The Following-Mad প্রণয়

I hoped it was over
I hoped no one would try to put me through that again
I suspected a lot of people
But আপনি were not one of them
You were my only friend
When I was at the bottom of my desperate mind
And I had the climb out to see the light
and clear my mind to finally realize

That it was আপনি all along
You’re the reason why things went wrong
I believed আপনি saved me from drowning
But all this time আপনি held me under water
You’re a very good manipulator
How could I ever see আপনি as my savior
You might as well just say goodbye
‘Cause I’m not in for your lies

I found my way through the traffic
I found a...

I'm pretending to be untouchable
I'm playing to be unbreakable
I'm অভিনয় to be capable
Of forgetting what আপনি do to me
But on the inside it's killing me

If you'd stab my eyes out I would still see you
If you'd cut my ears I would still hear you
If I'd be হারিয়ে গেছে আপনি would still reach me
And it's killing me
That no matter what you'll do
I could never প্রণয় anyone else but you

I'm saying words not coming from my heart
I'm making a totally different start
I'm অভিনয় like it doesn't tear me apart
When I try to forget about what আপনি do to me
But on the inside it's killing me


If you'd stab my eyes out I would still...

It's the way আপনি walk
It's the way আপনি talk
It's the way আপনি make me dizzy
It's the way আপনি smile
That turns me on for a while
Making আপনি see me won't be easy

It's the way আপনি are
It's the way আপনি drive your car
It's the way আপনি get me dreaming
It's the way আপনি rush
That makes me fall in a crush
And I'll never stop believing

In a future of আপনি and me
Though I know it won't be easy
If আপনি would just stand দ্বারা my side
And tried to read the signs
'Cause আপনি and me together
Is the way I picture us forever
If আপনি would just look into my eyes
You'd see the প্রণয় I can't hide

It's the way আপনি lay in your bed
It's the way...

আপনি don't need to be clever to figure this one out
It took a while,but now I know what you're all about
I've shed a million tears just because of you
But now I see what I can be without you

We all got one single life
And I'm not gonna waste mine to your tears and filthy lies

You said:
'Please,forgive me
I know I should've been strong
But I didn't know what was going on'
You said:
'Please,believe me
I didn't know what to do
So,I didn't tell আপনি the truth'

It shouldn't take much to make this one clear
But you're the only who doesn't seem to hear
You might wanna take a flight someday
'Cause when I'm stepping up...

What do আপনি feel now you're standing here
You really wanna make me believe you've changed
If I didn't know better,I would say it's allright
We can give it another try
But we both know that's not gonna happen

You can cry a river,it won't hurt my soul
I'll just leave you,crawling on the floor
'Cause I don't care for আপনি anymore

Don't chase after me
'Cause I'm already gone
Don't try to convince me
'Cause I'll never forget what you've done
Don't pretend,don't defend
Don't say you've changed your ways
'Cause unlike God I can't hear your prayers

How should I feel now you're back in my life
You really expect I'm...

I'm funny,I'm cheerful,I can make আপনি smile
I'd do anything for you,I'd walk a thousand miles
But আপনি killed the sparkle in my eyes
When আপনি started to tell all your lies
So grab your stuff and leave my life
I won't be the one to sacrifice

Turn around and take a very close look
'Cause you'll never see me again
You can give it your very best shot
But I'll never let আপনি in
So walk away and leave my life
I won't be the one to sacrifice

I'm broken,I'm sad,I wanna make আপনি cry
I'm a mess,I confess,I want আপনি to tell me why
I wanna push আপনি through hell like আপনি did with
I wanna cause আপনি pain,so bad আপনি couldn't...

She's got eyes like the devil
She's a demon from hell
The way she came into
I could never tell
All the words she's spoken
I can easily recall
All the promises she's broken
They will make her fall
She will fall

Pretty lies in her eyes
Pretty lies in her head
All the things that she thought
All the things that she said
She won't try it again
She won't hurt me twice
I can still hear the sound
Of all her pretty lies

She's got hair like a banshee
She's got a হৃদয় of stone
She's living free
But she's all alone
She's like a ghost
I don't know what's worst
She's got no reason to smile
'Cause she'll be cursed
She'll be...

I like it when the sky is blue
I like it when I hear the truth
I like it when you're not near
And I like it when things are real

I like it when the sun goes up
And I'd like it when you'd finally stop
I like it when you're far away
And I like it when there's nothing আপনি can say

But there are some things I don't like anymore
And about those things I think আপনি should know

'Cause I don't like the way আপনি came into my life
And I don't like the way আপনি told me all your lies
No,I don't like the way আপনি interrupt my words
And I don't like the way আপনি came into my world

You know that I like to sing
So আপনি can't tell...

Baby,I've seen it all
Telling all your lies trying to make me fall
And I know you're only fake
Letting আপনি inside was just one big mistake

You're still cold as ice
I can still hear the lies
I can see them in your eyes

And somehow I feel like I've been a fool
After all my prayers আপনি still broke the rules
And now I see it was just all pretend
Now I know you're not my friend

Baby,you think আপনি know
How it feels to be betrayed but let me show
You how it feels to hate
Don't start crying 'causr it's already too late

You still think I've let it go
Think I forgave আপনি all your show
But I still wanna know

And somehow...