.
*Flashback*
Edward and his family were all on a hunting trip, leaving me behind with nothing to do all দিন except go to school. Atleast if they all went this was a short trip, so Edward would be প্রথমপাতা tomorrow morning when i wake up. I still remember the...
