I প্রণয় You! Is what the শিরোনাম means.
"But...Dad. I প্রণয় you!" I ব্যক্ত though my sobbing.
"I’m sorry baby girl... you've got to promise to be strong for your mother...Luke....and Pricilla..." He was so weak I had never seen him like this.
"No... No I can’t promise that... আপনি will make it though this... PLEASE dad!" I was crying harder now.
"Amelia আপনি have always been strong even...when আপনি were a baby....." He cleared his throat. He was holding back his tears."Please do this for me."
"Fine... I promise." My voice was horse.
My mother came in and interrupted us.
“Honey I need some time to talk to your father.” She was cold, emotionless and pale. She had puffy eyes. I could tell she had been crying. When I didn’t সরানো she made it clear দ্বারা saying.
“Alone… Please” Her voice kept braking.
With a tear streaked face I kissed my father’s head and left the room. I wasn’t escaping anything when I left and I knew that. I still felt relieved though. How was I supposed to deal with everything? Ugh! Life was so not fair. I turned to look at my sister and brother. They were sitting there eyes wondering and dead.
I went over and began to comfort my little sister the best I could.
“Hey…It’s okay. Don’t worry…” She was sobbing.
If I hadn’t made that promise I would have been balling myself. I only let one tear slip.
I turned my mother just came out of the room and it was like it happened so fast but in slow motion at the same time. My mother fell to her knees outside the door. My big brother and little sister run to either one of her sides. I just sat there. I wasn’t processing anything. I just sat there allowing one আরো tear drop than promising myself no আরো tears. I would be strong from here on out.
The funeral was taking place but I felt as though it was a bad dream. That any সেকেন্ড my father was going to come into my room and wake me up for breakfast. That I would wake up but it never happened. I never woke up. This nightmare was still happening and I was carried further and further away from reality.
It took me so long to post this and write. I hope আপনি like it. It will get better I promise so give it a chance.
"But...Dad. I প্রণয় you!" I ব্যক্ত though my sobbing.
"I’m sorry baby girl... you've got to promise to be strong for your mother...Luke....and Pricilla..." He was so weak I had never seen him like this.
"No... No I can’t promise that... আপনি will make it though this... PLEASE dad!" I was crying harder now.
"Amelia আপনি have always been strong even...when আপনি were a baby....." He cleared his throat. He was holding back his tears."Please do this for me."
"Fine... I promise." My voice was horse.
My mother came in and interrupted us.
“Honey I need some time to talk to your father.” She was cold, emotionless and pale. She had puffy eyes. I could tell she had been crying. When I didn’t সরানো she made it clear দ্বারা saying.
“Alone… Please” Her voice kept braking.
With a tear streaked face I kissed my father’s head and left the room. I wasn’t escaping anything when I left and I knew that. I still felt relieved though. How was I supposed to deal with everything? Ugh! Life was so not fair. I turned to look at my sister and brother. They were sitting there eyes wondering and dead.
I went over and began to comfort my little sister the best I could.
“Hey…It’s okay. Don’t worry…” She was sobbing.
If I hadn’t made that promise I would have been balling myself. I only let one tear slip.
I turned my mother just came out of the room and it was like it happened so fast but in slow motion at the same time. My mother fell to her knees outside the door. My big brother and little sister run to either one of her sides. I just sat there. I wasn’t processing anything. I just sat there allowing one আরো tear drop than promising myself no আরো tears. I would be strong from here on out.
The funeral was taking place but I felt as though it was a bad dream. That any সেকেন্ড my father was going to come into my room and wake me up for breakfast. That I would wake up but it never happened. I never woke up. This nightmare was still happening and I was carried further and further away from reality.
It took me so long to post this and write. I hope আপনি like it. It will get better I promise so give it a chance.
Please tell me if it sucks অথবা not. (:
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Mi প্রণয় for আপনি is very strong
Forever & and ever until it's gone
I hope we are like Romeo & Juilet
Because I know our time is set
I'm not romatic
অথবা attractive at all
I know I'm stupid
and always fall
I just have to wonder
Why me an no one other?
I'm a clumsy, ugly, stupid girl
But yet some how I rock your world?
Your eyes are like mi sactuary
Your arms are strong and a little hairy
I প্রণয় your hair, body and all
I lov theway আপনি take mi falls
Your my Prince in mi fiarytale
Not like the rest that are very frail
আপনি are strong and loveable
And always huggable<3
Your handsome, nice and very sweet
And if we ever beak-up
The পরবর্তি girl will have lucky seat
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Mi প্রণয় for আপনি is very strong
Forever & and ever until it's gone
I hope we are like Romeo & Juilet
Because I know our time is set
I'm not romatic
অথবা attractive at all
I know I'm stupid
and always fall
I just have to wonder
Why me an no one other?
I'm a clumsy, ugly, stupid girl
But yet some how I rock your world?
Your eyes are like mi sactuary
Your arms are strong and a little hairy
I প্রণয় your hair, body and all
I lov theway আপনি take mi falls
Your my Prince in mi fiarytale
Not like the rest that are very frail
আপনি are strong and loveable
And always huggable<3
Your handsome, nice and very sweet
And if we ever beak-up
The পরবর্তি girl will have lucky seat
There's guy number 1, guy number 2, and guy number 3.
Guy number 1:
It was ব্যক্ত a few months back that he has a crush on me. He has freckles all over his face, we insult each other a lot. He's funny, and he's awesome at bowling.
I crushed on him once in 3rd grade, but that was it. It only lasted like 1 day.
Guy number 2:
He's really cute, almost every girl in the class is crushing on him. We're pretty good friends, when I used to crush on him, I'd slip-up a lot, but I learn from my mistakes.
He has really good grades, all A's.
We both know how to play chess, but he always beats me.
Guy number 3:
We're pretty good friends, and we discovered two years পূর্বে that we're both left-handed. Which I think is really cool. Sometimes he'll sing songs made দ্বারা rappers, and I'll get an interest in that and ask who wrote it.
Most of the time I don't get his jokes, but I pretend to laugh anyway. This is the guy I just got over 2 days ago, but I'm still not sure.
Guy number 1:
It was ব্যক্ত a few months back that he has a crush on me. He has freckles all over his face, we insult each other a lot. He's funny, and he's awesome at bowling.
I crushed on him once in 3rd grade, but that was it. It only lasted like 1 day.
Guy number 2:
He's really cute, almost every girl in the class is crushing on him. We're pretty good friends, when I used to crush on him, I'd slip-up a lot, but I learn from my mistakes.
He has really good grades, all A's.
We both know how to play chess, but he always beats me.
Guy number 3:
We're pretty good friends, and we discovered two years পূর্বে that we're both left-handed. Which I think is really cool. Sometimes he'll sing songs made দ্বারা rappers, and I'll get an interest in that and ask who wrote it.
Most of the time I don't get his jokes, but I pretend to laugh anyway. This is the guy I just got over 2 days ago, but I'm still not sure.
beeing heartbroken is really bad one of the worst feelings
_ আপনি cry a lot
_you are listening to sad songs
_keep thinking of the good memories আপনি have with the hearbreaker
_maybe লেখা poems অথবা songs
_prefer to be alone
_hate when someone starts asking প্রশ্ন about this
here is a way to stop beeing heartbroken অথবা feel better
STOP beeing alone
talk to someone express your feelings
keep saying to yourself ''i can overcome him\her i'm strong
keep the feith
start hanging out with your বন্ধু when আপনি can
stop thinking about him\her think about something else that makes আপনি happy
আপনি will see that u'll feel better :)
_ আপনি cry a lot
_you are listening to sad songs
_keep thinking of the good memories আপনি have with the hearbreaker
_maybe লেখা poems অথবা songs
_prefer to be alone
_hate when someone starts asking প্রশ্ন about this
here is a way to stop beeing heartbroken অথবা feel better
STOP beeing alone
talk to someone express your feelings
keep saying to yourself ''i can overcome him\her i'm strong
keep the feith
start hanging out with your বন্ধু when আপনি can
stop thinking about him\her think about something else that makes আপনি happy
আপনি will see that u'll feel better :)
1. true প্রণয় never dies.It's only get stronger with time.
2.i feel lucky every দিন i'm with u
3.when i met you..my হৃদয় skipped a beat.the sun became the moon & cold turn into heat. ফুলেরসাজি weren't red. violets weren't blue. All because i fell in প্রণয় with you.
4.love is the closetest thing we got 2 magic
5.love is a game that 2 can play and both win
6.i want 2 be the only hand u hold
7.love is like a mountain hard 2 climb, but once u get 2 the শীর্ষ the veiw is beautiful
8.love is like a blazing flame, golden and full of warmth
9. anyone can catch your eye,but it takes someone special 2 capture your heart
10.true প্রণয় is like ghosts, which everybody talks about and few have ever seen
11.the best thing in life r unseen, that's y we close our eyes when we kiss, cry and dream
12.it takes a millions of people 2 complete the world,but it only takes u 2 complete mime
2.i feel lucky every দিন i'm with u
3.when i met you..my হৃদয় skipped a beat.the sun became the moon & cold turn into heat. ফুলেরসাজি weren't red. violets weren't blue. All because i fell in প্রণয় with you.
4.love is the closetest thing we got 2 magic
5.love is a game that 2 can play and both win
6.i want 2 be the only hand u hold
7.love is like a mountain hard 2 climb, but once u get 2 the শীর্ষ the veiw is beautiful
8.love is like a blazing flame, golden and full of warmth
9. anyone can catch your eye,but it takes someone special 2 capture your heart
10.true প্রণয় is like ghosts, which everybody talks about and few have ever seen
11.the best thing in life r unseen, that's y we close our eyes when we kiss, cry and dream
12.it takes a millions of people 2 complete the world,but it only takes u 2 complete mime
My হৃদয় weeps
My eyes sting
From the tears that want to escape
I feel so empty
So hollow
Something
Someone
That my body wanted escaped
Now i am left hollow
The tears want to fall
To প্রদর্শনী the pain
But they dry up
I get angry that I can't cry
Over something so heartbreaking
She talked me into it
I thought only somewhat about it
I thought about other people
Not about my heart
I made a mistake
I don't know if i can live without you
I guess i have to try now
But please promise me
That i will always have a piece of your heart
For me to love
And আপনি to প্রণয় back
My eyes sting
From the tears that want to escape
I feel so empty
So hollow
Something
Someone
That my body wanted escaped
Now i am left hollow
The tears want to fall
To প্রদর্শনী the pain
But they dry up
I get angry that I can't cry
Over something so heartbreaking
She talked me into it
I thought only somewhat about it
I thought about other people
Not about my heart
I made a mistake
I don't know if i can live without you
I guess i have to try now
But please promise me
That i will always have a piece of your heart
For me to love
And আপনি to প্রণয় back