What do I do!??

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What do I do!?I miss her!I want her back!I'm nothing without আপনি Shada!I want আপনি to know:
You're not my friend,you never were.From the moment I knew you,We we're sisters!I প্রণয় you!(I'm not a lesbian!)I miss you!Please come back!Please!

What do I do!I miss her!I haven't seen her in 6 months!!I don't like to talk about this,But I need help!*CRYING*;( ;( ;(