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Cuddy needs to be alone for a while and she goes out in the park of the hospital. She walks and tries to calm down, to think of the situation, of House, of her, of her and House. It took her a long time to know what she really wants, to understand that she can’t live without him, that he’s the one for her… She forgave him the unforgivable, she wanted to believe HE has changed, she wanted to believe SHE has changed, she thought she could accept him for who he is, with his fears… she was in heaven since yesterday when she saw him at the airport, without to talk about the lunch time today… she never feels better than when she’s in his arms, when she feels his skin above her skin, when their bodies are locked in a tender and sensual dance, when he’s inside her and says her name… The memory of this early afternoon when he made প্রণয় to her with so much tenderness, so much প্রণয় and care… this memory makes their argument আরো painful. She can feel her হৃদয় bleeding, she feels so hollow, so sad and so hurt! Why did he do that? She finally sits down on a bench, locked in her misery, in her pain.
-House! What are আপনি doing here? Where’s Cuddy? Wilson asks and sits down পরবর্তি to House at the counter of the bar. He has a glass of whisky in his hand and stares at his reflect in the mirror. House! What happened? Wilson says and puts his hand on House’s arm.
-I হারিয়ে গেছে her, Wilson. It’s over, she won’t forgive me this time, I really screwed up, House উত্তর in a low voice filled with despair, pain and sadness and then he empties his glass in one shot.
-What did আপনি do?
-I হারিয়ে গেছে her…, House repeats and takes his head in his hands.
-House, tell me what happened!
-MacEnzie barked everywhere he slept with Cuddy last night…
-And? Don’t tell me আপনি believe this idiot! Wilson exclaims afraid to understand what happened.
-Of course I don’t believe him! House shouts.
-So what’s the problem?
-I … well I…
-No! Don’t tell me আপনি did it! আপনি have doubts and আপনি asked her, am I wrong?
-Yes, I asked her… I trust her, Wilson, but… it was stronger than me, I couldn’t help but asked her! House says desperate. Wilson feels so sorry for his friend. A few hours earlier he was so happy! House called him once Cuddy back at work to see if he and Kate can take care of Rachel until tonight, he wanted to make a surprise for Cuddy. And now…
-House, listen to me! Go back at the hospital and apologize to her. She always gave আপনি another chance.
-Wilson! Do আপনি think she’ll accept my apology? আপনি know her! No, this time I হারিয়ে গেছে her … I don’t deserve her, I … I think I should go away, far away from her… The only thing I manage to do is to hurt her, to make her unhappy… She’d be better without me…
-No, House! আপনি know that’s not the truth, she needs you! Otherwise can আপনি explain to me why she came here, in this small city? House, no, don’t leave, stay here, I’m going to talk with her, House!
But House doesn’t listen anymore to Wilson, he’s so desperate, his হৃদয় bleeds, his soul hurts, he has to leave… He walks in the streets and doesn’t notice the two men behind him.
-Dr. House? one of them says.
House turns to see who calls him.
-Are আপনি Dr. House? the other one repeats.
-Yes, who are you?
-Detective Grant, and this is detective Mitchel, we’d like to ask আপনি two অথবা three things, please, follow us to the police station.
-What is it about? প্রদর্শনী me your badge, House উত্তর angry.
-Hey, calm down অথবা you’re going to regret it, Mitchel says, handcuffs House and pushes him in a car.
-Hey, Dr. Cuddy! আপনি seem … Is something wrong? Malcolm asks Cuddy and sits down on the bench পরবর্তি to her.
-Oh, Dr. Malcolm, no, no, everything’s ok, I… I’m just a little tired…, she উত্তর and tries to appear composed.
-Yes, I understand. If আপনি have any প্রশ্ন about the hospital অথবা if আপনি need some help, just ask and I come, he says with a smile.
-Thank you.
-And…
-And? she asks intrigued দ্বারা Malcolm’s tone.
-How can I say that with tact? Hm… I heard some rumors about আপনি and …
-And Dr. MacEnzie? she interrupts him, the voice filled with anger.
-Hm… yes, but I can see in your eyes and hear in your voice that these rumors are false and that MacEnzie once again made everything up…, he says and looks at her a little amused and embarrassed.
-What do আপনি mean দ্বারা “once again”? she asks and looks at him.
-I should have told you… I’m sorry but … Dr. MacEnzie is single as আপনি know and he has a lot of hang-ups because of that… and when he meets a beautiful woman like you, he tends to… to try to seduce her… and he makes a প্রণয় story with her up, even if he can’t get what he wants. He hopes so that his colleagues will leave him in peace for a while, they’re not really nice to him আপনি know.
-Effectively, আপনি should have told me, Cuddy উত্তর kinda coldly.
-I’m sorry, but don’t worry everybody here knows him and doesn’t really believe him when he ব্যক্ত he’s dating someone.
-Well, I hope you’re right, but I think I should rather have an explanation with him…, she says and stands up.
-Dr. Cuddy! Don’t get mad at him, he’s a good doctor and a nice man. You’d better forget all this, it will fade very quickly…
-Oh, আপনি advise me to do nothing, did I understand well?
-Do what আপনি think আপনি have to, I just say that if আপনি argue with him, the whole staff will wait to see who’s going to win and that it can be harmful to you…
Cuddy’s pager rings: problem with the MRI. I’m sorry, I have to go, see আপনি later, Dr. Malcolm, she says and heads to the hospital. On the way, her cell phone rings, she looks at the call number and sees that’s Wilson.
-Wilson, is there a problem with Rachel?
-No, no, she’s fine and plays with Kate, I … can I come and talk to you?
-Wilson, I have a lot of work, we can talk tonight…
-Cuddy! It’s about House…
-I don’t want to talk about him Wilson! Sorry but I have to go, and she hangs up. Her throat tightens and she feels a weight of pain over her shoulders, why is it always so complicated when it comes to her and House?
-Ah! Dr. Cuddy! I’m Dr. Davis and I need the MRI for one of my patient but it doesn’t work.
-Oh… should I take my tools and repair it? she উত্তর ironically.
-Heu, no, no…
-So, why did আপনি call me? Don’t আপনি know the procedure when a device is out of order?
-Yes, of course I do, but…
-So, fill the form, send it to the right department and wait for the fixer! she says, rolls her eyes and leaves.
-Dr. Cuddy, I’m sorry, I know I shouldn’t have disturbed you, but…, Davis says and follows her to her office.
-But? she stops in front of her door and turns suddenly to stare at him which makes him step back.
-Well, I admit it wasn’t very smart of me, but … I wanted to meet আপনি personally, I just saw আপনি briefly this morning at the meeting and… I like to have good relationship with my colleagues…and …
-That’s kind of you, so now আপনি talked to me “personally” can আপনি go back to work? she asks with a bored expression on the face and rolls the eyes.
-Yeess, yes, উত্তর Davis upset. She’s maybe stunning but she’s cold and distant too, he thinks as he goes back to his office. Scott must be right, she probably has someone in her life, maybe House… he seems happier since she’s here.
-Hey, Davis! How did আপনি find our new boss? Laurence asks him.
-Stunning, cold, authoritarian and… I have to admit she’s efficient and she has a quick wit, he উত্তর and smiles. I like her very much and I think she’s the boss we need. We’re going to work good with her. And…
-And?
-And she isn’t single, she has someone, maybe House, but I’m sure she has someone.
-Oh oh, and আপনি say that because she didn’t fall for আপনি and your charm? উত্তর Laurence amused.
-No, no, it’s … I don’t know how to explain it… But such a beautiful woman can’t be alone.
Cuddy is on the parking about to leave the hospital when MacEnzie calls her. Cuddy tenses up and remembers what Malcolm told her one ঘন্টা ago. She decides to act carefully.
-Hey, Dr. Cuddy!
-Dr. MacEnzie, she উত্তর with a smile. What a surprise! Do আপনি want to apologize to me?
-Apologize??!! MacEnzie repeats, very surprised.
-Apparently আপনি don’t understand what I mean…, she says and looks at him amused and irritated at the same time. This man seems to be so naive with women! Just like a teenager who tries to get a date.
-Well, if I did something that offended you, I apologize for it and I hope আপনি accept my sincere apology, he উত্তর and seems to be very sorry. And Cuddy can’t help smiling.
-I want আপনি to apologize because of what আপনি yelled everywhere in the hospital…, she says and looks at him straight in the eyes.
-Whaaat? I don’t understand, is it about this stupid joke with the colleagues?
-A stupid joke about আপনি and me? I’m very angry after আপনি because of the rumors আপনি put about me…, she adds very coldly, trying to contain her anger.
-Oh… I see… আপনি want it to be our secret for the moment, am I wrong? he উত্তর with a smile.
-What secret??!! There’s nothing between us!! Do আপনি understand ? she exclaims exasperated.
-If আপনি want, ok, there’s nothing between us…, he says bitter.
-So what did আপনি want if আপনি didn’t want to apologize to me?
-I don’t know if আপনি remember but yesterday আপনি accepted to come with me to make a tour of the city…, he says.
-Dr. MacEnzie! You’ve got a nerve!
-Please, Dr. Cuddy, then I swear, I won’t annoy আপনি anymore…
-Hmm… well I don’t know if my বন্ধু will agree to take care of Rachel any longer…
-Oh, Dr. Cuddy please! আপনি promised me!
-I don’t remember to have promised আপনি but… ok, let’s go, I call my বন্ধু on the way to the city.
-Thank you, Dr. Cuddy, আপনি won’t regret it, MacEnzie adds with a smile, the city is small but very nice, he opens her the door of his car, and Cuddy wonders if she doesn’t make a mistake দ্বারা accepting MacEnzie’s proposition… On the other hand, she needs to change her mind.
Cuddy needs to be alone for a while and she goes out in the park of the hospital. She walks and tries to calm down, to think of the situation, of House, of her, of her and House. It took her a long time to know what she really wants, to understand that she can’t live without him, that he’s the one for her… She forgave him the unforgivable, she wanted to believe HE has changed, she wanted to believe SHE has changed, she thought she could accept him for who he is, with his fears… she was in heaven since yesterday when she saw him at the airport, without to talk about the lunch time today… she never feels better than when she’s in his arms, when she feels his skin above her skin, when their bodies are locked in a tender and sensual dance, when he’s inside her and says her name… The memory of this early afternoon when he made প্রণয় to her with so much tenderness, so much প্রণয় and care… this memory makes their argument আরো painful. She can feel her হৃদয় bleeding, she feels so hollow, so sad and so hurt! Why did he do that? She finally sits down on a bench, locked in her misery, in her pain.
-House! What are আপনি doing here? Where’s Cuddy? Wilson asks and sits down পরবর্তি to House at the counter of the bar. He has a glass of whisky in his hand and stares at his reflect in the mirror. House! What happened? Wilson says and puts his hand on House’s arm.
-I হারিয়ে গেছে her, Wilson. It’s over, she won’t forgive me this time, I really screwed up, House উত্তর in a low voice filled with despair, pain and sadness and then he empties his glass in one shot.
-What did আপনি do?
-I হারিয়ে গেছে her…, House repeats and takes his head in his hands.
-House, tell me what happened!
-MacEnzie barked everywhere he slept with Cuddy last night…
-And? Don’t tell me আপনি believe this idiot! Wilson exclaims afraid to understand what happened.
-Of course I don’t believe him! House shouts.
-So what’s the problem?
-I … well I…
-No! Don’t tell me আপনি did it! আপনি have doubts and আপনি asked her, am I wrong?
-Yes, I asked her… I trust her, Wilson, but… it was stronger than me, I couldn’t help but asked her! House says desperate. Wilson feels so sorry for his friend. A few hours earlier he was so happy! House called him once Cuddy back at work to see if he and Kate can take care of Rachel until tonight, he wanted to make a surprise for Cuddy. And now…
-House, listen to me! Go back at the hospital and apologize to her. She always gave আপনি another chance.
-Wilson! Do আপনি think she’ll accept my apology? আপনি know her! No, this time I হারিয়ে গেছে her … I don’t deserve her, I … I think I should go away, far away from her… The only thing I manage to do is to hurt her, to make her unhappy… She’d be better without me…
-No, House! আপনি know that’s not the truth, she needs you! Otherwise can আপনি explain to me why she came here, in this small city? House, no, don’t leave, stay here, I’m going to talk with her, House!
But House doesn’t listen anymore to Wilson, he’s so desperate, his হৃদয় bleeds, his soul hurts, he has to leave… He walks in the streets and doesn’t notice the two men behind him.
-Dr. House? one of them says.
House turns to see who calls him.
-Are আপনি Dr. House? the other one repeats.
-Yes, who are you?
-Detective Grant, and this is detective Mitchel, we’d like to ask আপনি two অথবা three things, please, follow us to the police station.
-What is it about? প্রদর্শনী me your badge, House উত্তর angry.
-Hey, calm down অথবা you’re going to regret it, Mitchel says, handcuffs House and pushes him in a car.
-Hey, Dr. Cuddy! আপনি seem … Is something wrong? Malcolm asks Cuddy and sits down on the bench পরবর্তি to her.
-Oh, Dr. Malcolm, no, no, everything’s ok, I… I’m just a little tired…, she উত্তর and tries to appear composed.
-Yes, I understand. If আপনি have any প্রশ্ন about the hospital অথবা if আপনি need some help, just ask and I come, he says with a smile.
-Thank you.
-And…
-And? she asks intrigued দ্বারা Malcolm’s tone.
-How can I say that with tact? Hm… I heard some rumors about আপনি and …
-And Dr. MacEnzie? she interrupts him, the voice filled with anger.
-Hm… yes, but I can see in your eyes and hear in your voice that these rumors are false and that MacEnzie once again made everything up…, he says and looks at her a little amused and embarrassed.
-What do আপনি mean দ্বারা “once again”? she asks and looks at him.
-I should have told you… I’m sorry but … Dr. MacEnzie is single as আপনি know and he has a lot of hang-ups because of that… and when he meets a beautiful woman like you, he tends to… to try to seduce her… and he makes a প্রণয় story with her up, even if he can’t get what he wants. He hopes so that his colleagues will leave him in peace for a while, they’re not really nice to him আপনি know.
-Effectively, আপনি should have told me, Cuddy উত্তর kinda coldly.
-I’m sorry, but don’t worry everybody here knows him and doesn’t really believe him when he ব্যক্ত he’s dating someone.
-Well, I hope you’re right, but I think I should rather have an explanation with him…, she says and stands up.
-Dr. Cuddy! Don’t get mad at him, he’s a good doctor and a nice man. You’d better forget all this, it will fade very quickly…
-Oh, আপনি advise me to do nothing, did I understand well?
-Do what আপনি think আপনি have to, I just say that if আপনি argue with him, the whole staff will wait to see who’s going to win and that it can be harmful to you…
Cuddy’s pager rings: problem with the MRI. I’m sorry, I have to go, see আপনি later, Dr. Malcolm, she says and heads to the hospital. On the way, her cell phone rings, she looks at the call number and sees that’s Wilson.
-Wilson, is there a problem with Rachel?
-No, no, she’s fine and plays with Kate, I … can I come and talk to you?
-Wilson, I have a lot of work, we can talk tonight…
-Cuddy! It’s about House…
-I don’t want to talk about him Wilson! Sorry but I have to go, and she hangs up. Her throat tightens and she feels a weight of pain over her shoulders, why is it always so complicated when it comes to her and House?
-Ah! Dr. Cuddy! I’m Dr. Davis and I need the MRI for one of my patient but it doesn’t work.
-Oh… should I take my tools and repair it? she উত্তর ironically.
-Heu, no, no…
-So, why did আপনি call me? Don’t আপনি know the procedure when a device is out of order?
-Yes, of course I do, but…
-So, fill the form, send it to the right department and wait for the fixer! she says, rolls her eyes and leaves.
-Dr. Cuddy, I’m sorry, I know I shouldn’t have disturbed you, but…, Davis says and follows her to her office.
-But? she stops in front of her door and turns suddenly to stare at him which makes him step back.
-Well, I admit it wasn’t very smart of me, but … I wanted to meet আপনি personally, I just saw আপনি briefly this morning at the meeting and… I like to have good relationship with my colleagues…and …
-That’s kind of you, so now আপনি talked to me “personally” can আপনি go back to work? she asks with a bored expression on the face and rolls the eyes.
-Yeess, yes, উত্তর Davis upset. She’s maybe stunning but she’s cold and distant too, he thinks as he goes back to his office. Scott must be right, she probably has someone in her life, maybe House… he seems happier since she’s here.
-Hey, Davis! How did আপনি find our new boss? Laurence asks him.
-Stunning, cold, authoritarian and… I have to admit she’s efficient and she has a quick wit, he উত্তর and smiles. I like her very much and I think she’s the boss we need. We’re going to work good with her. And…
-And?
-And she isn’t single, she has someone, maybe House, but I’m sure she has someone.
-Oh oh, and আপনি say that because she didn’t fall for আপনি and your charm? উত্তর Laurence amused.
-No, no, it’s … I don’t know how to explain it… But such a beautiful woman can’t be alone.
Cuddy is on the parking about to leave the hospital when MacEnzie calls her. Cuddy tenses up and remembers what Malcolm told her one ঘন্টা ago. She decides to act carefully.
-Hey, Dr. Cuddy!
-Dr. MacEnzie, she উত্তর with a smile. What a surprise! Do আপনি want to apologize to me?
-Apologize??!! MacEnzie repeats, very surprised.
-Apparently আপনি don’t understand what I mean…, she says and looks at him amused and irritated at the same time. This man seems to be so naive with women! Just like a teenager who tries to get a date.
-Well, if I did something that offended you, I apologize for it and I hope আপনি accept my sincere apology, he উত্তর and seems to be very sorry. And Cuddy can’t help smiling.
-I want আপনি to apologize because of what আপনি yelled everywhere in the hospital…, she says and looks at him straight in the eyes.
-Whaaat? I don’t understand, is it about this stupid joke with the colleagues?
-A stupid joke about আপনি and me? I’m very angry after আপনি because of the rumors আপনি put about me…, she adds very coldly, trying to contain her anger.
-Oh… I see… আপনি want it to be our secret for the moment, am I wrong? he উত্তর with a smile.
-What secret??!! There’s nothing between us!! Do আপনি understand ? she exclaims exasperated.
-If আপনি want, ok, there’s nothing between us…, he says bitter.
-So what did আপনি want if আপনি didn’t want to apologize to me?
-I don’t know if আপনি remember but yesterday আপনি accepted to come with me to make a tour of the city…, he says.
-Dr. MacEnzie! You’ve got a nerve!
-Please, Dr. Cuddy, then I swear, I won’t annoy আপনি anymore…
-Hmm… well I don’t know if my বন্ধু will agree to take care of Rachel any longer…
-Oh, Dr. Cuddy please! আপনি promised me!
-I don’t remember to have promised আপনি but… ok, let’s go, I call my বন্ধু on the way to the city.
-Thank you, Dr. Cuddy, আপনি won’t regret it, MacEnzie adds with a smile, the city is small but very nice, he opens her the door of his car, and Cuddy wonders if she doesn’t make a mistake দ্বারা accepting MacEnzie’s proposition… On the other hand, she needs to change her mind.