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We wanted to have Jacob present while Charlie was reintroduced to Nessie, as an immortal. She always feels safest when Jacob’s around. Charlie reassured us about a hundred times that he was ready to see Nessie, so we finally brought her to the Cullen’s house so she could meet the grandfather she would now have in her life, forever.
Carlisle was having a difficult time understanding why Charlie and I weren’t completely savage after being turned. He has a new theory about it. Carlisle theorizes that humans who were turned দ্বারা vegetarian vampires, are আরো stable. We still have the almost unbearable thirst, which is accompanied দ্বারা a raging forest আগুন in our throats, but we are strong enough to control it. Normally, though, when a vampire is a newborn, they can’t control it. It’s nearly impossible.
Carlisle turned Rosalie, who has never tasted human blood, ever. She thirsts for it, naturally, but seems to have her thirst under control. He also turned Edward and Esme. Edward, as we all know, has immense control over his thirst, which he proved every time he was around my then intoxicating scent. Esme, too, has a great deal of control over her thirst. Her compassion outweighs her desire to drink human blood. Emmett was also changed দ্বারা Carlisle, and he adapted to the vegetarian lifestyle tenaciously. He actually enjoys his ভালুক hunts, and is making the best of what he is.
Alice and Jasper weren’t turned দ্বারা Carlise. Jasper has struggled the most with controlling his thirst. Carlisle has had the hardest time taming Jasper, and it could quite possibly be because he was turned দ্বারা a vampire who went দ্বারা the usual diet of vampires, and drank human blood. Although Alice’s creator remains unknown, Carlisle believes he could have been adhering to the vegetarian diet, too. James, the tracker who almost killed me, destroyed Alice’s creator, so we will never know. Alice possesses a great deal of control, though. If Carlisle’s theory is right, then it probably means her creator survived off the blood of animals, too. The fact that he had the compassion to save Alice from James, and risk his own life in doing so, indicates he was a আরো evolved vampire. He had compassion. Compassion for humans.
If Carlisle’s theory is correct, it would explain why Charlie, though a brand new vampire, is adapting and learning to control his thirst at a much faster rate than expected. It would also, of course, explain why I have been able to control my thirst adroitly. The dry, scratching flame doesn’t make me lose reason.
We brought Nessie over to the Cullen’s house to see Charlie for the first time since being turned. Jacob held her the entire time, keeping her clasped to his large, muscular frame. Before we left to go see Charlie, Renesmee showed us her thoughts. In them, we saw her and Charlie playing in the back yard. They were both smiling and he was looking at her with complete adoration. Nessie looked younger in the vision, too. I remember that দিন clearly. Charlie took Renesmee out to the backyard to help him pick weeds out from around the house. He used to have me help him with it every summer when I was a little girl. Nessie and Charlie spent a good two hours picking and piling the weeds, then raking the smooth soil where the weeds once grew. Her thoughts brought back vague flashes of when I was a little girl, and Charlie would get excited to take me outside and teach me how to do the yard work. He wanted me to learn how to plant a garden, like my mother, Renee, used to.
It was in that moment that I finally realized just how হারিয়ে গেছে Charlie really was in his human life. He really never was the same since him and Renee divorced, when I was just six months old. Then, when I moved out and married Edward, he felt as though he হারিয়ে গেছে me, too. When Renesmee was born, he became আরো alive. He loved her. She made him see that he wont be alone. She made him feel like he got part of his family back. We knew there was no way he could hurt her, ever. Not even if his thirst became nearly impossible to bear. He simply loves her too much.
Charlie smiled, his eyes cautious, focused. Nessie reached her hands out for him to pick her up, like he used to. We explained to Nessie that he couldn’t get too close, for now. Edward, Jasper and Emmett stood beside and in front of Charlie, just to be safe. He really was fine, though. His throat burned causing his face to harden slightly, but he was able to suppress it. With a great deal of caution, we slowly brought Renesmee close enough to reach out for Charlie, and touch his cheek. He smiled, stiffly, and told us what he saw. He saw himself and Renesmee in the backyard of his house, pulling weeds out from around the house, smiling. He saw the look of adoration on his own face, too. Although Nessie has many memories with Charlie, this one is special because it was the last time she saw Charlie, as a human.
It was an immeasurable relief to know that Charlie could still be the Grandpa he loved being before becoming a vampire. In fact, Nessie’s scent isn’t enticing to Charlie. He says it’s actually rather unattractive. Like Jacob’s. Nessie and Jacob are together আরো often than not, so I’m assuming his scent is rubbing off on her, making her pungent smelling.
Jacob’s relief was apparent, too. He released his almost smothering grip once he saw that Charlie wouldn’t be a threat to Nessie. I’m still in shock from this whole experience. I still, from time to time, have to remind myself I can’t be dreaming. I’m used to being in a dreamlike state, though. Every time I look at Edward’s angelic, flawless face and those piercing topaz eyes, I still think I’m dreaming. To this day, I can’t believe I ended up with the beautiful golden haired boy who unwillingly sat পরবর্তি to me in biology, fighting with everything he had in him not to kill me.
Jacob is here now, as he is every night before Nessie goes to sleep. He likes to be with her right up until her eyes droop closed, and she slips into unconsciousness. I’ve never felt so lucky in all my life. I get to have the প্রণয় of my life, my best friend, my beautiful daughter and my Dad in my life everyday. Honestly, I couldn’t ask for more.
Will write again soon.
-Bella.
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We wanted to have Jacob present while Charlie was reintroduced to Nessie, as an immortal. She always feels safest when Jacob’s around. Charlie reassured us about a hundred times that he was ready to see Nessie, so we finally brought her to the Cullen’s house so she could meet the grandfather she would now have in her life, forever.
Carlisle was having a difficult time understanding why Charlie and I weren’t completely savage after being turned. He has a new theory about it. Carlisle theorizes that humans who were turned দ্বারা vegetarian vampires, are আরো stable. We still have the almost unbearable thirst, which is accompanied দ্বারা a raging forest আগুন in our throats, but we are strong enough to control it. Normally, though, when a vampire is a newborn, they can’t control it. It’s nearly impossible.
Carlisle turned Rosalie, who has never tasted human blood, ever. She thirsts for it, naturally, but seems to have her thirst under control. He also turned Edward and Esme. Edward, as we all know, has immense control over his thirst, which he proved every time he was around my then intoxicating scent. Esme, too, has a great deal of control over her thirst. Her compassion outweighs her desire to drink human blood. Emmett was also changed দ্বারা Carlisle, and he adapted to the vegetarian lifestyle tenaciously. He actually enjoys his ভালুক hunts, and is making the best of what he is.
Alice and Jasper weren’t turned দ্বারা Carlise. Jasper has struggled the most with controlling his thirst. Carlisle has had the hardest time taming Jasper, and it could quite possibly be because he was turned দ্বারা a vampire who went দ্বারা the usual diet of vampires, and drank human blood. Although Alice’s creator remains unknown, Carlisle believes he could have been adhering to the vegetarian diet, too. James, the tracker who almost killed me, destroyed Alice’s creator, so we will never know. Alice possesses a great deal of control, though. If Carlisle’s theory is right, then it probably means her creator survived off the blood of animals, too. The fact that he had the compassion to save Alice from James, and risk his own life in doing so, indicates he was a আরো evolved vampire. He had compassion. Compassion for humans.
If Carlisle’s theory is correct, it would explain why Charlie, though a brand new vampire, is adapting and learning to control his thirst at a much faster rate than expected. It would also, of course, explain why I have been able to control my thirst adroitly. The dry, scratching flame doesn’t make me lose reason.
We brought Nessie over to the Cullen’s house to see Charlie for the first time since being turned. Jacob held her the entire time, keeping her clasped to his large, muscular frame. Before we left to go see Charlie, Renesmee showed us her thoughts. In them, we saw her and Charlie playing in the back yard. They were both smiling and he was looking at her with complete adoration. Nessie looked younger in the vision, too. I remember that দিন clearly. Charlie took Renesmee out to the backyard to help him pick weeds out from around the house. He used to have me help him with it every summer when I was a little girl. Nessie and Charlie spent a good two hours picking and piling the weeds, then raking the smooth soil where the weeds once grew. Her thoughts brought back vague flashes of when I was a little girl, and Charlie would get excited to take me outside and teach me how to do the yard work. He wanted me to learn how to plant a garden, like my mother, Renee, used to.
It was in that moment that I finally realized just how হারিয়ে গেছে Charlie really was in his human life. He really never was the same since him and Renee divorced, when I was just six months old. Then, when I moved out and married Edward, he felt as though he হারিয়ে গেছে me, too. When Renesmee was born, he became আরো alive. He loved her. She made him see that he wont be alone. She made him feel like he got part of his family back. We knew there was no way he could hurt her, ever. Not even if his thirst became nearly impossible to bear. He simply loves her too much.
Charlie smiled, his eyes cautious, focused. Nessie reached her hands out for him to pick her up, like he used to. We explained to Nessie that he couldn’t get too close, for now. Edward, Jasper and Emmett stood beside and in front of Charlie, just to be safe. He really was fine, though. His throat burned causing his face to harden slightly, but he was able to suppress it. With a great deal of caution, we slowly brought Renesmee close enough to reach out for Charlie, and touch his cheek. He smiled, stiffly, and told us what he saw. He saw himself and Renesmee in the backyard of his house, pulling weeds out from around the house, smiling. He saw the look of adoration on his own face, too. Although Nessie has many memories with Charlie, this one is special because it was the last time she saw Charlie, as a human.
It was an immeasurable relief to know that Charlie could still be the Grandpa he loved being before becoming a vampire. In fact, Nessie’s scent isn’t enticing to Charlie. He says it’s actually rather unattractive. Like Jacob’s. Nessie and Jacob are together আরো often than not, so I’m assuming his scent is rubbing off on her, making her pungent smelling.
Jacob’s relief was apparent, too. He released his almost smothering grip once he saw that Charlie wouldn’t be a threat to Nessie. I’m still in shock from this whole experience. I still, from time to time, have to remind myself I can’t be dreaming. I’m used to being in a dreamlike state, though. Every time I look at Edward’s angelic, flawless face and those piercing topaz eyes, I still think I’m dreaming. To this day, I can’t believe I ended up with the beautiful golden haired boy who unwillingly sat পরবর্তি to me in biology, fighting with everything he had in him not to kill me.
Jacob is here now, as he is every night before Nessie goes to sleep. He likes to be with her right up until her eyes droop closed, and she slips into unconsciousness. I’ve never felt so lucky in all my life. I get to have the প্রণয় of my life, my best friend, my beautiful daughter and my Dad in my life everyday. Honestly, I couldn’t ask for more.
Will write again soon.
-Bella.