I don't know if I'm alive অথবা not
I don't fell anything but,
I see blood on the floor, under my body.
I'm suffering, I must be dead,
I've হারিয়ে গেছে so much blood,...
But I'm still alive
I'm lying on the floor
I just can see the ruins of past days
and my skin dyed in red.
I don't know since when I'm here,
with the sun shining thro' the old windows
and people returning to their typical days
I fell so tired
I just wanna close my eyes
and fall asleep, but someone comes into
and sits down পরবর্তি to me.
Looks at my suffering face
And makes me feel so alive
kissxmexgoodbye
I don't fell anything but,
I see blood on the floor, under my body.
I'm suffering, I must be dead,
I've হারিয়ে গেছে so much blood,...
But I'm still alive
I'm lying on the floor
I just can see the ruins of past days
and my skin dyed in red.
I don't know since when I'm here,
with the sun shining thro' the old windows
and people returning to their typical days
I fell so tired
I just wanna close my eyes
and fall asleep, but someone comes into
and sits down পরবর্তি to me.
Looks at my suffering face
And makes me feel so alive
kissxmexgoodbye
Always a smile on her অ্যাঞ্জেল face.
her laugh is like a million birds গান গাওয়া their song about the summer.
When the rain falls hard and cold, she is at the window waiting for her sun to come back out. Her smile her laugh her love
she is a রামধনু after the first rain of spring. She is the light at the end of the tunnel, she is the first word of a baby she is my smile, my light, my happyness.
~♥~ Ablam Hazal nasıl bana nasıl gözyaşları konum gülümseme yapmak kalbimde delik bırakın. Nasıl her şey istediğiniz okay. Nasıl size kalbimde her zaman ve sonsuza kadar bir nokta var bilmek istiyorum. Birlikte veya ayrı. Sisters ~♥~
her laugh is like a million birds গান গাওয়া their song about the summer.
When the rain falls hard and cold, she is at the window waiting for her sun to come back out. Her smile her laugh her love
she is a রামধনু after the first rain of spring. She is the light at the end of the tunnel, she is the first word of a baby she is my smile, my light, my happyness.
~♥~ Ablam Hazal nasıl bana nasıl gözyaşları konum gülümseme yapmak kalbimde delik bırakın. Nasıl her şey istediğiniz okay. Nasıl size kalbimde her zaman ve sonsuza kadar bir nokta var bilmek istiyorum. Birlikte veya ayrı. Sisters ~♥~
Lies were all I herd, Now tears feel the silence of you. I thought i did the right thing making আপনি leave, But now I miss আপনি worse, I tried to call আপনি but some girl picked up. I will not beg nor will i plied আপনি don't deserve me I'll be a free bird dancing in the song of spring, I'll be a dolphin, flipping above the water to see how it feels. I'll try to cover the untraceable remainders of you. And when I can not hide no longer, I will be myself and I will not loss who I am, I tried to get আপনি back, but it's over now. Be with her, and hate me. I'm fine as long as আপনি know I'm alive, because if I died I'd be haunting you. And I'd be a spirit in the last depth of the early morning wind.
colored liquid spewing into whirlwinds.
foreshadowing events of the past and excentuating them with intricate designs.
Shifting the lights that surround the equator and making them something much আরো extravagante.
brilliant hues of red and কমলা are tossed carelessly into the sky.
shades deepen in the sky and প্রদর্শনী darkness and frustration. the air becomes misty and somewhat filled with the scents of pain and anger but also innocence and beauty.
an assortment of magical paths বিভক্ত করা the world into sections.
many people প্রদর্শনী confusion in ther twinkling eyes and also seem frightened of the endless possibilities of something far worse than imagined.
which way shall we go. do we know where the paths lead?
My answer : I choose to not make that decision for that is not my decision to make.
foreshadowing events of the past and excentuating them with intricate designs.
Shifting the lights that surround the equator and making them something much আরো extravagante.
brilliant hues of red and কমলা are tossed carelessly into the sky.
shades deepen in the sky and প্রদর্শনী darkness and frustration. the air becomes misty and somewhat filled with the scents of pain and anger but also innocence and beauty.
an assortment of magical paths বিভক্ত করা the world into sections.
many people প্রদর্শনী confusion in ther twinkling eyes and also seem frightened of the endless possibilities of something far worse than imagined.
which way shall we go. do we know where the paths lead?
My answer : I choose to not make that decision for that is not my decision to make.
I have a problem with my self
I can't trust no any one eles
The only one i trust is me
Can't আপনি see
I know আপনি think im selfish
But আপনি don't know my life,my motto,or my wish
I decide what to do not my parents nor my friends
Can tell me,but this problem is not against thee And after all we are free and please for give me if entered feared with your life and right now whe have do what we can cause we know we don't Live twice.i realy want u to know that im nice and if u hate me like আগুন and ice then i would say প্রণয় cause hate and please think again if u hate me if do then then that is fate.
bella
I can't trust no any one eles
The only one i trust is me
Can't আপনি see
I know আপনি think im selfish
But আপনি don't know my life,my motto,or my wish
I decide what to do not my parents nor my friends
Can tell me,but this problem is not against thee And after all we are free and please for give me if entered feared with your life and right now whe have do what we can cause we know we don't Live twice.i realy want u to know that im nice and if u hate me like আগুন and ice then i would say প্রণয় cause hate and please think again if u hate me if do then then that is fate.
bella
আপনি pass me by,
I stop and stare
How cute আপনি are
How আপনি didn't see me there.
I sigh and walk away,
I stop and wonder why?
আপনি wouldn't talk to me,
আপনি wouldn't even pass a glance
I look at আপনি all day
I think about আপনি at night
I'm jealous of that girl
স্নেহ চুম্বন আপনি in plain sight.
I become frustrated
About how, আপনি see
I never meant to hurt you
Yet my হৃদয় is hurt
And আপনি don't care,
I run and cry
I stop and think
And I fall in love
With আপনি back again.
My হৃদয় is healed
Til she comes back
And my হৃদয় is broken
In one solid glance.
I can’t imagine
Why আপনি don't
Talk to me
Walk with me
Be my friend
অথবা possibly more
I cry and I run
I stop and stare
At the one person
Who my friend used to be...
No, not my friend.
You.
I stop and stare
How cute আপনি are
How আপনি didn't see me there.
I sigh and walk away,
I stop and wonder why?
আপনি wouldn't talk to me,
আপনি wouldn't even pass a glance
I look at আপনি all day
I think about আপনি at night
I'm jealous of that girl
স্নেহ চুম্বন আপনি in plain sight.
I become frustrated
About how, আপনি see
I never meant to hurt you
Yet my হৃদয় is hurt
And আপনি don't care,
I run and cry
I stop and think
And I fall in love
With আপনি back again.
My হৃদয় is healed
Til she comes back
And my হৃদয় is broken
In one solid glance.
I can’t imagine
Why আপনি don't
Talk to me
Walk with me
Be my friend
অথবা possibly more
I cry and I run
I stop and stare
At the one person
Who my friend used to be...
No, not my friend.
You.
My বন্ধু got a text message and it had this in it please tell me what আপনি think.
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মাস 1: hi mommy, I'm in your stomach. It's very comfortable in here. I'm not ready to leave yet.
মাস 2: Mommy, I'm still very small but I can't wait to meet you!
মাস 3: I'm starting to grow! before আপনি know it I'll be big and strong!
মাস 4: mommy, I'm a girl aren't আপনি proud? I can't wait to be your little princess :)
মাস 5: guess what mommy? I have hair and I really like it!
মাস 6: Mommy, why are we at the doctor what is that mean man saying? What is an abortion? what is that needle for? OWW!! mommy, stop him! It burns! I can't get away from it!
mommy, I am an angel. I met this nice man named যীশু he told me what an abortion was. Why didn't আপনি want me? I thought আপনি loved me.... well I প্রণয় you. যীশু told me that he will প্রণয় me and raise me to be big and strong....
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মাস 1: hi mommy, I'm in your stomach. It's very comfortable in here. I'm not ready to leave yet.
মাস 2: Mommy, I'm still very small but I can't wait to meet you!
মাস 3: I'm starting to grow! before আপনি know it I'll be big and strong!
মাস 4: mommy, I'm a girl aren't আপনি proud? I can't wait to be your little princess :)
মাস 5: guess what mommy? I have hair and I really like it!
মাস 6: Mommy, why are we at the doctor what is that mean man saying? What is an abortion? what is that needle for? OWW!! mommy, stop him! It burns! I can't get away from it!
mommy, I am an angel. I met this nice man named যীশু he told me what an abortion was. Why didn't আপনি want me? I thought আপনি loved me.... well I প্রণয় you. যীশু told me that he will প্রণয় me and raise me to be big and strong....
A detail..
It’s sweet, the way আপনি think.
The way আপনি dream, the way আপনি look into my eyes, asking me
To be everything you’re dreaming up.
আপনি want me to be who I don’t trust myself to be.
I don’t trust myself
With you.
Love,
it’s আরো than I can give;
আরো than I can take.
You,
you’re everything I wish I was
And that’s what আপনি don’t see.
I don’t want to crush
Your ideas.
Don’t want to মেঘ your perfect vision
Of what প্রণয় is.
I don’t want to make a mess of you,
The way I have with myself.
আপনি want me to make আপনি
Mine…
But it’s not that easy
I just discovered this spot. Here's my first shot - a little poem I wrote a few days ago. If আপনি like this I have আরো in store.
...why do I rhyme when I don't mean to? Haha.
Inspired দ্বারা Erin McCarley's "It's Not That Easy"
The way আপনি dream, the way আপনি look into my eyes, asking me
To be everything you’re dreaming up.
আপনি want me to be who I don’t trust myself to be.
I don’t trust myself
With you.
Love,
it’s আরো than I can give;
আরো than I can take.
You,
you’re everything I wish I was
And that’s what আপনি don’t see.
I don’t want to crush
Your ideas.
Don’t want to মেঘ your perfect vision
Of what প্রণয় is.
I don’t want to make a mess of you,
The way I have with myself.
আপনি want me to make আপনি
Mine…
But it’s not that easy
I just discovered this spot. Here's my first shot - a little poem I wrote a few days ago. If আপনি like this I have আরো in store.
...why do I rhyme when I don't mean to? Haha.
Inspired দ্বারা Erin McCarley's "It's Not That Easy"
My হৃদয় keeps breaking
each time I'm taking
a bigger slice out of my heart
it feels like I'm the dart
they trow at the board
hit a score then there threw
and all i can do is sit back
relax and try to see what I lack
I ask myself what the problem was
and all he does
is sit there and laugh
until the day
I get up and scream at him
and they all get scared and run
I've had my fun
I go back to the corner and contemplated what I have done and make fun!
now when I cry there tears of joy!
and if that boy
ever thinks his coming back
I no were the shotguns at!
each time I'm taking
a bigger slice out of my heart
it feels like I'm the dart
they trow at the board
hit a score then there threw
and all i can do is sit back
relax and try to see what I lack
I ask myself what the problem was
and all he does
is sit there and laugh
until the day
I get up and scream at him
and they all get scared and run
I've had my fun
I go back to the corner and contemplated what I have done and make fun!
now when I cry there tears of joy!
and if that boy
ever thinks his coming back
I no were the shotguns at!
