from the early age of 23 right around the hight of thriller michael always felt and talked about how he went through part of his life feeling lonley he always ব্যক্ত he would walk the on through the neighboorhood of the havenhurst compound and would try to find a friend to talk to and to just be himself and not the superstar that we all know that he is in the early 80's michael would always tell reports and journalist that he felt lonley some people thought of it as a joke and would say well dont আপনি have freinds that আপনি could talk to and hang out with অথবা dont আপনি have ur family that আপনি could talk to and share with them about how আপনি feel alot of them didnt understand what it really felt like to be lonley and not have somebody to talk to very much as much as আপনি would want to without having to pick up the phone in the late 200's michael talked to journalist martin bashir about being lonley and thow he felt about it saying its not a good feeling to have to wake up at night and start to cry cause আপনি relize আপনি have nobody to talk to at all on the stuff that আপনি have on your mind that দিন অথবা if your having a bad দিন and আপনি want to talk to somebody rewinding to the late 1990's michael's children were born which were prince and paris and soon little blanket some people thought that he could talk to his children sometimes which wasnt the case he couldnt talk to his children about personal stuff all the time later in years michael thoughts about being the lonliest person changed a little because he had his children দ্বারা his side he started to feel less lonley a little bit but he didnt feel lonley like he had used to when he was a young adult journalist always asked michael how he felt about being the lonliest person on earth as michael would explain it to them they didnt understand what it was like to be lonley some jounarlist would write negitve things about it saying that michael would surround himself with children and would do innoprate things which deffantley wasnt the case at all nobody knew how it felt to be lonley and wainting to have somebody to talk to and to see what is was like to wake up in the morning and too see a another person right beside আপনি yes michael did get married twice before but they obvously didnt feel the mold that michael wanted he did প্রণয় his first wife a great deal but things just didnt work out the way he wanted it to be and when he got married the সেকেন্ড the time he wanted a family soo bad which she did give him two wonderfull kids and again she ended there marriage দ্বারা choice most people thought of it as a joke saying michael got married just to get married for fun which wasnt the case at all some of them just dont understand at all poor michael
i argee with আপনি a 100 percent its not about how much stuff আপনি own that's about michael অথবা how many বই আপনি have about michael its about L-O-V-E that আপনি have for michael and the respect that আপনি have for him yes i have been a অনুরাগী of michael for 3 years now almost 4 years i read alot of বই about him only the true ones and i have cd's that i own that i listen to alot i listen and read his বই and listen to his সঙ্গীত is because its really good and i enjoy them although my family isnt a অনুরাগী of him doesnt matter to me i প্রণয় michael as a person not a enterainer like আপনি ব্যক্ত if michael was still here it would be so awesome if i had a full conversation with him about nothing but যেভাবে খুশী things and just have fun
many people questioned michael on how could children be নিরাপদ at his 27,000 acre ranch for instinces martin bashir he came into michael's life as a trustworthy person somebody that michael could share some of his personal life with but as the interview went on martin was making some side মতামত behind michael's back saying how could children be নিরাপদ in this 27,000 anger ranch and that he was scared for there safety as time went on michael watched the interview when it aired on tv after viewing it he was left devastaed and angry at such horrible remarks from somebody he trusted and spoken to after the horrible nightmare came to an end michael again had nobody to trust completly many interviews that michael has প্রদত্ত they tried to break him down দ্বারা trying to bring up the past about the allegastions againt gavin and jordie they thought that they reached a breaking point in him a point to were they thought that they won too be continued