crying broken হৃদয়

Can't believe i loved you
a shallow, cold boy
you saying i প্রণয় আপনি too
but just using me as a toy

you only held my hand to keep me away
turned to me looked me straight in the eyes
said আপনি hated me always
shoved me to the ground

i get a text from the girl i hate
saying i'm nothing to him
drop the phone and run
cry into my pillow

a simple lie had broken me
why can't it break him
but seeing him in pain
wouldn't ease mine

time had past
when আপনি apologize
say আপনি প্রণয় me
and that আপনি always had

looking at আপনি on your knees
begging me please
with pity deep down in my gut
your brown eyes, flooding with tears

shake my head...

This is for the broken hearted. I know how আপনি feel. Empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever. আপনি don't want to laugh, because আপনি know it's not going to help, but আপনি don't want to cry, because it will just make আপনি feel worse. আপনি feel like your হৃদয় is falling apart, but not only that, but আপনি know soon your life is going to feel like it's falling apart too. আপনি don't think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feels impossible to stop loving them. And everyone wonders why if they have hurt আপনি so much, then why do আপনি still প্রণয় them. That's the confusing...