John Abruzzi-Pilot

So, আপনি tell me
That I’m the most beautiful girl you’ve ever met
And now you’re going on
On how আপনি can’t get me out of your head
Has no one filled আপনি in
That I don’t do things I might regret
So আপনি can pack up your little act
‘Cause I’m not falling for that

‘Cause I’m out of your league
You’re not even close to good enough for me
When I open my হৃদয়
It’s gotta be right from the start
I know you’re wildest fantasies
But they don’t match with reality
So আপনি can beg on your knees
You can’t get me

Now আপনি tell me
That I should be thankful to have আপনি around
And that instead of being...

I’m not bitter
I’m just being picky
I’m not cold
I’m just being lonely
I’m not lost
I’m just undiscovered
Living in my shell of safety
Building walls up once again

‘Cause I am afraid
That when I’d give আপনি my হৃদয় it might break
But I know
That when I’d give আপনি my প্রণয়
I gotta give আপনি all I have
Leave nothing out

I’m not broken
I’m just being scarred
I’m not hateful
I’m just playing it hard
You can reach me
If আপনি try hard enough
But if you’d rather not stay, just walk away
And don’t waste both of our time

‘Cause I am afraid
That when I’d give আপনি my হৃদয় it might break
But...

Got no reason to cry
I’m okay
Got no reason to hide
I’m okay
Got no reason to run from life
Or to fake a smile
Everything’s perfect this way
I’m okay

Bury me while I’m still breathing
Haunt me while I’m still sleeping
Torture me while I’m still feeling
Everything’s perfect this way
I’m okay

Got no place to run to
But I’m okay
Got no heaven to go through
Still I’m okay
Got no idea what to do
Or how to live without you
But everything’s perfect this way
I’m okay

Bury me while I’m still breathing
Haunt me while I’m still sleeping
Torture me while I’m still feeling
Everything’s perfect...

Ain't it sad
How I'm pushing people away
Refuse to let them in
All because of you
Ain't it sad
How I'm trying to সরানো on
But you're controlling my heart
Ever since I fell in প্রণয় with you

And even though I can only think about nothing but you
I still need to wake up and face the truth

'Cause আপনি are
Everything I'll never have
I wish I could go back
To where I হারিয়ে গেছে my head
So I could erase that moment
I'm everything you'll never know
If this is how the story's supposed to go
Then I'd take a piece of paper and my favourite pen
And I'd write it all over again

I won't cry
This pain's too deep
to be lightened with...

Daddy thinks I’m afraid
I’m afraid of never finding a প্রণয় that fits me
Well, he’s right in a way
Because everyday I fear আরো that we will never be

I’m zoning out on আপনি and I can’t breathe
You’re haunting my thoughts so I can’t sleep
And even though I know we could never be
I don’t wanna lose this fantasy

Can I just close my eyes
And imagine আপনি are পরবর্তি to me
Can I just pretend my life
to be so much আরো than it seems
Can I just ignore the pain
Can I please ক্রুশ your way
It’s so hard to keep it inside
I just wanna প্রণয় you, can I

Mommy mocks the fact I once
I once loved আপনি but doesn’t...

Boy, I hate you
Why আপনি have to be the way that আপনি are
If only আপনি were different
It would make it much easier for me to সরানো on

I thought আপনি finally belonged to the past
But who am I kidding, you’re a প্রণয় that seems to last

My হৃদয় breaks whenever I think of you
And my soul dies ‘cause I know it will never be true
It’s getting আরো obvious everyday
I’m in প্রণয় with you, again

It’s getting harder
To সরানো on without আপনি every day
But আপনি don’t even know me
I should just get a life and go my own way

My হৃদয় breaks whenever I think of you
And my soul dies ‘cause I know it will never be true...