Wilson and House were on the living room, they had watched how the paramedics took her away.

Wilson had stop crying and House wished to cry. They have been sitting there for almost an hour, it was dark and they hadn’t spoken. They didn’t want to, it was too hard to take this loss, they had so many প্রশ্ন rounding their heads but they didn’t ask them either. The main one being, why did she commit suicide?

They couldn’t quite believe it. Cuddy had been normal all this past weeks, well as in normal involving fights with House, stress from work, and Rachel.

Damn, Rachel. House hadn’t...

She had fallen asleep in his arms. It was just begginning to get light out, but he picked her up again and carried her to his room. He stopped short at the doorway. and stared at the bed.

There was Jake.
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"Hello, House"

For the সেকেন্ড time that night and for the third time in his whole life, house was shocked speechless. How long had he been here?Why was he here? How did he find out where he lived? The questions...

"Jake and i are done." she ব্যক্ত after a deep breath."It was....messy." House stared hard at her, never wavering his focus. "That explains why your here. It also explains why your upset. What it doesnt explain is why yuor wearing a longsleaved কোট and scarf in 76 degree weather." She looked at the ground."Now either আপনি all of a sudden have chills for no reason in late spring" he continued "......or youre trying to cover something up..."He slowly and carefully removed her জ্যাকেট and tugged the scarf away from her neck.
Bruises.
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Bruises ran up...

Youre not sorry দ্বারা taylor সত্বর (not the ক্রাইম সিন ইনভেস্টিগেশন version) is my পছন্দ song right now :)
Heres a fic that sort of goes along with it....hope ya like it!!! xD
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It had been a busy day

She usually felt wary od going প্রথমপাতা but she had not had a দিন like this in a long, long while. It seemed like everytime she found a moment to sit and rest somebody else needed a new liver অথবা another elevator was broken অথবা a certain doctor needed another ridiculous procedure approved and try as she might she just couldnt say no to him.

and she felt guilty about this

She had...

Cuddy walked into Exam Room Two to find House asleep on the patient chair. He woke with a start to see her there. He rolled his eyes and rolled on his side.
    “House, I have a patient for you,” Cuddy said, walking over to him and shaking the folder in front of his face.
    “No,” House replied, shaking his head.
    “House, stop অভিনয় like a 6 বছর old and take this folder. It’s your job,” Cuddy commanded, thrusting the folder into his face.
    “No,” House repeated, putting his hands in front...

Cuddy: There’s…nothing wrong with you.

(Cuddy closed the door behind her, and unbuttoned her কোট and took it off before sitting on House’s sofa.)

Amber: Oh come on. আপনি can’t figure this out for yourself?

(Amber was sitting পরবর্তি to House on the পিয়ানো stool.)

House: I know.

Cuddy: আপনি know what it is?

House: I know what it isn’t. I know that…

Amber: Tell her.

Cuddy: It’s okay. আপনি don’t have to…

Amber: You do.

House: I should…and I will.

(Cuddy stood up and walked towards the piano, sitting where Amber was sitting; পরবর্তি to House on the পিয়ানো stool.)

Cuddy: I can stay tonight…if you...

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Cuddy: What’s going on?

(Cuddy got up out of her chair, and looked at House as he was still looking at Amber; who was now leaning against the দেওয়াল behind Cuddy.)

House: Nothing.

(Cuddy looked behind her, then looked back at House.)

Cuddy: Are you, hallucinating?

(Amber gestured to House not to say anything.)

House: I need to go.

(House left, leaving Cuddy puzzled and concerned.)

--

As soon as House left, Cuddy immediately used her office phone to call Wilson.

Wilson: Hello?

Cuddy: I need আপনি to do something.

Wilson: Do what?

Wilson was finishing talking to Cuddy when House walked in and sat down on...

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Cuddy: I’ve waited to tell আপনি for so long, but I just couldn’t.

Cuddy was facing the mirror in her bathroom, practicing the talk she wanted to have with House.

Cuddy: আপনি see, I just didn’t want to hurt you.

Cuddy looked at the reflection back at her, sighing at how she looked exhausted from staying up with Rachel throughout the night. Her loose curls surrounded her flawless face as she put on her make-up and fixed her jewellery.

Cuddy: Damn.

(Cuddy checked her watch and realised she would be late, and probably bump into House in the reception.)

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House had turned over on his বিছানা awkwardly,...

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Cuddy: I’ve waited to tell আপনি for so long, but I just couldn’t.

Cuddy was facing the mirror in her bathroom, practicing the talk she wanted to have with House.

Cuddy: আপনি see, I just didn’t want to hurt you.

Cuddy looked at the reflection back at her, sighing at how she looked exhausted from staying up with Rachel throughout the night. Her loose curls surrounded her flawless face as she put on her make-up and fixed her jewellery.

Cuddy: Damn.

(Cuddy checked her watch and realised she would be late, and probably bump into House in the reception.)

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House had turned over on his বিছানা awkwardly,...

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Cuddy: I’ve waited to tell আপনি for so long, but I just couldn’t.

Cuddy was facing the mirror in her bathroom, practicing the talk she wanted to have with House.

Cuddy: আপনি see, I just didn’t want to hurt you.

Cuddy looked at the reflection back at her, sighing at how she looked exhausted from staying up with Rachel throughout the night. Her loose curls surrounded her flawless face as she put on her make-up and fixed her jewellery.

Cuddy: Damn.

(Cuddy checked her watch and realised she would be late, and probably bump into House in the reception.)

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House had turned over on his বিছানা awkwardly,...

People say, প্রণয় is complicated, but it’s not true. The truth of the matter is, human beings are complicated, not love. প্রণয় is everything but complicated. It’s compelling, passionate, caring, and gentle. And, she had it, she had love. They were compelling together, passionate in their bickering, caring, but only when nobody was watching, and gentle at times. Though, she’d never admit, that the misanthropic, son of a দুশ্চরিত্রা doctor, had her heart, and always would. He could say he was just her employee অথবা she was just his boss, but that’s a lie. She knew it, and so did he. On October...

Cuddy looked up as there was a knock on the door, House entered and a small smile came across her face at the sight of him.<I>

Cuddy: What are আপনি doing here?

(House moved in closer towards her, Cuddy put her pen down and they both shared a seductive look.)

House: Thought, since we both have this <I>thing I could visit আপনি আরো often without any reason.

(Cuddy stood up, and walked slowly towards House.)

Cuddy: You’ve, always needed a reason?

House: Well, sort of.

Cuddy: We didn’t really get to, finish what we started.

(Cuddy edged in towards House even more. Completely invading his...

" Were আপনি really in a tussle with a friend? অথবা did আপনি dad do this to you?"
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"Nothing happen Carter...Don't worry." He ব্যক্ত with a glint in his eyes.

" Okay , okay, just making sure. But আপনি know ya can tell me anything." He ব্যক্ত raising his hands up in surrender.

"You really remind me of my friend Wilson!"

Wilson has known House for about a year. He was young, dorky, lovable, smart, and too curious for his own good!!

Greg and Lisa started to laugh.

"Okay Greg I see ya feeling okay now so আপনি can probably leave tomorrow."

Greg nodded his head and watched...

He came back one ঘন্টা later, this time he was not alone.
“Why do I have to knock?”
“Because if আপনি knock, she will respond.”
He obeyed him. He knocked “Lisa open up”
Silence. He knocked again. Silence when he got tired he dialed her number and called there wasn’t a response either.
“She’s not answering House.”
“Great. I must break in again.”
He searched for the key when he founded he opened the door. All the lights were off except for one that came from her room.
They walked towards the room, the door was closed and there was silence. Silence had eaten the house. When they...

One night. One note. One gun. One shot. One death. A thousand feelings.
The decision hadn’t been so easy. After all she had so many responsibilities, but those responsibilities will do better without her.
She look out of the window, the night was quiet. No light was alive that night, one was about to die. She stepped away from the window and continued writing
“Please take care of Rachel, is the only thing that matters to me now. The hospital can be on hands of anyone, I don’t care anymore. Goodbye life, আপনি didn’t treat me well so I must leave.”
She signed the letter, fold it and put...

Ok, so, this basically is set after Kutners death, and basically Cuddy and House hooking up afterwards, but, the hook up won't come until later in the story. Anyways, hope আপনি like it! Enjoy!
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He hated reality, আরো than anything else. The realization that his pain would never subside. The realization that his loneliness would never be fully cured. And the fact that the woman he was so madly in প্রণয় with, could never be his. These were the realizations he woke up to every morning. But, this morning was different, not only because it was the morning after Kutners death,...

House: Why are আপনি here?

(Cuddy hesitated for a moment, before turning back around to face him.)

Cuddy: I wasn’t going to leave you, passed out in your own vomit.

(Cuddy paused and smiled slightly.)

Cuddy: Your insomnia seems to have been cured.

House: আপনি going to credit yourself for that?

(Cuddy walked over towards House.)

Cuddy: Well, if I hadn’t have been worried about you, and knocked on your door, আপনি would probably still be drunk and still unable to sleep at night.

(Cuddy stood ever so close to House, that he began to tense up, whereas Cuddy was very relaxed and smiled sensually up at him.)...

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Cuddy: Do আপনি want to talk about it?


(House look at his empty glass of scotch, and contemplated the talk he had with his hallucination of Amber.)

House: No, I do not want to, nor do I need to, talk about it

(Cuddy seemed fidgety, but moved from the chair to the coffee table. Sitting directly opposite from House.)

Cuddy: We’re all going through pain; Amber’s death and now Kutner’s death, it’s a lot for one person to take, especially if that person played a pivotal part in their lives. আপনি made them who they were as doctors; not as human beings.

(House and Cuddy gave deep longing looks into...

Cuddy was in her office, when Wilson walked in.

Wilson: আপনি paged me?

Cuddy: I wanted to talk to আপনি about House.

(Wilson sat down and had a look of regret on his face.)

Cuddy: Why did আপনি bring Amber up? It can’t be healthy, for either of you.

Wilson: It just came out. Why does he feel guilty for Kutner’s death but not Amber’s?

(Cuddy looked distressed.)

Cuddy: So telling someone, who is known for being their own worst enemy, that they should feel guilty is a good thing?

Wilson: Where is he now?

Cuddy: He went home.

(Wilson stood there in silence.)


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Meanwhile… House was at home; the curtains...

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Cuddy: I tried to remember the last time I had a conversation with Kutner, and I realised that, I can’t. It’s just hard, knowing that we can’t prepare for something like this.

(House looked at Cuddy as she held back her tears.)

House: I know.

(Cuddy looked over at House, before she sat পরবর্তি to him on the sofa.)

Cuddy: Is that the only reason আপনি came here?

(House looked down at Cuddy, before she grasped his hand loosely and curled up পরবর্তি to him with her head resting on his arm and a tear rolled down her cheek.)

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It was the পরবর্তি morning, and Cuddy woke-up just as the sun rose. Rachel was...