Whatever আপনি want to call this, I don't care



Every emotion is running through me
My problems go on
Guys
School
Feelings
Parents
It all makes me depressed

These scars don't go away
There are always new ones
What can i do?
I cry
I get emotional
I cut
I tell friends

Nothing helps
All of it is like waves, drowning me
Until no breath is left
অথবা like a person choking me
Still the breath leaves my হৃদয়
My throat
My body

Drowning in thoughts
Lies and love
It's all part of my suffering

The metal that hits my wrist makes me tingle
It's my get away
And yet it's my enemy
It releases the pain that lives inside of me