Its that feeling আপনি get in আপনি stomach
Its dark and evil and eats at আপনি like a monster
The feeling of আপনি falling apart..
Its begins slowly and then becomes bigger an bigger
Until theres nothing left of you..
Nothing left to hold on to..
Just nothing..
But an empty soul and shattered hearts..
Its a cold endless feeling...
But some how people pick themselves up?
I don't know how they do it?
But they do.
Im trying to find away way were I can do the same..
Pick myself up..
But it all seems like a lie..
A dark twisted place where I can't get out of..
Because I always end up doing the same thing.
Cut.
Hurt myself.
Hate myself more.
It always ends the same.
Just a cut
Just a scratch
"whats that mark?"
"it was the cat."
Just an excuse.
Just another lie.
"Whats with all the bracelets?"
"Just fashion, why?"
Just a tear.
Just a scream.
"Why were আপনি crying?"
"Just a bad dream."
But is not just a cut,
অথবা a tear অথবা a lie.
It always "just one more"
until আপনি die.
Its all so twisted..my হৃদয় and soul I don't know how long I can last until I lose control..
Its dark and evil and eats at আপনি like a monster
The feeling of আপনি falling apart..
Its begins slowly and then becomes bigger an bigger
Until theres nothing left of you..
Nothing left to hold on to..
Just nothing..
But an empty soul and shattered hearts..
Its a cold endless feeling...
But some how people pick themselves up?
I don't know how they do it?
But they do.
Im trying to find away way were I can do the same..
Pick myself up..
But it all seems like a lie..
A dark twisted place where I can't get out of..
Because I always end up doing the same thing.
Cut.
Hurt myself.
Hate myself more.
It always ends the same.
Just a cut
Just a scratch
"whats that mark?"
"it was the cat."
Just an excuse.
Just another lie.
"Whats with all the bracelets?"
"Just fashion, why?"
Just a tear.
Just a scream.
"Why were আপনি crying?"
"Just a bad dream."
But is not just a cut,
অথবা a tear অথবা a lie.
It always "just one more"
until আপনি die.
Its all so twisted..my হৃদয় and soul I don't know how long I can last until I lose control..
Onza
Onza Is the youngest out of the three. But she's one person who is willing to battle for what she believes in. She has Long snow white hair and red eyes.
Lilith
Lilith Is very quite she has amazing senses and আপনি don't want to mess with her when she is mad.
Zula
Zula is the leader of the three she is very dark and mean she's is one person who আপনি don't want to meet
Fierce & Love
Malmcd
1.I'am not as peaceful as I may seem...
2.I'am known for horrible reasons...
3.I hate myself for the things I've done to myself, such as break my own arm...on pupose.
4.I lie....
5.As much as I tal about peace, I always prevent it..
5.My brothers take me for ganted...
6.I have taken a life once..
7.I'am just another bad উৎস of destruction sometimes..
8.I get really defensive when ever they talk about my parents..
9.I have scars from the beatings I took...
10.I'am quite a pervert, not to my বন্ধু though..
This isn't even half of the bad things about me. If আপনি knew all the pain I've gon through, It would make আপনি go insane. I have suffered too much from pain. It makes my head ache if I ever think of my pain.... It makes me cry until it hurts whenever I remeber me hurting myself. I hope this dosen't make আপনি hate me even more...
2.I'am known for horrible reasons...
3.I hate myself for the things I've done to myself, such as break my own arm...on pupose.
4.I lie....
5.As much as I tal about peace, I always prevent it..
5.My brothers take me for ganted...
6.I have taken a life once..
7.I'am just another bad উৎস of destruction sometimes..
8.I get really defensive when ever they talk about my parents..
9.I have scars from the beatings I took...
10.I'am quite a pervert, not to my বন্ধু though..
This isn't even half of the bad things about me. If আপনি knew all the pain I've gon through, It would make আপনি go insane. I have suffered too much from pain. It makes my head ache if I ever think of my pain.... It makes me cry until it hurts whenever I remeber me hurting myself. I hope this dosen't make আপনি hate me even more...