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I could be golden
I could be glowing
I could be freedom
But that could be boring
Sometimes I feel this is too scary to be true
I sabotage myself for fear of losing you

Fear Of Bliss

It was a bad idea. Tremendously so - she reasoned, sipping her coffee, drowning in guilt, smelling him on her and missing the sight of him. He was gone - some walk of shame at the break of dawn, she imagined. Convenient.

Like most things in her life, her story with him was a complete, sudden mess - like a tornado had swept off a house and let it crash on her head - and yet, yet it had been slow (achingly so), a self-finding/self-losing...

নমস্কার there Hulies!

Well...I have had a lot of pent up Huli feelings that I haven't been able to do anything with. i decided to go ahead and create something a little different. As usual, I ran this দ্বারা my dearest Bea to check for me. She approves so here is my first chapter of my new Huli FF. It's a fairytale. This is a really different concept for me and for this in general. I hope that আপনি like it. Like I say, it is very different.


Moon Glow
A Huli Fairy Tale



Once upon a time in a small village দ্বারা the sea, lived two sisters. One was named Mavis and the other was named Melvina. They were both witches...

নমস্কার how y'all doin'! I'm not much of a writer, I can write stories with made up characters but I cannot find myself লেখা a story about two peope who actually exist...as much as I want to it ain't in me but that hasn't stopped me from being a Huli! Below is an প্রবন্ধ I found not long after the season 6 finale aired. It's a little Huli and Huddy in one. And I hope not many people have read this because then I'll feel like an idiot for posting it! But enjoy anyways :)

Lisa Edelstein wants House romance
Sunday, 23 May 2010

Lisa Edelstein thinks it's time House lead characters Dr Gregory House...

Is this a quick update অথবা what?;) Thanks for your reviews!

‘Mmmm’, Lisa almost moaned as she took another bite of her curry. Hugh smiled, ‘You want me to leave আপনি two alone for a minute?’ Lisa smirked, ‘It’s just so good, I could eat this every day.’ ‘Well than maybe we can come back here another time, like one of our Thursday nights.’ Lisa nodded and smiled, she was happy that he apparently still wanted to spend his Thursday nights with her. She had been a little scared that if he got a girlfriend they couldn’t do that anymore. ‘Is your কারি good too?’, Lisa smiled....

Previously on Just Friends...

Without warning, Lisa jumped up and grabbed at the nearest cupboard, and Hugh reached one long arm out and circled her waist, pulling her back in the direction of the table. Lisa’s hip hit the counter, and before anyone could realize what was happening, she had হারিয়ে গেছে her balance and fell, spinning 180 degrees and landing in Hugh’s lap across from where she’d been sitting.
    “I told you,” he whispered in her ear as she started giggling. “No আরো টোস্ট for you!”


~*~*~

    “You know I always thought of আপনি as a...

Enjoy....!

‘So ehm… how are we going to..?’, Lisa asked as Hugh was driving them. ‘Uhm... how about…’, Hugh started but Lisa already sighed. ‘This is going to be such a disaster.’ ‘O, come on honey… what are they going to do?’ ‘Well they either drop dead themselves our they kill us, either way there is going to be a bodycount…’ Hugh smirked at her comment, ‘Try to not let them get to আপনি to much… I mean… what’s so crazy about it? We’re going to the Emmy’s like a family, why shouldn’t we?’ Lisa wanted to give him an angry and confused মতামত but...

নমস্কার everyone! I just want to say that I left this spot for a while b/c I stopped believing, but than my unconscience didn't agree with me, so here I am again. This is going to be a very short multi-chap, আরো like a one-shot বিভক্ত করা in pieces (simply b/c I don't have the time to write more). Don't expect to much from it, just well... enjoy

Lisa heard her phone ring and immediately panicked as in all the chaos of this afternoon she couldn’t remember where she put it. She was trying to hear where the sound was coming from, but with Eileen on her arm that wasn’t the easiest thing.

‘Hey…’,...

((Here´s next...a little sugar for u guys! Thanx for the মতামত and reviews....LOVE U ALL!!! p.s.-if আপনি don´t like smut, don´t read! XD
Hope আপনি like it anyways....enjoy))


Hugh watched her going back into the House. He smirked lightly and was sure that this would be a fun game. But at the same time he was very unsure about his পরবর্তি move. “What if she doesn´t want him to flirt with her? What if she felt bothered দ্বারা him অথবা his actions? What if? Oooh Man!”, he thought দ্বারা himself as he saw Lisa coming back to the patio only wearing a very short bikini.
L: It´s damn hot today, isn´t it?...

Yeah yeah I know...I'm late with the Valentine fics but whatever. হাঃ হাঃ হাঃ Short Huli fic…Oh and just so আপনি know, Hugh is divorced in this fic. Lol.

February 14. Such a দিন for love, gifts, and just spending time with the one আপনি want to see…. Well maybe to some. For Lisa it was a দিন for sulking in depression at the thought of another romantic দিন spent alone. It was 9 am already and she hadn’t done anything special. After yoga she fed her animals, had a জাম্বুরা and cereal, and was now watching reruns of Project Runway. She had tried not to think about the whole meaning of today, afraid...

Oki, here i am..back again. Sooooooo SORRY for that f***ing loooong time. First a little backflash and then here we go.....hope you´ll guys enjoy it! Thanx and প্রণয় XDD
**special thanx to WIZ13***


BACKFLASH:
(Jo visited Lisa, she asked Lisa about her feelings for Hugh and about that sperm-donation they´re planning together. Lisa hide her true feelings of course. Jo left her very angry and truly disbelieving.)


As Jo arrived at their L.A.- প্রথমপাতা she found Hugh sitting in the livingroom. He was shocked to saw his wife standing around him. Then he got a little pissed off why she didn´t tell him to...

January 2, 2010
It was three o'clock in the morning in লন্ডন and Hugh was flying off to Los Angeles.
"Are আপনি excited dad?" ব্যক্ত Rebecca.
"A little, why?" Replied Hugh.
"It was just a প্রশ্ন ... what will আপনি do with Lisa?"
"I dunno ... sooner অথবা later she will find out about my divorce"
"Don't আপনি gonna tell her?!"
"I dunno, I guess so!"
"So? What will আপনি do? ... going to say what আপনি feel for her? "
"I dunno ... let time decide"
"Let time decide! Dad, you've been hiding your feelings 6 years for that woman! And আপনি want time to decide?! You'll wait another 6 years অথবা what?! "
"Rebecca,...

I have no idea how many chapters I am going with this. Just a little fun in light of the সাম্প্রতিক pictures and চলচ্ছবি that have kept us so entertained this past week. I hope আপনি all enjoy.



Shooting had just ended for the cast of House in preparation for the People’s Choice Awards that night. Lisa Edelstein was getting her last মিনিট hair and make up touches done before jumping in the limo and heading to the awards ceremony. Olivia sat পরবর্তি to her getting primped as well.
“So how is your ankle?” Olivia asked.
“Not bad but I have to wear flats. They found some cute ones so I should be ok.”...

Have been almost 6 years since the serie began, they have won over 20 awards for best series, best actor, best director, etc., but none of that can express what Hugh has for a special person.
His relationship with his wife has not been the same since he lives in Los Angeles, অথবা perhaps before, he still loves his wife but he loves her only because she is the mother of his children, he had already cheated once his wife, he didn't want that to happen again, but it was difficult to fight with this feeling that he has hidden for almost 6 years, this feeling that has cost so much to accept.
One and...

Ok.... this spot... is getting SO crowded with FF XDDDDD
I bet আপনি didn't even read chapter 21 XD (link )
Anyway...
Here comes chapter 22, and I really... really had a hard time লেখা this...
It was too painful...
But sometimes, আপনি just have to do it.
So, I hope you'll like this... where I'm taking this...
And... I hope আপনি haven't হারিয়ে গেছে interest...
If আপনি did... That means Hilly will NEVER ever EVER write a long fanfic...
This long, anyway...
So...
Here it is...


Chapter 22: The তালিকা

Three weeks later

A breeze caressed the ঘাস with every contact the two made. Hugh watched the ঘাস shift under the...

নমস্কার sinners! This is just a little one shot(maybe a little long), hope আপনি like it anyway! Hopefully it´s not too boring at all! Enjoy, rate ánd review! প্রণয় u all!!! :))
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Dear Hugh,
hope you´re fine. Happy New to আপনি and your family btw. Well, i miss you! L.A. is just boring without you. পরবর্তি week we start shooting again. Oh, and...my sister is pregnant! She told us at বড়দিন Eve. I´m sooo glad that she and Todd will be parents soon. New Years Eve i spent with Michael, Robert and his family in Aspen. We laughed a lot and had much fun! Greatings...

I have NEVER written a Huli অনুরাগী fiction and in fact, I feel semi evil for লেখা this.(muhahaha)
I wrote this just for fun, so it isn't accurate দ্বারা any means. The song lyrics are to be credited to the original writers of the songs. I won't তালিকা them all here, but they can be googled. Hope আপনি enjoy this little one time shot.
; ) Belle

It was New Year’s Eve and Lisa had a number of parties to pick from. At all of them she could have easily found a fine specimen of manhood to lift her spirits. She tossed the idea around in her mind of which one to go to, but the আরো she thought about it, the...

I decided to go through with this whole story today. Since this is my বড়দিন gift for you, I wouldn't want to keep আপনি waiting :)

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[Later] The mood was buzzing, everyone was joking and having a grand time. The পালঙ্ক corner Hugh, Greg and Robert had occupied earlier was beginning to develop into the hot-spot of the lobby.

Lisa: I need something to drink. Anyone want me to bring something?

Hugh: I'll যোগদান you. Wouldn't wanna risk to sober up too quickly, right? (he grins)

This elicited an eye-rolling from Lisa and she grabbed him at the cuffs to...

In which Hugh discovers his manliness in আরো ways than one...
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Monday, Dec 14, 8.00 p.m.
The lobby of the Princeton Plainsboro Teaching Hospital looked as if Santa Claus himself had taken care of the decoration and প্রদত্ত it the full treatment: Fake snow on the walls, বড়দিন trees, candles, advent wreaths and an obscene number of light strings that illuminated the setting and set it into a beautiful, soft glow. David and Katie had hired a jazz combo and they were already engrossing the small stage that centered the lobby where usually fake clinic...

নমস্কার guys... So so sorry for late update.. As আপনি know, I'm not feeling too good these days :/
The only thing that's keeping me (somewhat XD) cheerful is fanfics and আপনি guys :D
And, yeah... I'm back to being a bitch... what can I do?
*sigh*
Thank you, as always, for your lovely reviews :)


Chapter 12: Let me change...

Three hours later

Hugh was pacing through the hallway in front of Lisa's room in the hospital. The kids were sitting on the bench near the door. This all resembled the terrible night Hugh had gotten a phone call, the one that had changed his life dramatically.
This, was possibly even...