Dream Diary প্রবন্ধ | Original প্রবন্ধ on ফ্যানপপ

posted by malmcd

Pride

I am one of the Seven Deadly Sins,
One of the human instincts,
One of the dark sides of human nature,
And one of the daemons from the Pit.

You may find me in your life
If আপনি are narcissistic,
If আপনি are selfish,
If আপনি are pompous,
Stuck-up,
Snotty,
Snobbish,
Self-centred,
Rude,
Snarky,
Self-serving,
Sarcastic,
Elitist,
Or just plainly proud.

I am the reason আপনি may brag
All the time,
And why people do not like
To be around you.

I am the reason that you
Always have to be the centre
Of every conversation,
Because আপনি think
You are so important.

I am the reason that you
Like to প্রদর্শনী off all the time,
Because আপনি think...

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The song of the sparrow -chapter 2 (part 1)

posted by snootygirl50701

The song of the sparrow -chapter 2 (part 1)
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Ashia grabbed her bags as she headed to Alfea on Nokia's back. Nokia, as her dragon,was apart of her. If he shed a tear then she sheds a tear. Ashia held on tight.Nokia took flight and landed at Alfea safely. Ashia grabbed her bags and walked to Miss.Faragonda.She talks to Miss.Faragonda and goes to her room 43.
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I smile.

posted by malmcd

I smile, after being beaten senslessly দ্বারা people I once loved.
I smile, when I'm locked outside in the rain for hours
I smile, when my boyfriend lies to me
I smile, as people laugh at me for being different
I smile, when my parents fight
I smile, when I'm called broken
I smile, when I cry
I smile, as people call me names even satan wouldn't dare to say
I smile, as my world crashes down on me
I smile, to hide the sharp pain biting my soul
I smile, for YOU.

Do আপনি know what this means?
Do আপনি know how it fells?
Who are আপনি to to say these things?
For আপনি don't know there story অথবা life,
আপনি know nothing.
আপনি know no pain,
For আপনি are pain.
আপনি know no hurt.
For আপনি are hurt.
And who are আপনি to say I am no one?
Because I am.
I am me
And nothing can change that...

Fierce & Love
Poem Girl

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The People (Chapter I)

posted by SongGirl50701

What Is To Come

The People

Chapter One- Anna

"Daddy, didn't আপনি say that Alice was a big dreamer?"
"Yes," the man nodded, "she crossed over the border line of dreams in fact. That's how much she loved dreaming."
"So she broke the rules?"
"Well I wouldn't say broke the rules," he smiled at his daughter as he tucked her in, "she just bent the rules."
"Am I able to do that daddy?"
"Why would আপনি want to do that, Anna?"
"Well, Daddy, I have my own world! It's really pretty and I was thinking that maybe I could visit it. Like Alice did, in real life too."
"Anna," he moved a tangle of her hair back from her face,...

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Ana (Anorexia)

posted by malmcd

Ana (Anorexia)

I hate আপনি because you're taking over me,
but I প্রণয় আপনি 'cause you're making me the girl I want to be.
Why do I প্রণয় আপনি when all আপনি do is put me down?
Making me starve 'till I fit into the smallest gown.
With the loss of each pound I'm closer to my goal,
with your help I will make this broken girl whole.
Filled with fear at every bite I take,
my plan will be ruined with just a bite of that cake.
Counting calories and fearing how much I weigh,
I am beginning to learn that আপনি are here to stay.
My reflection has become something I fear,
I dread the time when I will look into that mirror....

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Life

posted by LightSoul99

Life is important and it is precious
Without life, all there would be is a giant মেঘ of evil and darkness
There will be no universe and no earth
We wouldn't be here today, if not without God and life's worth

Life is but a fragile type of being
It's not one we must take lightly for we are temporary living
Life is too short to experience such negativities we shed
Don't waste your time on people who don't accept আপনি from your toes up to your head
God will place hot coals upon them until they realize their mistake

Life is one long, big road with signs
It takes আপনি to places unexpected, far and wide
Brings...

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Forgotten_Chapter 1: What Do আপনি Want From Me?

posted by anniewannie

A/N: This is a whole different story and so far, this is my fourth story but I haven't been able to finish my other ones. I may need help with them... :) Anyway, enjoy this chapter and please মতামত on it!
I'd like to hear your voices in what আপনি think of the chapter! :)
Take Care & God Bless,
Anniewannie/Florannie

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Desire- A Private Journal

posted by BooBooBear981

Within the furthest reaches of the হৃদয় lies those desires whose name one dares no speak. So seductive, so intoxicating, so indulgent, our most private passions burn at the molten core of our being, luring us to the very highest of ecstasy to the depths of despair. Through the ages, the words impassioned প্রেমী have transformed a virginal sheet of paper into a sanctuary for a restless heart. Each of the pages in this journal awaits the expression of your own desires- Unedited, Undiluted, Uninhibited.... Abandon yourself....

~IF আপনি DARE~

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The Quest For Nova- Chapter 15- The Cold হৃদয়

posted by malmcd

Chapter 15- The Cold Heart

    Each girl took a deep breath, trying to muster up the strength to go.
    “Zoomix!” Yelled Bloom as her the girls were transported into Lownieate.
    “Sun Shield!” Yelled Stella as a massive amount of pressure was pushed on to her making her weak.
    “Ok girls আপনি are half way there keep going!” Yelled Tecna from the translator.
    “Zoomix!” Yelled Bloom once again transported them into the center of Lownieate.
    “Sun Shi!”...

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Trace my Face

posted by wolfcat343

Trace my face while it's a happy face
When my smile fades I wanna remember this day
Passion killed দ্বারা the comfort of time
I'm sorry if this makes আপনি cry, but I have to speak my mind

Suck the colours from my eyes
When they lose their sparkle and forget to shine
Remember all the times আপনি turned me down
I'm sorry if this hurts your হৃদয় but where's the spark, from the start?

Don't stop, don't stop
Nothing lasts forever soon all will be over
So let's laugh, talk, tickle and turn till the stars fall down
The stars fall down

Embrace my reflection for a little while
For if I am to প্রণয় I must try প্রণয় myself...

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Heaven and Hell.

posted by anniewannie

_______________HEAVEN AND HELL_______________

I feel like there’s a monster inside my mind, clawing its sharp, black fingers at me and making me think that nothing will ever be the same again.
The voices are calling out to me – their voices screaming, like নেকড়ে howling when’s it’s a full moon, at me: “Give it a shot Annie!” “Your so-called বন্ধু at school don’t care about আপনি anymore!” “Don’t আপনি want to feel that blood trickle down from your cuts?!” “What are আপনি waiting for?” I try not to listen দ্বারা covering my ears অথবা hiding under my blanket to keep those voices...

Viva's Past, (Short story)

posted by malmcd

159 Brixton, England

The third bang and cry made Viva's হৃদয় stop and she waited and look back at the reflection in the mirror stairing back. Her body had taken so much abuse over the years, she always had bruise on her every where and cuts and scars apond her wrist. She was very skinny for her age of 13 and her hair was thin and up to her shoulders and different lengths. She turned to her side and looked into the mirror and started thinking, "Am I skinny enough? Am I fat? Am I good enough...or just useless like he says to me over and over again?" Then there was another...

Dark Writing...

posted by malmcd

Dark writing....

Dark shadows sneak under the door
As I keep লেখা these dark lyrics more
Of a nature that's not evil অথবা unkind
Rather of disturbing thoughts in my mind.

They say for everything bad it's found
Something good it has to come around
The weather wouldn't be pleasant if wasn't for the rain
These feelings wouldn't exist if it wasn't for the pain.

I'm doing a storm in a cup of water to prepare
Meanwhile around people don't even care
I pray for my life to not end before these stanzas
But mindlessly I write and write looking for the answers.

My cold dark poems are everywhere
Floating around in the...

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The হারিয়ে গেছে Roleplay ^^ >If u like to laugh read this<

posted by allicyn1234

The হারিয়ে গেছে Roleplay ^^

*I am Izzy Ray. Im scared. All the time. Today is my seventh birthday. Somthing আপনি might need to know about me is, well, I've never been loved. Exept for my two best friends, Adreanna and Simon. If that counts as love. And to me it does. When I was six I was diagnosed with Paranepaloinia, wich translated from Native language means 'The Skeleton Disease'. The disease was fatal and I was estimated 3 days to live. Have আপনি ever been told how long আপনি have to live? It hurts. And it makes আপনি think. Alot. With Simon and Adreanna at my bedside I fought the Paranepaloinia until...

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Diary of Pixius (Part 3: Time of trail)

posted by BeautifulBlaze

Previously:
Such maddness was inthe cell I was thrown into. It was s much, it made me tremble in fear. My head throbed on how much I was thinking. So much in fact, I passed out..but the sounds were still in my head. Everything was still going on even when I woke up.
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The voices were still aching within my head..but for some reason...even loudler. It was a good thing that the guards came to get me just before I went mad...I was begining to lose myself. The মিনিট the light shined upon my face, the voices ceased...and I felt a heavy...

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Brainstorm!

posted by allicyn123

Okay so আপনি all know my new characters Donni, Alec, Zach, Ryan, শিম and Darka but what আপনি don't know is there personalities, অথবা there pasts...... So I'm gonna tell আপনি them! of course all of them are too big to fit in one article. so i'll tell আপনি the little peeks and what i'm gonna call there articles!

Alec and Zachariah: Alec and Zach are twin brothers, there lives? perfect. They begin training to be riders like there parents when one দিন they never return. Alec and Zach venture to the forest where there parents had ব্যক্ত to be going only to find a horroble sight, that will change there lives...

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The Invisible Story's...

posted by malmcd

They all have there story's
The Invisible girls
Here's there story's...

One girl is shy because she has Asperger's Syndrome. She say's that it's hard knowing your different because you'll never fit into there mold they made for আপনি to fit into. She also says that she's to clumsy to walk in there perfect line that they've drawn for her. She'd always alone when her teacher ask's her class to partner up. And she try's not to cry...

One girl had realized that she didn't care what people thought of her until she was 18. She was shy and no one looked at her she didn't talk unless spoken to ans she was...

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Shadowing Eternity...

posted by Beyal8

Shadowing Eternity...

A special place for আপনি and me,
An undying bond to guide us free.
Loneliness blocking the day,
Our প্রণয় lighting the way..

Your gentle touch,
Your smiling face.
There is no corner,
No dark place..

Our passion flowing in the waves,
My হৃদয় stands still.
Awaiting your pace..

Your প্রণয় is my destiny,
your হৃদয় is like the soul of God..

Our love, withstanding time,
Diminishing doubt, in our mind.
There is no place I rather be…
Than in your হৃদয় and in your dreams...

-Beyal

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RIP: Melody: LIFE

posted by SongGirl50701

13 year old me..

Dear বন্ধু and Family,

"My own mother told me to never give up. My own বন্ধু told me to never give up. My own brother laughed in my face and told me to never give up. So Melody, I'll never give up on myself."

When I was kid, I had an invisable friend named Melody, and we were the best of friends. We stopped being বন্ধু when I gained friends. I stopped being able to see her. She faded so slowly, and what seems so painfully now. Melody, আপনি came back at the time I wanted to die. আপনি wanted to break me for breaking you. I'm sorry but I have to say this, "Fuck আপনি Melody."

I can see আপনি now,...

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Kill Ava Colester

posted by BooBooBear981

Chapter 1
“Are আপনি absolutely sure আপনি can handle this class?” says Mom assuring me for my safety. “Kicking butt is my middle name” I think to myself before answering. “Mom, I’m eighteen now, I’m not a little kid anymore. “Yes but I cannot stand seeing my little অ্যাঞ্জেল grow up” Mom! Stop worrying, I’ll be fine.” I started out the door knowing that every single সেকেন্ড I was in danger. In our county no one is নিরাপদ from the government. At least I’m not. Evil people in this world are trying to kill me behind my mother’s back but no one can know. No one. Russian Spies. Japanese...