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Slowly I trudge through the pine forest. The scents swirl around me in perfect harmony. My boots step lightly on the needles and twing barely making a sound. Steadily I take my metal মাংসের ফালি and throw it into the air with all my strength. The eagle falls to the ground at my feet. for some reason the kill seems to take away a little bit of the pain, make it a little easier to breath, a little less painful to live. Keep going is what my head says but my হৃদয় barely keeps pace and I fear at any moment will just break down and crumble up to peices. Just stop. I can't give in. I can't. I think back to my mom, she needs me. Maybe the only reson i'm not dead. I tear out the মাংসের ফালি and throw the eagle over my shoulder and walk through the dark forest. A sound in my left ear, and i whirl around. Nothing. Strange I swear... another sound and i twist back to a bush. Green, I swear I saw a flash of blue and green. I rustle the bushes and nothing happens. Ryan, your going insane, its just your imagination, But I don't belive myself. Soon the dirt roads greet my my boots sloah through the mud. Our planet is basically a big hill, The richest of the rich live on the শীর্ষ of the পাহাড় where they say its high above the clouds and it never rains, and the lower down the পাহাড় আপনি go the less আপনি are. and at the bottom of the পাহাড় is the fence, where us penny pickers live in shack-like houses and the roads are nothing but mud and we never see the sun. As I walk silently along the road I'm carfull to make my mind go blank, if I don't I'll think about him, and I have to be strong. Suddenly somthing pumbles into my side, the eagle is snatched from my grasp and when i turn to face my attacker I feel myself grow red with embaressmant. sitting on my chest is little 8-year-old Micah and little Sonomi who pokes at the eagle with wide eyes. "Micah! Not cool!" Micah giggles and steps off and I stagger to my feet. Sonomi hands my the eagle and whispers "He's pretty!" I smile "Yeah, he's a beuty!" Then I pluck one of the brown and white feathers and place it in his hand. He stares at my wide eyed and then tugs on Micah as they wave goodbye and frolic off to the fence again. I can't bare to watch them go, Sonomi who's shorts are caked with mud and all his ribs stick out sickiningly and Micah, who's raggy jeans and old tee wrinkle with age and they stick there skinny arms through the chain linc hoping for a penny অথবা two. before I can think about it anymore a claw grasps my leg and I'm suddenly dragged down a dark hole. I struggle as the dirt slides away from me, a rock hits my head and everything goes black.
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To all who feel like they'll curl up and die from pain. The pain only a few teens, comments, and/or the voices that even I hear.

My Friend, was told on to the consualer about his suicide. I watched him cry, and I listened to him. I agree with him. I have very little faith in God because I'm afraid god doesn't প্রণয় me from my mistakes. Just like him. He's like my young brother. He's the guy at the lunch টেবিল laughing. Trying to make আপনি smile. He seemed like he do no wrong?

My friend, thinks she knows me. She's like a bully to me now. Using one of our friend's for a hide প্রথমপাতা from cheerleading....
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Dear Self

What if আপনি don’t wake up tomorrow?
What if this is your last দিন on this earth?
What if that two মিনিট conversation আপনি had with your mother two hours ago, was the last time আপনি ever spoke to her?
What if আপনি never ever would hear him laugh, see his smile অথবা talk to him ever again?
What if আপনি later this night take your last breath?
What then?
Would আপনি be proud of the life আপনি have lived?
Will আপনি regret something that আপনি did অথবা did not say?
Would আপনি be proud of how people would remember you?
Would আপনি regret not taking আরো chances, অথবা not telling him what আপনি really feel for him?


I see a world of darkness and my hands are shaking..
My legs are numb..
My eyes heavy..
My হৃদয় racing..
Blacking out..
Will pills in my hands..
Hoping that they'll end the pain and I'll sleep forever..
Maybe this will be my last goodbye..
My final breath..
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If I where to disappear...
Would আপনি look for me?
Would আপনি cry that I was gone?
Or even care that I might never come back?
If something were to happen I want আপনি to know...
I will be at the light at the other end of your dark tunnel, অথবা other words life...
Because in the end of all this darkness theres something better...
I'll be waiting there for আপনি to find your way,
Even if I haven't found my own way অথবা have প্রদত্ত up..
I'll wait to see আপনি finally find happiness...
Like I said.
I'm here for you..
And even if I'm not here
I will always be with you
Your never truly alone
I will also be there to talk to...
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I'm Fine.
That is the number one biggest lie.
An average person tells for lies a দিন অথবা 1460 in a year,
A total of 87,600 দ্বারা the age of 60.
And the biggest one is I'm fine...

When someone says there fine don't believe them...
Because really inside there feeling...
Broken.
Useless.
Fragile.
On the verge of tears.
Depressed.
Anxious.
About to break down.
Ready to give up.
Pathetic.
Annoying.
A burden.
Distant.
Lonely.
Bitter.
Heartbroken.
Scared.
Rejected.
Crushed.
About to fall apart at any moment.
Empty.
Defected.
Never good enough.

All these things run through the person's head but all they can come up with is I'm fine......
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