Please help ?!

I think that's wrong, I mean, আপনি can force yourself to act like you're straight, but that won't turn আপনি straight.
I know people sometimes is very disrespectful with us, and it depends even আরো of the place আপনি are in. But I think the only solution is accept yourself the way আপনি are, there's nothing bad on loving someone of your same gender. Things will get better, just be proud of who আপনি are. আপনি don't need to force yourself to be someone else, 'cause you're already amazing.
Whenever আপনি feel like talking, আপনি can send me a message :)

Honey NO!!! Just don't do this to yourself. Firstly, it's not gonna work, আপনি can pretend but আপনি can't change and it'll only make আপনি worse. Secondly, আপনি are perfect the way আপনি are and আপনি should be proud of yourself. Unfortunately, আপনি live on a world full of idiots and it doesn't matter if আপনি are LGTB অথবা straight, beautiful অথবা ugly, thin অথবা fat, people will ALWAYS find something to judge you. So আপনি have to learn to প্রণয় yourself and accept who আপনি are. There isn't such thing like normal, everybody has its own personality, আপনি don't need to change who আপনি are. If someone tells আপনি something rude অথবা annoying, don't accept it, answer him back, say something smart and they'll understand that আপনি don't take shit from anyone. I did that and it worked. I have problems of self-esteem, I try to প্রণয় myself and I understand how hard it can be, but আপনি don't have to give up. Sorry for answering so late, if আপনি are ok now this answer is probably useless to আপনি but nevermind, I hope I helped আপনি a little bit. :)

Look, I know how আপনি feel....my older brother is gay and he tried "being straight" and they just broke up a week পূর্বে because it didn't work out.....he, then, realized that he needed to stay the way he is and he should trust himself and ignore others.....they are just judgemental....believe in yourself and if আপনি need an inspiration, try Adam Lambert....he can help you!

I do see that this is two months old, but I'm going to leave an answer just in case আপনি come back to it... I don't think any of that works at all. I'm sorry you're having such a rough time, but don't think আপনি have to change yourself. I can't offer much help, but I can wish আপনি luck.

Woah woah no thats not the answer i say Own What আপনি Are And Shout It Out.just ignore what they say and say Im gay, bi, অথবা transgender and im proud of it and if u dont like it yall can চুম্বন my গাধা im happy the way i am deal with it.