I'm lying in my bed As tears roll over my face I'm staring at the ceiling Wondering if anyone up there can hear my prayers
Even though we could never be I still want no one else Guess it's gonna be a lifetime with no one but myself Unless I
Take a chance and take a trip to the UK Tell আপনি face to face That you're the only one for me It would take a lot of courage But nothing's asked too much If it bring me to the one I need 'Cause আপনি belong with me
But as I think it over You might turn me down and tell me to look elsewhere And my হৃদয় will break But of that আপনি won't be aware
Daddy thinks I’m afraid I’m afraid of never finding a প্রণয় that fits me Well, he’s right in a way Because everyday I fear আরো that we will never be
I’m zoning out on আপনি and I can’t breathe You’re haunting my thoughts so I can’t sleep And even though I know we could never be I don’t wanna lose this fantasy
Can I just close my eyes And imagine আপনি are পরবর্তি to me Can I just pretend my life to be so much আরো than it seems Can I just ignore the pain Can I please ক্রুশ your way It’s so hard to keep it inside I just wanna প্রণয় you, can I
Mommy mocks the fact I once I once loved আপনি but doesn’t...
I don’t want to look into your eyes I don’t want to hear your name I don’t want to talk about you If we can’t be endgame I’ve tried to forget about you I fell in প্রণয় quite some times But আপনি are the only one Who always stayed in the back of my mind
But I know It’s impossible, this fantasy I should let go if I know what’s good for me I could try to pretend আপনি don’t exist But I doubt that’s gonna change things one bit It doesn’t matter if this is true love Because sometimes that is just not enough
I don’t want to cry each time I come to realize That this dream of আপনি and I Will never come...