this is just a piece that could be from new moon.
Fate had প্রদত্ত me the best months of my life, আরো than I had any right to expect.
So was it fair for me to wish for more? To ask for আরো than I had so generously been given?
Was it wrong for me to be sad? To feel like life had come to a standstill and nothing mattered anymore? I knew it wasn’t fair, wasn’t right, for me to be feeling like this, but I couldn’t do anything. Couldn’t সরানো on, couldn’t live through the long days. It seemed that time moved slower, so much slower than before. It seemed slow enough to count every সেকেন্ড that passed, each pained breath that passed though my lips.
Would it ever end? Would I ever make it through the limitless pain? It didn’t seem likely. Everything reminded me of what I had lost, what I now had to live without. I knew I had to try, attempt to make a new life, but at the same time I knew it was pointless.
How could I সরানো on without the sole reason for my existence? The answer was simple, I couldn’t.
But I knew I had to try. I couldn’t be selfish. This was obviously meant to be.
If only I could believe that.
How? How could this be right? How could প্রণয় so easily be ripped apart?
I knew that I had to stop these thoughts before they consumed me. I needed to be grateful for what I had been given, even now it was gone.
I needed to be strong, to keep going, even if it was for a vain hope, a hope so unlikely it was ridiculous to even consider it.
I would keep going, even if there was only one reason.
I would not give in.
I would not give up.
Just for my only love.
this is just something i wrote while watching TV.
tell me what আপনি think. does it sound like edward অথবা bella to you?
feel free to মতামত with your opinion :)
Fate had প্রদত্ত me the best months of my life, আরো than I had any right to expect.
So was it fair for me to wish for more? To ask for আরো than I had so generously been given?
Was it wrong for me to be sad? To feel like life had come to a standstill and nothing mattered anymore? I knew it wasn’t fair, wasn’t right, for me to be feeling like this, but I couldn’t do anything. Couldn’t সরানো on, couldn’t live through the long days. It seemed that time moved slower, so much slower than before. It seemed slow enough to count every সেকেন্ড that passed, each pained breath that passed though my lips.
Would it ever end? Would I ever make it through the limitless pain? It didn’t seem likely. Everything reminded me of what I had lost, what I now had to live without. I knew I had to try, attempt to make a new life, but at the same time I knew it was pointless.
How could I সরানো on without the sole reason for my existence? The answer was simple, I couldn’t.
But I knew I had to try. I couldn’t be selfish. This was obviously meant to be.
If only I could believe that.
How? How could this be right? How could প্রণয় so easily be ripped apart?
I knew that I had to stop these thoughts before they consumed me. I needed to be grateful for what I had been given, even now it was gone.
I needed to be strong, to keep going, even if it was for a vain hope, a hope so unlikely it was ridiculous to even consider it.
I would keep going, even if there was only one reason.
I would not give in.
I would not give up.
Just for my only love.
this is just something i wrote while watching TV.
tell me what আপনি think. does it sound like edward অথবা bella to you?
feel free to মতামত with your opinion :)
