So this chap is meant to be one before the last two… you’ll suffer … And আপনি will review so that দ্বারা tomorrow আপনি get a new chap XDD হাঃ হাঃ হাঃ not really I just liked this chap a lot and well I hope আপনি like it.. It’s long… And yeah I’m লেখা this at 11pm my time and should probably go to sleep but I can’t since tomorrow is my bday!!! So now reviews = a gift for me!!!
I’m trembling. I shouldn’t have done this. I feel so dirty and an awful person. I’m cheating on this guy. I still প্রণয় Hugh. Why don’t I understand he’s not gonna প্রণয় me? Rick wakes up. I quickly shut my eyes and pretend to be sleeping.
“Lise although you’re and amazing actress I know you’re awake.” I turn around to face him. His lying in my bed…naked…as me. Oh God! I feel like throwing up. I’m so ashamed of what I did. I-I don’t want him and it won’t help me get over you. So what’s the point of all this? Maybe I’m just fooling myself. But when he asked me out I thought he was so sweet and cute and well he is really nice and I thought I could give him a chance and he has been awesome this last month. He has lightened me up a bit. Although I know he’s not you.
But he’s here and আপনি ran away without saying a word. I don’t even know what happened. The accident changed আপনি and I guess আপনি realized how important it’s your family and your wife and I bet আপনি will get over me and I should do so too.
“Thanks for being here.” I say as I cuddle closer to him.
“It’s a pleasure.” And then I close my eyes as I rest my head in his chest. I close my eyes and fell asleep again. At least in his arms I’m safe.
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After I arrive to LA and go through an enormous crowd of paps . Then I go প্রথমপাতা take my bike and direct to your home.
When I arrive I knock your door and আপনি open. আপনি look at me surprised your expression changes completely. It’s suddenly… I can’t say cheerful but angry. And I think I know why you’re mad so I erase the smile of my face.
আপনি then slam the door close again.
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What is he doing here? I wonder as I lean against the door. He has no right to just pop and break the peace I‘ve been building for a month.
Why are আপনি here? The shooting starts in two weeks and God! Rick’s here.
“Lisa I know you’re there. I can hear your breathing.”
If I want to forget আপনি then I have to face you. So I open the door and I tremble. I am scared of what may happen after this talk. What if I’m not strong enough? I know the answer as I stare at those amazingly cute blue eyes. I won’t be strong I know I will fail but at least I’ll try.
“What do আপনি want?” I snap.
“I need to talk to you.” I already know that story. I can’t really care. Correct: I shouldn’t care.
“I’m sorry for-“
“Oh, cut the crap Hugh! আপনি can’t come here whenever আপনি please after disappearing and not even calling me.” I explode then shut the front door behind me and step closer to you. “You think that with an I’m sorry things will be fine. Well they aren’t.” Dang. Now I’m crying and he will confuse my frustration with sadness.
“It’s not my fault, just listen to-“
“It’s never your fault! আপনি always blame the circumstances but guess what? It is you. আপনি just don’t want anything and if আপনি do আপনি keep denying it. Well then me too. Good night Mr. Laurie.” I say as I open the door to go back inside but it isn’t really the greatest idea since Rick’s standing there.
“Who is him?” Hugh snaps. He looks jealous?
“Mr. Laurie this is Rick. Rick this is Mr. James Hugh Calum Laurie.” Hugh stares madly at him then he looks at me, range taking over his eyes.
“Rick” He pronounces with hate “Will আপনি excuse us?”
“I heard আপনি shouting so I though I’ll go check if আপনি were Ok.” He caresses my arm and not even glances at Hugh.
“I will be fine just give us a minute.” He then leaves a peck in my lips and I know Hugh is burning now.
“And আপনি call me the problem? How do আপনি call that?” He points at the close door now.
“I call him Rick. And he’s not the problem neither I am . The problem is Rick was enough man to be here and আপনি weren’t. I didn’t hide like others.”
“I had an accident.” Unbelievable, how could I প্রণয় such a jerk?
“An accident doesn’t justify the fact. আপনি could have at least finished things like a grown up. Not the Oh-I -don’t- remember –you- and- I –never- loved- you- style. We could have been friends. But everything is gone now.”
“I suffered from memory loss.” Now I feel stupid. “ I just remembered today but now that আপনি have Rick I can assume you’re happy. Are happy living a lie?”
“And aren’t living one? আপনি don’t প্রণয় Jo either.”
“But I can pretend better.”
“What does that even mean? Were আপনি pretending that আপনি loved me just to get an easy lay because আপনি were tired of your wife? Screw you!” I see how much আপনি hate me now and it hurts just like I’ve hurt আপনি অথবা even worse.
Before I close the door I hear
“Screw you.” The words were thrown with rage and poison but the hate they carried. It hit me. I screwed up, it’s all my fault.
I’m trembling. I shouldn’t have done this. I feel so dirty and an awful person. I’m cheating on this guy. I still প্রণয় Hugh. Why don’t I understand he’s not gonna প্রণয় me? Rick wakes up. I quickly shut my eyes and pretend to be sleeping.
“Lise although you’re and amazing actress I know you’re awake.” I turn around to face him. His lying in my bed…naked…as me. Oh God! I feel like throwing up. I’m so ashamed of what I did. I-I don’t want him and it won’t help me get over you. So what’s the point of all this? Maybe I’m just fooling myself. But when he asked me out I thought he was so sweet and cute and well he is really nice and I thought I could give him a chance and he has been awesome this last month. He has lightened me up a bit. Although I know he’s not you.
But he’s here and আপনি ran away without saying a word. I don’t even know what happened. The accident changed আপনি and I guess আপনি realized how important it’s your family and your wife and I bet আপনি will get over me and I should do so too.
“Thanks for being here.” I say as I cuddle closer to him.
“It’s a pleasure.” And then I close my eyes as I rest my head in his chest. I close my eyes and fell asleep again. At least in his arms I’m safe.
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After I arrive to LA and go through an enormous crowd of paps . Then I go প্রথমপাতা take my bike and direct to your home.
When I arrive I knock your door and আপনি open. আপনি look at me surprised your expression changes completely. It’s suddenly… I can’t say cheerful but angry. And I think I know why you’re mad so I erase the smile of my face.
আপনি then slam the door close again.
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What is he doing here? I wonder as I lean against the door. He has no right to just pop and break the peace I‘ve been building for a month.
Why are আপনি here? The shooting starts in two weeks and God! Rick’s here.
“Lisa I know you’re there. I can hear your breathing.”
If I want to forget আপনি then I have to face you. So I open the door and I tremble. I am scared of what may happen after this talk. What if I’m not strong enough? I know the answer as I stare at those amazingly cute blue eyes. I won’t be strong I know I will fail but at least I’ll try.
“What do আপনি want?” I snap.
“I need to talk to you.” I already know that story. I can’t really care. Correct: I shouldn’t care.
“I’m sorry for-“
“Oh, cut the crap Hugh! আপনি can’t come here whenever আপনি please after disappearing and not even calling me.” I explode then shut the front door behind me and step closer to you. “You think that with an I’m sorry things will be fine. Well they aren’t.” Dang. Now I’m crying and he will confuse my frustration with sadness.
“It’s not my fault, just listen to-“
“It’s never your fault! আপনি always blame the circumstances but guess what? It is you. আপনি just don’t want anything and if আপনি do আপনি keep denying it. Well then me too. Good night Mr. Laurie.” I say as I open the door to go back inside but it isn’t really the greatest idea since Rick’s standing there.
“Who is him?” Hugh snaps. He looks jealous?
“Mr. Laurie this is Rick. Rick this is Mr. James Hugh Calum Laurie.” Hugh stares madly at him then he looks at me, range taking over his eyes.
“Rick” He pronounces with hate “Will আপনি excuse us?”
“I heard আপনি shouting so I though I’ll go check if আপনি were Ok.” He caresses my arm and not even glances at Hugh.
“I will be fine just give us a minute.” He then leaves a peck in my lips and I know Hugh is burning now.
“And আপনি call me the problem? How do আপনি call that?” He points at the close door now.
“I call him Rick. And he’s not the problem neither I am . The problem is Rick was enough man to be here and আপনি weren’t. I didn’t hide like others.”
“I had an accident.” Unbelievable, how could I প্রণয় such a jerk?
“An accident doesn’t justify the fact. আপনি could have at least finished things like a grown up. Not the Oh-I -don’t- remember –you- and- I –never- loved- you- style. We could have been friends. But everything is gone now.”
“I suffered from memory loss.” Now I feel stupid. “ I just remembered today but now that আপনি have Rick I can assume you’re happy. Are happy living a lie?”
“And aren’t living one? আপনি don’t প্রণয় Jo either.”
“But I can pretend better.”
“What does that even mean? Were আপনি pretending that আপনি loved me just to get an easy lay because আপনি were tired of your wife? Screw you!” I see how much আপনি hate me now and it hurts just like I’ve hurt আপনি অথবা even worse.
Before I close the door I hear
“Screw you.” The words were thrown with rage and poison but the hate they carried. It hit me. I screwed up, it’s all my fault.
