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posted by mitchie19
5.S এল-মৃত্যু পত্র E E P O V E R M O D E

The doorbell rang. “Mariah! The pizza’s here,” Nikki shouted from downstairs.
Nikki Lim is my friend. She’d helped me pass my Chemistry test দ্বারা teaching me how to solve the frikin’ formulas our adviser gave us and that was a relief. I went downstairs. “Here the money,” I handed it to him. “Thank you!” Nikki waved before I locked the door. Why’d we order pizza? It was my idea to have পিজা with Nikki while Aeyla and Norah went to town to celebrate some event down in Houston Street. This is a sleepover. I want to do something fun before I go to...
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posted by mitchie19
4. A NIGHT TO REMEMBER

“Hey,” Riley greeted. I waved at him. I sighed. My eyes got locked on his outfit.
He was wearing a black, with a hint of white stripes and a long sleeved polo and jeans.
My হৃদয় pounded. I was sweating bullets. “So,” I shoved my hands in my back pockets. “What do আপনি want to do?” I asked him. He was still composing himself.
Then he smiled at me. “How about I’ll ask আপনি that question?” he didn’t sound serious. I did either, I don’t know what I had planned to do and it’s not happening right now. “What? Wait, I’m supposed to treat you, right?”...
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posted by mitchie19
3. P H O N E C A এল-মৃত্যু পত্র L

The phone rang about 9am I was the one who answered. Norah went to the store to buy groceries and my sister is upstairs still asleep. I picked up the phone, “Hello?” I spoke the word softly. “Mariah? This is your aunt Lourdes How are you?” She ব্যক্ত happily. I didn’t expect her to call at this moment but I was surprised. “Hi Aunt Lourdes um, I’m fine. Why’d আপনি call?” is the
why’d-you-call-thing the right thing to say to someone ten times older than me?
She didn’t mind me saying that.
“I told your mom that আপনি are welcome to stay here for the summer....
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Life should be about the moment right?
Well I think that most of us agree that life mostly bites.

I mean আপনি have your ups and downs,
and then the পরবর্তি মিনিট আপনি cant turn that smile upside down.

'Everyones created equal' ব্যক্ত our four fathers,
but if আপনি look around, no one else thinks so why try, why bother?

I'm not saying life sucks অথবা that আপনি should commit suicide,
it just feels that sometimes আপনি wish আপনি could just die.

People deal with there problems with smoking, drinking and of course drugs,
but mostly they go around অভিনয় like a damn thug.

You feel so alone, thinking its not fair,
that...
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posted by animelove30
I sit in the darkness as I stare up at the moon above me. I hear your voice and know I will be okay. Even if আপনি are dead and gone আপনি are always with me. When I cry আপনি are with me. When I laugh আপনি are with me. When I dream আপনি are with me. When I can't find আপনি I get scared. But moments later আপনি there to hold my hand. Only I can see you. Your body may not be here but your spirit is with me. It feels as if আপনি have never gone. Now I feel much better because I know now আপনি can never be taken away from me again. I may die someday but don't worry because আপনি are with me.

R.I.P - Grandma Rose


"I প্রণয় you"
posted by starwarsfangirl
Your words may stay trapped
inside your own mind
but I can feel them
although they're confined.

I can read your face
as if it were a book
your mind is unpleasant,
as আপনি simmer and cook.

আপনি give into hatred
your temper boils over
and it's all done
in less than a blur.

Your words do sting
but it does not matter
for in the end
I will not shatter.

In the end
আপনি will be the victim
of yourself
in the verbatim.

আপনি are trapped,
আপনি are your own
enemy; your own life
আপনি have already blown.

It is sad, truly;
closing yourself off
with violence;
for now আপনি may scoff.

In the end,
karma is our keeper
she is the ultimatum
of the Grim Reaper.
posted by starwarsfangirl
Phasing in
and phasing out
forgetting what
I originally sought.

রঙ blur
and meld together
I dance so close
beside the heather.

I'm on the edge
of oblivion
I can't trust
What I've been seeing.

The world whirs around
I can't see straight
can আপনি tell me
how I won this fate?

My thoughts
do vary from time to time
but they're always the same:
of my internal rhyme.

My life beats
to it's own accord
always repeating
it's crazy chord.

And so, to you
I'll depart my advice
perhaps to your life
it's good to add some spice.

-Starwarsfangirl
6/23/1
আপনি smile when in pain,
your smile's bright even in the pouring rain!
Your smile shows your happiness
your smile shows your forgetfullness~
Your smile helps me up and stand,
your smile tells me I will never understand~

You always stay দ্বারা my side,
when আপনি say আপনি can understand me I swell with pride.
When আপনি talk to me,
you talk to me willingly.
When আপনি look at me,
your eyes say I can act how I want and be free!

When আপনি joke along side me happily,
I try not to ruin it when things get sappy...!
When we just take a breather while taking a walk,
we have one of those 'heart-to-heart' talks~
You don't focus...
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posted by mitchie19
2. B I G D A Y

One, two, three, go! I breathed. My right leg went first up the stairs and then my left leg.
This is it, this is really it. I squealed nervously. “Marhion Angeles Pearson, daughter of Mr. and Mrs. Pearson” the school directress announced. I went up the stage. The audience clapped.
I felt like a তারকা on a rise.
I saw Riley on the crowd, my eyes glued to him. Ah! I tripped. The audience gasp some stood up to see if I’m okay some of them laughed and snickered. পাতিহাঁস Cell, the school news anchor video taped my clumsiness, he smiled. I quickly stood up. My cheeks were red, I...
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posted by mitchie19
1. এল-মৃত্যু পত্র E T T E R
Dear Mariah,
I and your father are expecting to leave for the upcoming season.
Your father got accepted as a manager of a company in United States and I have to be there to guide him. If you’re wondering whose going to take care of আপনি Norah will be there. She’ll be with আপনি for a while. Don’t worry me and your father will call আপনি to check on আপনি and Norah okay? And expect us that we won’t be there in your graduation and we will always be there to support you. I left your emergency money দ্বারা the fridge and your money for expenses. Please save your money, we’ll use FedEx...
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Do আপনি feel that warmth when আপনি see them smile?
Do আপনি feel sick when they kiss, do আপনি feel vile?
Do আপনি hold your emotions in,
do আপনি pretend if আপনি confess your feelings its like a sin?

Do আপনি hate how they're too good for you?
Do আপনি hate how someone else could always fill your shoes?
Do আপনি hate how fate can be so cruel?
How আপনি seem to always be the fool?
Do আপনি hate it when আপনি see them sad?
Do আপনি feel so much rage it could drive আপনি mad??
Do আপনি feel sick when আপনি see them hurt?
Do আপনি hate how আপনি can't do anything and feel like dirt?

When they get angry at আপনি what do আপনি do?
Do আপনি feel like...
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posted by ilovekud
Every four years the two-headed monster rises from its pit, and we have a choice between this head অথবা that. Their party line separation is a phantasm haunting reason. It's a choice between this diseased hand অথবা that diseased hand. We are criminals who defy law. They are criminals who defy freedom. Endless heads of a bureaucratic hydra, and so the smiling wounds we draw across each neck. While they lounge in the decadence of their capitols and dream up new rules of social conduct, we shall sink a ছুরি in every Caesar, we shall aim our rifles and আগুন at every president, every senator, every statesman. Wake up. There won't be any change. In the sewer of capitalism, only the scum will rise.
In this dark world that gets darker দ্বারা the minute, we can only rely on your self,

And no one else. আপনি start to fade in and out, আপনি can barely hear your self call for help!

Your vision blurring, your words slurring, your হৃদয় thumping, your last মিনিট here are coming.

You see no one, hear no one, and now your done. Your done with the lies, with the good byes. Your done with the hurtful words, done with hearing those mournful words.

You go limp and cold, your time is ending when your not that old. আপনি know your leaving, but your still having a hard time believing.

The darkness closing in, all...
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posted by inexplicable
I would never have thought that I would ever be here again.
But it still had come to that anyway. I was in the first floor of my old school which I have attended four years পূর্বে again. It was still the same. Only the doors were painted newly the corridor, the walls. I heard noises from the gymnasium. I circulated to the third floor to look whether the theater group listed there today. I passed দ্বারা the keep fit room, where I still had had lessons four years পূর্বে once and I had got back the feeling for a short moment to be I myself. How it still have been me four years পূর্বে and HE was the only one...
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Chapter 2:
“Gagh, I can't stop thinking about him. He consumes my thoughts morning, noon, and night, all because he hasn’t showed up for class in two damned weeks. I hope he’s okay; I don’t know what the sappy dream was for, but I sure as hell hope he’s not hurt...”



I bolted right up in my bed, cold sweat dripping down my neck, and gasping for air.
Once my breathing was normal, I rested my head in my hands and exhaled deeply. That’s the third time this week, I thought, shaking my head of the strange প্রতিমূর্তি of me and Forrest as a couple.
I attempted to climb from my বিছানা but forgot...
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posted by HaleyDewit
I don’t know what’s playing in your mind
I can only base your story on what আপনি write
If this is really আপনি and this is not some kind of mask
Than I have a প্রশ্ন for you, if it’s not too much to ask

How does it feel
To be left all alone
To have no one to lean on
To be unwanted
Bet আপনি don’t wanna see
The damage আপনি have caused
The বন্ধু আপনি have lost
‘Cause আপনি took them for granted
Now your dreams are haunted
‘Cause you’re so unwanted


You don’t know what has been going on
You don’t realize all the things আপনি ব্যক্ত were wrong
If this is who আপনি are and you’re not hiding your inner truth...
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I didn’t see আপনি leaving
And I haven’t quite missed আপনি yet
But the moment আপনি came back on our spot
Your nagging was already spinning in my head

You sure do have a problem
It’s so obvious to see
But আপনি better cut your stupid crap
Or you’ll find out what a দুশ্চরিত্রা I can be

I have a little message, so আপনি better clean your ears
‘Cause I want আপনি to hear it loud and clear

You better go now
Before we kick আপনি out
You better leave now
And don’t say goodbye
You better walk away
We won’t shed a tear
‘Cause for a pathetic little দুশ্চরিত্রা
there’s no place in here


So now you’re back with your depressing...
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posted by LucyDougan
My হৃদয় has been punctured
It has never been broken
I’ve been filled with heartache
But that was unspoken
I’m always lonely
But I’m never alone
I live in a house
But my mind is my home
I’m not dead
But I’m not always alive
You’ve never been me
So আপনি think I’ll survive
I’m always so happy
Yet I’m always so sad
I’m always so calm
Yet I always feel mad
Maybe I’m normal
And maybe I’m sane
But I’m not feeling right
I don’t feel the same... <3 <3 <3
posted by দেবদূত
this is a poem i wrote. i hope everyone likes it. this is the first time i have পোষ্ট হয়েছে any of my writings. Enjoy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Moonlight comes through the window and softly hits on your face
and it takes my breath away As I look at the wonder the wonder of my life