True প্রণয় knows no bounderies. sigh. You'll never know what that means, unless you're me. True প্রণয় doesn't care what one looks like. True প্রণয় doesn't care who অথবা WHAT আপনি sre. I am probably the only one who fully understands this.
You're প্রণয় could be the cute guy who smiles at আপনি in class, he could be the one who helped আপনি stand up after আপনি fallen. He could e you're best friend...Or someone who has truly been there all along, ectetra. Thats me. I'm an ectetera.
For those of আপনি that don't know me my name is Luna. My parents are hippy freaks who named my sister, Star, and I after natural beuties. sometimes it get irritating, but I প্রণয় the name. Even if it is just a spanish moon. I have black hair, it is very wavy which irrtates me no end. I always straiten it, and I have to keep on dyeing it so my hair stays a fresh black. People think becasue of my figure I'm littlle miss perfect...they have no idea. Mainly becase, my looks are the only thing I have patince in. I can't learn an intrument, I can't cook অথবা clean. I just don't want to sit there and learn how. Besides looks are আরো important....right? wrong. I was so wrong at that time. But hey, প্রণয় can awaken anyone. It sure has awaken me.
My parents are hippy freaks.....but they are really rich because of my dad's best selling books. They won't let me have anything exept cloths though. So even though it's wrong, I'm going to have to steal some money from my dad's wallet. If I hadn't made that desision, I wouldn't be where I am now.
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Okay, This is the first chapter. Please tell me how it is so far k?
You're প্রণয় could be the cute guy who smiles at আপনি in class, he could be the one who helped আপনি stand up after আপনি fallen. He could e you're best friend...Or someone who has truly been there all along, ectetra. Thats me. I'm an ectetera.
For those of আপনি that don't know me my name is Luna. My parents are hippy freaks who named my sister, Star, and I after natural beuties. sometimes it get irritating, but I প্রণয় the name. Even if it is just a spanish moon. I have black hair, it is very wavy which irrtates me no end. I always straiten it, and I have to keep on dyeing it so my hair stays a fresh black. People think becasue of my figure I'm littlle miss perfect...they have no idea. Mainly becase, my looks are the only thing I have patince in. I can't learn an intrument, I can't cook অথবা clean. I just don't want to sit there and learn how. Besides looks are আরো important....right? wrong. I was so wrong at that time. But hey, প্রণয় can awaken anyone. It sure has awaken me.
My parents are hippy freaks.....but they are really rich because of my dad's best selling books. They won't let me have anything exept cloths though. So even though it's wrong, I'm going to have to steal some money from my dad's wallet. If I hadn't made that desision, I wouldn't be where I am now.
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Okay, This is the first chapter. Please tell me how it is so far k?
El amor es divino, nada lo puede dañar, menos la tristesa.
Y contigo, estoy muriendo.
Me estas haciendo cortar...y no quiero hacer eso...pero, no puedo aguantar este dolor, como nada me hace alegre ahora que estoy enamorao de ti...quiero ser invisible enfrente de ti.
Cuando sonries, pienso que no tengo razon por ser vivo.
Que eres mejor que yo, y necesitas algo mas que yo...alguien mejor.
Estoy muy debil...estoy muy mal...mi corazon se para, cuando me miras.
Eres todo en mi mente. Eres todo en que pienso. Tus ojos, tu piel, el color de tu pelo tan corto...y todo lo que tu dice...las letras অগ্রদূত en todo mi celebro.
El amor es divino...pero me duele cuando lo siento, y hace tiempo...que se que no me quieres...y hace tiempo, que...se que lo sepas.
Sorry for spanish. I'd try to translate to english, but I would fail xD
all the lies which
every guy gave to her
like the crown of
stupidity.
She's calm and all of
empty hopes
hides behind the veil
so nobody could see the
true her.
All of disappointments
she has been through.
She's cold but alive,
she has no faith,
it betrayed her a long
time ago.
Back there,
she turns into the past,
where she finds him,
the guy who gave his heart
only দ্বারা words,
not with soul,
not with love.
Oh she has been fooled
again.
She still cherish
the হৃদয় he gave to her
like it's still hers,
oh but she never belonged
to him.
He never wanted her
প্রণয় like she wanted
his,
and now all dreams
got smashed with that
cruel truth.
She will cry for him
every দিন and night,
and he won't even
remember how sweet
she was,
how pure her love
was.
No,he won't remember,
he will look for another
soft heart,
because he's safe,
he's নিরাপদ where true প্রণয় is,
and he will do it again,
he will be gone again.
he allows me to fly.
I’m flying like a bird,
free and placid.
He gives me a strength,
i give him my mind.
My হৃদয় is full of his thoughts,
full of his brightness,
full of his silence.
But still,he’s like the ocean,
so deep and mysterious,
আপনি can not find his soul
unless it finds you.
And i’m so ব্রেভ and such a coward
the same time,
i need him আরো and more,
and i’m scared for he found my soul.
I wish to touch his hair,
to calm in his arms.
I want him to feel it in my eyes that my প্রণয়
will never betray him,
and i want him to be what he is already,
himself.
I প্রণয় you. Those are the words আপনি say to someone that আপনি truly care for. To have someone who cares for আপনি as well. To be with someone that loves আপনি as much as আপনি প্রণয় her অথবা him. The most difficult part of caring for someone is telling them how আপনি feel. Sometimes we wish that it would be easy. But we shouln't be afraid to say it. আপনি should speak up now because later it could be to late. I know, easier ব্যক্ত than done. I've never had a girlfreind. I would like to though. Nobody wants to be lonley. we can't let fear of rejection stop us. If আপনি truly care for somebody, it means আপনি stand দ্বারা them no matter what. Through sickness, health, and even death. That is true love.
Ok, guys! This is my long forgotten hobby: লেখা poems, it has been a while since I've wrote one, and just মিনিট পূর্বে Leuron kinda "bugged me" into doing one. So I did and, for it not to be useless (like they all are), I'm posting it here. Enjoy (or not)! :)
My Love!
My প্রণয় comes from a fantasy.
From a very distant land,
A land of peace and harmony,
Where everyone joins hands.
My প্রণয় is awfully beautiful,
Green eyes, blonde hair,
I’ll never let go of her,
That, I honestly swear.
My প্রণয় is the most beautiful,
The fairest her land has ever seen,
For there shall be no equal beauty,
Where she is অথবা she has been.
Maybe my প্রণয় doesn’t truly exist,
It’s just my imagination,
Doesn’t exist in real life,
But someday I’ll find her,
And take her as my wife.
Vitor Martins AKA Sephisis17
My Love!
My প্রণয় comes from a fantasy.
From a very distant land,
A land of peace and harmony,
Where everyone joins hands.
My প্রণয় is awfully beautiful,
Green eyes, blonde hair,
I’ll never let go of her,
That, I honestly swear.
My প্রণয় is the most beautiful,
The fairest her land has ever seen,
For there shall be no equal beauty,
Where she is অথবা she has been.
Maybe my প্রণয় doesn’t truly exist,
It’s just my imagination,
Doesn’t exist in real life,
But someday I’ll find her,
And take her as my wife.
Vitor Martins AKA Sephisis17
However, I like the cute ones. The ones with a great personality whom other girls don't find sexy, (according to my consensus of school friends.) They find them cute but not sexy. I do find them sexy. I don't necessarily find rippling muscles sexy however if they have a cheeky grin and that naughty look in their eyes, আপনি bet, I fancy them. At the moment, these are the guys that sort of, to some extent fit that description:
1. রশ্মি Quinn - OH MY GOD! Got it all!
2. Sebastian Vettel - cute, funny
3. Jean-Baptiste Maunier - Great actor, cute
4. Samuel Barnett - see above
5. Ben Ellis - Great Singer / actor, cute