আপনি walked around the fair with your বন্ধু as they pointed out different rides they wanted to go on. আপনি got very easily distracted thinking about Johnny. আপনি guys had been dating for about a মাস and he promised to take আপনি to the fair, since it was your favourite place to go. But, 2 weeks before summer vacation, he told আপনি he was leaving to go visit his family in Florida. A few of your বন্ধু boyfriends come and যোগদান আপনি guys, and আপনি just sigh and sulk about how Johnny isn't there. আপনি guys decide to line up for a ride, and each of your বন্ধু cuddle up to their boyfriends while আপনি just stand there. Then, all of a sudden, আপনি hear someone yelling your name "Aviana!" আপনি turn your head to see Johnny walking with Pony, and your face lights up. আপনি run to him and he opens his arms lovingly as আপনি jump up and hug him. "I thought আপনি weren't coming!" আপনি exclaim. "Are আপনি kidding? I wouldn't miss this for the world!" He says back. আপনি two চুম্বন for about a মিনিট and then he grabs your hand and pulls আপনি to the Ferris wheel. In line, আপনি lean against him occasionally and he hugs আপনি and never let's আপনি go. Once আপনি two get on, your inseparable. When your at the very top, he turns to you. "Aviana," he begins. আপনি nod and he continues. "I've been wanting to tell আপনি something for a very long time, and now seems like the perfect time." He takes a deep breath. "I প্রণয় you." Your face lights up at the words আপনি have been waiting to hear for so long as আপনি lean in to চুম্বন him "I প্রণয় আপনি too."
I thought for sure I was dead.
But I heard myself breathing. I heard the voices of people around me. I heard the word “coma” repeatedly দ্বারা the doctors and nurses. I heard Ponyboy and Two-Bit’s voice.
And then I heard her voice. (Y/N)’s voice. I heard her crying, talking to me. About the gang, her day, reading, whatever. Sometimes softly গান গাওয়া to herself.
One দিন I squeezed her hand, and she was laughing and crying all at the same time.
“I প্রণয় আপনি Johnny.” She whispered. “Just wake up.”
I tried so hard to answer her, but no words came out. I wanted to tell her I was ok, I would make it out of this, even though I would be paralyzed, I’d be fine. We’d be fine.
But all I can do now is squeeze her hand.