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Here Sat a Girl

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ছবি

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Underneath your skin

posted by HaleyDewit

I'll always remember the দিন we first met
I was living life in paradise
Now I can assure আপনি that I truly regret
Every time আপনি were on my mind

I was too blind to see the truth
But now I can see right through

'Cause my eyes have been opened
Now I can see who আপনি really are
And I'm not gonna sit and wait here
'Til I can reach your heart
I still believe there's a soul underneath your skin
But I just can't wait for it

I'll never forget the দিন আপনি screwed it up
You insulted me in a painful way
Next morning it was my time of luck
He was like the answer to my prayers

I was too blind to see the truth
But now I can...

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A Waste of Time

posted by HaleyDewit

আপনি were my first real love
You made me feel alive
I could handle anything
When আপনি were দ্বারা my side
And now I can't imagine
How I could just not see
That আপনি were everything everyone
Was trying to make me see

Don't hold your breath
You ain't worth it
You were just a waste of time
You gave me wings to fly
But it was just a lie
You were just a waste of time

You never looked at me
But I didn't care
I didn't listen to all the warnings
That I should be aware
And now I can't believe
How it got this far
Before I realized what a motherfucking
Ass আপনি really are

Don't hold your breath
You ain't worth it
You were just a waste...

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Sleep Forever

posted by HaleyDewit

Two months I didn't see you
Except in my dreams
And I could finally get over you
So it seemed

I prepared myself to your beautiful eyes
I prepared myself to your amazing smile
I told myself I would be cool
But who am I playing for a fool

What am I pushing myself through
The only place I wanna be is with you
Saying to myself you're not the one for me
But I can't help but feeling we are meant to be
Why should I keep holding on
When loving আপনি won't harm anyone
I just wish I could sleep forever
'Cause in my dreams we'll always be together

I've just seen আপনি for one day
It was like the very first time
I guess the...

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It's killing me

posted by HaleyDewit

I'm pretending to be untouchable
I'm playing to be unbreakable
I'm অভিনয় to be capable
Of forgetting what আপনি do to me
But on the inside it's killing me

If you'd stab my eyes out I would still see you
If you'd cut my ears I would still hear you
If I'd be হারিয়ে গেছে আপনি would still reach me
And it's killing me
That no matter what you'll do
I could never প্রণয় anyone else but you

I'm saying words not coming from my heart
I'm making a totally different start
I'm অভিনয় like it doesn't tear me apart
When I try to forget about what আপনি do to me
But on the inside it's killing me

If you'd stab my eyes out I would still...

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The Way

posted by HaleyDewit

It's the way আপনি walk
It's the way আপনি talk
It's the way আপনি make me dizzy
It's the way আপনি smile
That turns me on for a while
Making আপনি see me won't be easy

It's the way আপনি are
It's the way আপনি drive your car
It's the way আপনি get me dreaming
It's the way আপনি rush
That makes me fall in a crush
And I'll never stop believing

In a future of আপনি and me
Though I know it won't be easy
If আপনি would just stand দ্বারা my side
And tried to read the signs
'Cause আপনি and me together
Is the way I picture us forever
If আপনি would just look into my eyes
You'd see the প্রণয় I can't hide

It's the way আপনি lay in your bed
It's the way...

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Walk away

posted by HaleyDewit

আপনি look upon me with all of your arrogance
And I never know what to say
But I just can't help but always giving আপনি another chance
'Cause when আপনি smile I just melt away

I can hear the সঙ্গীত playing
I don't get a word from what they're saying
After all their talking I still can't turn my back on you
I know it's less right than wrong
But without আপনি I just can't go on
And if I have to I'll prefer the lie beyond the truth

Still I know that you're door
Will always be locked for me
I know we're not meant to be
But আপনি know that I won't let go
I'll never walk away
'Cause I'm still hoping I'll be your girl someday...

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Dreams

posted by HaleyDewit

When I'd cry
Would আপনি dry my tears
When I'd be scared
Would আপনি fight my fears
Would আপনি make it all right
Would আপনি hold me in your arms tonight

'Cause when I open my eyes and I see আপনি lying পরবর্তি to me
I can't help but wonder if you're not just a fantasy
Than I blink my eyes and there's no one to find
So just as always it seems
You belong to my dreams

When I'd run
Would আপনি come after me
When I'd lose my mind
Would আপনি make it easy
Would আপনি make me strong
Would আপনি hold me in your arms all night long

'Cause when I open my eyes and I see আপনি lying পরবর্তি to me
I can't help but wonder if you're not just a fantasy...

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What's the point

posted by HaleyDewit

Say hello to your reflection
'Cause it's probably the only one আপনি dare to look in the eye
Tell me what's the point of your defending
Can't আপনি see there's no reason to hold on to your lies

I might act not normal
'Cause I'm probably the only one who dares to stand up to you
Tell me what's the point of your pretending
Can't আপনি see আপনি better not shut your eyes for the truth

Wake up and take a look around
Can't আপনি see there's no one to lean on
You're sinking faster and faster into the ground
While আপনি realize all your বন্ধু are gone
Now do I see tears coming up in your eyes
Than tell me what's the point...

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Someone আপনি don't know

posted by HaleyDewit

Meet me like a stranger
Meet me like an unknown
Meet me like a weirdo
Treat me like someone আপনি don't know
But don't say আপনি are my friend
'Cause I know exactly how it ends

And baby,you will never really know me from the inside
You never expected I'd keep it all in my mind
These feelings of hate are about to explode
Just treat my like someone আপনি don't know
You'll never get another chance to ruin my life
You will never make me sacrifice
Everything that I live for
Just treat me like someone আপনি don't know

See me as a class mate
See me as a silly girl
See me as a zero
Treat me like someone আপনি don't know
But don't...

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My Grudge

posted by HaleyDewit

Everything's fine when they don't mention your name
In comparing with three years পূর্বে I feel just the same
People say:'Girl,get a grip
You should really get over it'
But I can't help but reminding myself to what you've done
And if the প্রণয় won't do it,it's revenge that will keep me holding on

You better keep your mouth shut
If আপনি don't wanna feel my grudge
Don't know if I told আপনি before
But this anger is consuming me আরো and more
You better just stay away
If আপনি don't wanna feel this pain
Crawl into your hole where আপনি belong
When you'r around everything goes wrong

Nothing is fine when আপনি come along
And...

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Prayers

posted by HaleyDewit

What do আপনি feel now you're standing here
You really wanna make me believe you've changed
If I didn't know better,I would say it's allright
We can give it another try
But we both know that's not gonna happen

You can cry a river,it won't hurt my soul
I'll just leave you,crawling on the floor
'Cause I don't care for আপনি anymore

Don't chase after me
'Cause I'm already gone
Don't try to convince me
'Cause I'll never forget what you've done
Don't pretend,don't defend
Don't say you've changed your ways
'Cause unlike God I can't hear your prayers

How should I feel now you're back in my life
You really expect I'm...

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I don't like

posted by HaleyDewit

I like it when the sky is blue
I like it when I hear the truth
I like it when you're not near
And I like it when things are real

I like it when the sun goes up
And I'd like it when you'd finally stop
I like it when you're far away
And I like it when there's nothing আপনি can say

But there are some things I don't like anymore
And about those things I think আপনি should know

'Cause I don't like the way আপনি came into my life
And I don't like the way আপনি told me all your lies
No,I don't like the way আপনি interrupt my words
And I don't like the way আপনি came into my world

You know that I like to sing
So আপনি can't tell...

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Fool

posted by HaleyDewit

Baby,I've seen it all
Telling all your lies trying to make me fall
And I know you're only fake
Letting আপনি inside was just one big mistake

You're still cold as ice
I can still hear the lies
I can see them in your eyes

And somehow I feel like I've been a fool
After all my prayers আপনি still broke the rules
And now I see it was just all pretend
Now I know you're not my friend

Baby,you think আপনি know
How it feels to be betrayed but let me show
You how it feels to hate
Don't start crying 'causr it's already too late

You still think I've let it go
Think I forgave আপনি all your show
But I still wanna know

And somehow...

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My Realization

posted by BeB

Your words empty when spoken,
Your promises are so true to me but every time I think I can believe there always
Broken.

One দিন will আপনি keep your promise to come back and stay?

Stay mine after so many years?
After so many worthless tears?

Its then I realize I need আপনি here,
Its then I know I don't want আপনি to disappear...

If আপনি disappear whats making me feel your presence near?
Your eyes are all I need to keep me staying here,
standing here not worried at all- standing without any fear,
That is if I have আপনি promise to meet me here.

Your eyes are all to keep me yours
Yours, right down to my very core....

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True রঙ

posted by BookWriter

The blood was shed
It will never be the same
Feel the intruding lead
That hangs my head in pain

The drainage not on my hands
But flows down my back
It was only in the sands
Where আপনি planned your attack

Executed without flaws
With no issue at hand
আপনি dug deep with your claws
Into a faceless land

Your face full of lies
When আপনি greet me at that place
I see through your disguise
And reject your embrace

The wound আপনি try to heal
Is now a gaping maw
Your words can never conceal
The true রঙ I saw.

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Departure

posted by BeB

Love, প্রণয় Spin Us Round, Love, Love, Kicks Us When Were Down

Love, Love Spin Us Round, Love, Love, Kicks Us When Were Down

আপনি Hear My হৃদয় Beat,
I lift Your Head- Our Eyes Meet
I Stare Into Those Auburn Eyes,
The Auburn Eyes Know What Comes Next...
And That Is The Long Awaited Good Bye

But With My Hands Shaking,
Anxious Auburn Eyes Awaiting
Every Part Of This Is What I've Been Dreading,
Yet Everything Up To This Moment Is Where We've Been Heading,

I Want To Tell আপনি These Things,
I Wish To Sing To আপনি About These Things!
These Things I Feel When আপনি Are Near,
And Then Right Then- Right There I Realize My Greatest Fear...

That Is If Those Auburn Eyes Leave,
Leave Me Here.

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কবিতা

posted by MJangellover

কবিতা Is very well
when আপনি
feel it as hell
dream with everyword আপনি write
to make the কবিতা pride
and shine through your mind
To see the light through your pen
কবিতা is a trip
আপনি walk in with your feel
and It's easy To heal
your heart
from the hurt
your mind
from nightmare
your hand
from the cold
and your soul
from the fear
It is Magic আপনি can't see
but It's your হৃদয় feel
So let your hand write
what's Inside your হৃদয় and mind
don't mind it
আপনি need it
go on your way
and stay
to write everyday
we need your finger
to be free
and never be anger
we need your words to
shine our হৃদয় with love
আপনি can see the moon with the stars
light your way together
through your darkness forever

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Caged...

posted by Tremorzluv

Lost,with nowhere to go.
Running in circles.
But here there are no rabbit holes.
This is not a fairy tale.
For us,this is reality.
Reality has me chained.
If i don't obey my master,I'm chained.
Locked out from the outside world.
The life that surrounds me is my puppet master.
If I stray away I'm ignored,forgotten forever.
But who really cares,I'm worthless.
Do আপনি remember the last time I shed a tear?
No.
Because with everyone watching me now I can't প্রদর্শনী emotion.
I wait.
When I'm curled up in a ball,my body.
Here I am myself.
Alone.
No.
I have my company,the মহাকাশ around me.
The only one that truly hears my cries.
But never criticizes when I do.
Am I caged অথবা am I simply in peace?
আপনি decide.
Caged...

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man and তারকা

posted by desgrace

as the তারকা shone over the man's head, it gave him hope that it would return again. that it would bring the courage he once had. as the তারকা left that so fateful night, the man's হৃদয় ached so dearly filled with want and hope. he felt হারিয়ে গেছে when the তারকা went away. he couldnt think. he couldnt eat. he couldnt breathe, because nothing compared to how hw felt with the star. the তারকা completed him. over time, the man learnes to accept, that the তারকা would never return. so he moved on. he found another star, that filled the void. the তারকা was the same in only two ways. it shined, and it raised...

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The Crayon Box

posted by BookWriter

While walking in the toy store
The দিন before today,
I overheard a crayon box
With many things to say.
"I don't like red!" ব্যক্ত Yellow
And Green said, "Nor do I"
And no one here likes Orange,
But, no one knows quite why.
"We are a box of crayons
That really don't get along,"
Said Blue to all the others.
"Something here is wrong!"
Well, I bought that box of crayons
and took it প্রথমপাতা with me.
I laid out all the crayons
So all the crayons could see.
They watched me as I colored
With Red and Blue and Green
And Black and White and Orange
And every color in between.
They watched as Green became the grass
And Blue...