That's another of my stories. I wrote it in Italian last বছর and I now decided to translate it into Eglish with SammiMD's help. Hope you'll enjoy the story.
This chapter is shorter that the others, be patient and I'll উঠিয়ে রাখুন as soon as I translated the পরবর্তি part.
For the ones who also read "Happy Birthday Sunshine": I didn't give up on the story. I'm trying to উঠিয়ে রাখুন a new chapter as soon as I can but I'm very busy those days. I'll be able to উঠিয়ে রাখুন a new part in 1/2 days I hope.
-Sissi
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"Learning how to say Goodbye" Part 1
Telling Wilson
Lisa Cuddy entered the Oncologist's office without knocking.
"House, when will আপনি learn how to knock?"
"Well, if you're busy I'll come back later"
Wilson looked up in surprise. "Cuddy, I'm sorry. I thought it was House. He's usually the one that doesn't knock, not you..."
"That's alright..."
"You wanted to tell me something?"
Cuddy's hand went to the doorknob, contemplating escaping before he could ask her any আরো questions.
"Er, no ..."
"Ok. So…do আপনি want to tell me why you're here?"
"I'm sorry I forgot that I have a somewhere else to be..."
"Lisa?"
"Yes?"
"Did he ask আপনি to marry him?"
Cuddy looked at him. He didn't know how to interpret the expression on her face. Was it surprise? Maybe shock? Could it possibly be fear?
"How ... how do আপনি know?"
"Maybe because you're trembling like a leaf? Or, maybe because আপনি have the ring on your finger?"
Cuddy covered the ring with her other hand.
"Don't আপনি tell him!"
"Tell who, House? No, this is up to you. I have stopped passing messages to him for you."
Cuddy was closing the door behind her when she turned back to the doctor behind the desk.
"James, do আপনি think I'm doing the right thing?"
"You're the one who has to know if this is right অথবা terribly wrong. I'm not the one that can decide that."
"You know what? You're starting to act like House. আপনি two spend too much time together."
"Do আপনি want to know what I really think?"
The Dean of Medicine gave him a quick nod.
"You should think twice before saying yes to Lucas' proposal. আপনি have to be really sure of what আপনি feel. I think আপনি already know what I mean. Are আপনি really in প্রণয় with him, অথবা are আপনি just looking for a replacement to keep my cynical and misanthropic best friend at bay?"
" Wilson, I'm not changing my opinion about আপনি and House - আপনি two spend too much time together."
Telling House
Lisa Cuddy walked into the Diagnostic Department that night. She saw House sitting at his ডেস্ক sleeping. She turned on her heel, about to leave, when he stopped her.
"Dr. Cuddy, what a pleasure to see your গাধা just as I wake up!"
Cuddy smiled before turning to admonish him with her "I have power and আপনি don't" tone. "Dr. House, don't আপনি think that making those kinds of মতামত to your boss at work might be inappropriate?"
"We know both that I'm the one in control here!"
"Yeah, whatever আপনি want to believe!"
"Anyway, nice ring."
For the umpteenth time her hand went to cover the ring on her finger. Cuddy turned back to the doorway but was stopped again দ্বারা his voice.
"So, when did he propose?"
"Last month..."
"Well, when is the 'big day'?"
In addition to drawing quotation marks in the air, House ব্যক্ত that phrase in an odd manner, his lips apart and eyes staring at the ceiling, dreamily lost.
"10th of June. It's the first Saturday that Lucas doesn't have to work."
"Wow, good for June 10th."
"Thanks. I think I should probably go now."
"Ok..."
Cuddy approached the door again, but this time no one stopped her. Instead she stopped দ্বারা herself, and with her hand still on the doorknob she turned around.
"House..."
"I'm happy for আপনি Lisa..."
"Thanks..."
She whispered the last word, but stopped before continuing what she wanted to say to him. It would create too much chaos between them. Chaos had already existed between them for 20 years. But despite that, for the last বছর their relationship had strengthened. She didn't want to lose that now.
This chapter is shorter that the others, be patient and I'll উঠিয়ে রাখুন as soon as I translated the পরবর্তি part.
For the ones who also read "Happy Birthday Sunshine": I didn't give up on the story. I'm trying to উঠিয়ে রাখুন a new chapter as soon as I can but I'm very busy those days. I'll be able to উঠিয়ে রাখুন a new part in 1/2 days I hope.
-Sissi
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"Learning how to say Goodbye" Part 1
Telling Wilson
Lisa Cuddy entered the Oncologist's office without knocking.
"House, when will আপনি learn how to knock?"
"Well, if you're busy I'll come back later"
Wilson looked up in surprise. "Cuddy, I'm sorry. I thought it was House. He's usually the one that doesn't knock, not you..."
"That's alright..."
"You wanted to tell me something?"
Cuddy's hand went to the doorknob, contemplating escaping before he could ask her any আরো questions.
"Er, no ..."
"Ok. So…do আপনি want to tell me why you're here?"
"I'm sorry I forgot that I have a somewhere else to be..."
"Lisa?"
"Yes?"
"Did he ask আপনি to marry him?"
Cuddy looked at him. He didn't know how to interpret the expression on her face. Was it surprise? Maybe shock? Could it possibly be fear?
"How ... how do আপনি know?"
"Maybe because you're trembling like a leaf? Or, maybe because আপনি have the ring on your finger?"
Cuddy covered the ring with her other hand.
"Don't আপনি tell him!"
"Tell who, House? No, this is up to you. I have stopped passing messages to him for you."
Cuddy was closing the door behind her when she turned back to the doctor behind the desk.
"James, do আপনি think I'm doing the right thing?"
"You're the one who has to know if this is right অথবা terribly wrong. I'm not the one that can decide that."
"You know what? You're starting to act like House. আপনি two spend too much time together."
"Do আপনি want to know what I really think?"
The Dean of Medicine gave him a quick nod.
"You should think twice before saying yes to Lucas' proposal. আপনি have to be really sure of what আপনি feel. I think আপনি already know what I mean. Are আপনি really in প্রণয় with him, অথবা are আপনি just looking for a replacement to keep my cynical and misanthropic best friend at bay?"
" Wilson, I'm not changing my opinion about আপনি and House - আপনি two spend too much time together."
Telling House
Lisa Cuddy walked into the Diagnostic Department that night. She saw House sitting at his ডেস্ক sleeping. She turned on her heel, about to leave, when he stopped her.
"Dr. Cuddy, what a pleasure to see your গাধা just as I wake up!"
Cuddy smiled before turning to admonish him with her "I have power and আপনি don't" tone. "Dr. House, don't আপনি think that making those kinds of মতামত to your boss at work might be inappropriate?"
"We know both that I'm the one in control here!"
"Yeah, whatever আপনি want to believe!"
"Anyway, nice ring."
For the umpteenth time her hand went to cover the ring on her finger. Cuddy turned back to the doorway but was stopped again দ্বারা his voice.
"So, when did he propose?"
"Last month..."
"Well, when is the 'big day'?"
In addition to drawing quotation marks in the air, House ব্যক্ত that phrase in an odd manner, his lips apart and eyes staring at the ceiling, dreamily lost.
"10th of June. It's the first Saturday that Lucas doesn't have to work."
"Wow, good for June 10th."
"Thanks. I think I should probably go now."
"Ok..."
Cuddy approached the door again, but this time no one stopped her. Instead she stopped দ্বারা herself, and with her hand still on the doorknob she turned around.
"House..."
"I'm happy for আপনি Lisa..."
"Thanks..."
She whispered the last word, but stopped before continuing what she wanted to say to him. It would create too much chaos between them. Chaos had already existed between them for 20 years. But despite that, for the last বছর their relationship had strengthened. She didn't want to lose that now.
When does প্রণয় become something we need, rather than something we want? প্রণয় was seen as something special a long time ago. Now প্রণয় is what we are expected to have with us everyday of our lives. প্রণয় is common currency when আপনি are a teenager, but turns to worthless pennies the older আপনি get. Do we not care about the substance of what প্রণয় was and not what it has been made into today দ্বারা commercialisation from American চলচ্চিত্র and টেলিভিশন commercials and soap operas? Only when we experience প্রণয় for real, can we মতামত and judge others who are in Love. প্রণয় means something different to everyone. Not two people’s feeling of প্রণয় is the same. Why do we generalize, rationalize and compartmentalize Love? প্রণয় is and will continue to be an enigma. Only a handful of people will ever unlock it and witness its true beauty and essence. The essence we all crave.
Love.
Love.