Disclaimer: I don't own OTH অথবা anything affiliated to it nor do I own this song.
Song: Katy Perry – Thinking of আপনি (though some words are changed to fit the storyline)
AN: I've written a few oneshots of ব্রুকাস্ in Fanfiction.net but this is my first time posting one at this site. I hope আপনি guys like it.
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Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an আপেল hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed
Everybody has always compared my relationship with Brooke and Peyton. Time and time again, people have মতামত প্রদত্ত that Peyton স্যুইটস্ me আরো instead of Brooke. Nonetheless, both of them meant a lot to me. Though, during junior বছর I knew it was Brooke who had a hold on my heart. Granted I'm married to Peyton and we have a daughter, but Brooke still has a part of me I've never প্রদত্ত to anyone else.
You ব্যক্ত সরানো on
Where do I go
I guess সেকেন্ড best
Is all I will know
When আপনি ব্যক্ত আপনি didn't প্রণয় me anymore, I was crushed. At first, I couldn't believe your feelings for me had faded but after hanging out with Peyton, I knew I had chosen her over আপনি দ্বারা spending every spare moment I had with her. The night we won the Championship game, it was আপনি that I wanted to spend it with. However, after seeing আপনি pushing me towards her, I realized that I cannot be with আপনি unless I explored the feelings between Peyton and me. After all I have put আপনি through; I guess I deserve to be with someone who is সেকেন্ড best to you.
Cause when I'm with her
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What আপনি would do if
আপনি were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Every time I'm with her, I imagine that it's আপনি I'm with. When I get up, I picture আপনি beside me. Your brunette locks fanning your face, your mesmerizing soulful eyes looking up at me and that infectious grin that brings out those two dimples I প্রণয় so much. However, when I see her beside me, I'm disappointed to see yellow curls and limpid green eyes staring back at me.
When I see her there, I can't help but wish it was আপনি that I had married and it is আপনি who is the mother of my child. Do not get me wrong, I প্রণয় Sawyer but I had always pictured having a kid that looks like আপনি with my personality. That way, I would be able to have a piece of আপনি with me always.
You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
আপনি ব্যক্ত there's
Tons of মাছ in the water
So the waters I will test
I never thought I would fall for you. When I first knew you, I heard that আপনি were nothing আরো than a party girl. However, after getting to know you, I recognize that there was আরো to Brooke Davis that one sees. আপনি were unlike anyone I have ever known. আপনি were fun and cheery and yet, at the same time আপনি were vulnerable and insecure. I প্রণয় learning the different sides of আপনি and I'm forever grateful that আপনি showed me the real you.
I was devastated when আপনি pushed me towards Peyton. Granted, I understand আপনি did it to help me. দ্বারা exploring a relationship with Peyton, it removed any doubts that আপনি and I were not meant to be as it showed me how much আপনি were truly the one for me. Although we aren't together, I have never stopped loving you. People say that The Unkindness of Ravens and The Comet are about my প্রণয় for Peyton and they are wrong.
Unkindness is about my relationship with both of আপনি and the loss I felt over Keith while The Comet is actually my বিবরণ of how আপনি came into my life. I'm sorry for being such a coward that I cannot blurt out the truth. The honest truth is Peyton doesn't mean that much to me the way আপনি do. I made my বিছানা when I chose her and now I've no choice but to lie in it.
She kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
She pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself
Whenever I'm with her, I'm thinking of you. When we kiss, I picture আপনি instead. At times it seems we're passionate for each other but that's far from the truth as all that fills my head is আপনি and no else. I'm sorry that I fell into her plans. I knew in senior বছর she had feelings for me but I brushed it aside hoping it would never be revealed. How wrong was I when it blew up in my face and I loss আপনি in the process.
The point is I see myself as a hero. Thus, I'm a sucker for saving people. Peyton knows this and she puts herself in these kinds of situations since she knows I will always save her. Therefore, no matter how hard I try to pull away, she has the ability to suck me right back in.
Cause when I'm with her
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What আপনি would do if
আপনি were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...
You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let আপনি go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think আপনি should know
Everyone seems to think that আপনি were সেকেন্ড best compared to her and they are wrong. You've always been the first choice. But, I had screwed it up with আপনি too many times that I knew I didn't deserve another chance. I wanted so badly to call আপনি at the airport but I was scared that আপনি would reject my advances. Guess I'm a wimp. For so long, Ive acted that আপনি were সেকেন্ড best when in actuality আপনি aren't.
Every দিন I think about what would have happened if I was honest with আপনি from the beginning, starting with the চুম্বন in the library. Sometimes, I wish I hadn't been so stupid. How could I let আপনি go after getting আপনি back in senior year? I promised myself I would not hurt আপনি when we got back together and yet I did it again.
Cause when I'm with her
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What আপনি would do if
আপনি were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't আপনি walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no আরো mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...
When I see আপনি with him, I get jealous. He has the luxury of being with আপনি when I've none. Sometimes, I wish আপনি would realize that I've never stopped loving আপনি and আপনি would come and declare your প্রণয় for me. আপনি know the last time we ব্যক্ত I প্রণয় you, I meant it as আরো than a friend. I prayed that আপনি would hear it that way but instead আপনি replied the same, like আপনি meant it as a friend too.
I long to have আপনি in my arms like before. Nowadays, আপনি look at him the way আপনি use to do with me and it hurts me to see আপনি looking at him that way. People say that আপনি were সেকেন্ড best for me. But, that is clearly far from the truth. It is I who settle for সেকেন্ড best and in the process I became সেকেন্ড best to him.
Song: Katy Perry – Thinking of আপনি (though some words are changed to fit the storyline)
AN: I've written a few oneshots of ব্রুকাস্ in Fanfiction.net but this is my first time posting one at this site. I hope আপনি guys like it.
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Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an আপেল hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed
Everybody has always compared my relationship with Brooke and Peyton. Time and time again, people have মতামত প্রদত্ত that Peyton স্যুইটস্ me আরো instead of Brooke. Nonetheless, both of them meant a lot to me. Though, during junior বছর I knew it was Brooke who had a hold on my heart. Granted I'm married to Peyton and we have a daughter, but Brooke still has a part of me I've never প্রদত্ত to anyone else.
You ব্যক্ত সরানো on
Where do I go
I guess সেকেন্ড best
Is all I will know
When আপনি ব্যক্ত আপনি didn't প্রণয় me anymore, I was crushed. At first, I couldn't believe your feelings for me had faded but after hanging out with Peyton, I knew I had chosen her over আপনি দ্বারা spending every spare moment I had with her. The night we won the Championship game, it was আপনি that I wanted to spend it with. However, after seeing আপনি pushing me towards her, I realized that I cannot be with আপনি unless I explored the feelings between Peyton and me. After all I have put আপনি through; I guess I deserve to be with someone who is সেকেন্ড best to you.
Cause when I'm with her
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What আপনি would do if
আপনি were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Every time I'm with her, I imagine that it's আপনি I'm with. When I get up, I picture আপনি beside me. Your brunette locks fanning your face, your mesmerizing soulful eyes looking up at me and that infectious grin that brings out those two dimples I প্রণয় so much. However, when I see her beside me, I'm disappointed to see yellow curls and limpid green eyes staring back at me.
When I see her there, I can't help but wish it was আপনি that I had married and it is আপনি who is the mother of my child. Do not get me wrong, I প্রণয় Sawyer but I had always pictured having a kid that looks like আপনি with my personality. That way, I would be able to have a piece of আপনি with me always.
You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
আপনি ব্যক্ত there's
Tons of মাছ in the water
So the waters I will test
I never thought I would fall for you. When I first knew you, I heard that আপনি were nothing আরো than a party girl. However, after getting to know you, I recognize that there was আরো to Brooke Davis that one sees. আপনি were unlike anyone I have ever known. আপনি were fun and cheery and yet, at the same time আপনি were vulnerable and insecure. I প্রণয় learning the different sides of আপনি and I'm forever grateful that আপনি showed me the real you.
I was devastated when আপনি pushed me towards Peyton. Granted, I understand আপনি did it to help me. দ্বারা exploring a relationship with Peyton, it removed any doubts that আপনি and I were not meant to be as it showed me how much আপনি were truly the one for me. Although we aren't together, I have never stopped loving you. People say that The Unkindness of Ravens and The Comet are about my প্রণয় for Peyton and they are wrong.
Unkindness is about my relationship with both of আপনি and the loss I felt over Keith while The Comet is actually my বিবরণ of how আপনি came into my life. I'm sorry for being such a coward that I cannot blurt out the truth. The honest truth is Peyton doesn't mean that much to me the way আপনি do. I made my বিছানা when I chose her and now I've no choice but to lie in it.
She kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
She pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself
Whenever I'm with her, I'm thinking of you. When we kiss, I picture আপনি instead. At times it seems we're passionate for each other but that's far from the truth as all that fills my head is আপনি and no else. I'm sorry that I fell into her plans. I knew in senior বছর she had feelings for me but I brushed it aside hoping it would never be revealed. How wrong was I when it blew up in my face and I loss আপনি in the process.
The point is I see myself as a hero. Thus, I'm a sucker for saving people. Peyton knows this and she puts herself in these kinds of situations since she knows I will always save her. Therefore, no matter how hard I try to pull away, she has the ability to suck me right back in.
Cause when I'm with her
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What আপনি would do if
আপনি were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...
You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let আপনি go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think আপনি should know
Everyone seems to think that আপনি were সেকেন্ড best compared to her and they are wrong. You've always been the first choice. But, I had screwed it up with আপনি too many times that I knew I didn't deserve another chance. I wanted so badly to call আপনি at the airport but I was scared that আপনি would reject my advances. Guess I'm a wimp. For so long, Ive acted that আপনি were সেকেন্ড best when in actuality আপনি aren't.
Every দিন I think about what would have happened if I was honest with আপনি from the beginning, starting with the চুম্বন in the library. Sometimes, I wish I hadn't been so stupid. How could I let আপনি go after getting আপনি back in senior year? I promised myself I would not hurt আপনি when we got back together and yet I did it again.
Cause when I'm with her
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What আপনি would do if
আপনি were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't আপনি walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no আরো mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...
When I see আপনি with him, I get jealous. He has the luxury of being with আপনি when I've none. Sometimes, I wish আপনি would realize that I've never stopped loving আপনি and আপনি would come and declare your প্রণয় for me. আপনি know the last time we ব্যক্ত I প্রণয় you, I meant it as আরো than a friend. I prayed that আপনি would hear it that way but instead আপনি replied the same, like আপনি meant it as a friend too.
I long to have আপনি in my arms like before. Nowadays, আপনি look at him the way আপনি use to do with me and it hurts me to see আপনি looking at him that way. People say that আপনি were সেকেন্ড best for me. But, that is clearly far from the truth. It is I who settle for সেকেন্ড best and in the process I became সেকেন্ড best to him.