Welcome to my World
It was the only release from the after the other he drank, until,eventually, the whole bottle was empty.
A Few Hours Before
The tophats stood out the severity of his situation was addressed দ্বারা the black স্যুইটস্ and the hankerchief, damp from his world had turned around axis was spinning out of control and he was on the edge, clinging on for dear life.
The door was his worst enemy. But what was behind it was his worst felt like a lifetime to get to his destiny. His fingers ached and trembled as he placed them on the handle and he gently clutched his side pocket. He swung the door open, closing his eyes as he went, daring to believe he was wrong.
He wasn't mistaken. His tears shuddered down his cheek as his body shook to its very wept and wept and couldn't stop until the early hours of the morning.
As soon as the door swung open a few hours earlier,the sounds of violins flooded his ears. It was the best and worst দিন of his life. When he heard the news, it was like Heaven and hell in the মহাকাশ of a heartbeat.
They were blissfully happy two best বন্ধু in the whole wide should have been elated for he wasn't. He felt so strongly about her but he couldn't tell her. He couldn't.
The string quartet kept on playing as he entered the part of his dream when he wanted to wake up. He glanced at her, momentarily, just to see wether she was looking back. He had to double take as he saw her standing there in her silk wedding dress. The fabric was billowing all the way down to the polished wooden floor.
In that precise moment he felt a surge of confidence burst through , extravagantly, decided to tell her, then and there, what he felt for her. Wedding দিন অথবা no wedding day, it didn't matter.
He went over to her and brought her to the edge of the dancefloor, making sure that they would not be overheard. He explained to her that she shouldn't have married Donny, she should have married him. She obviously thought he was joking, as she started to sip on her champagne, laughing grabbed her দ্বারা the shoulders and made her look at him. He made it clear that he had been in প্রণয় with her since the দিন they met. He apologised for proclaiming his প্রণয় on her wedding দিন but he thought he would burst if he didn't.
The reaction he was প্রদত্ত was condescending to say the least." আপনি don't প্রণয় me, আপনি just think আপনি do"
"You don't know that", an expression of confusion crossing his pale but strong face.
" I do. It isn't real. Someday you'll find the woman of your dreams, but that woman isn't me." A single tear slid down her made up face.
A salty yet comforting চুম্বন was placed on his dry lips. He closed his eyes, savouring the moment. It didn't matter what she said. He still loved slowly but elegantly walked away from him. From his love. He remained elusive throughout the rest of the reception, only chatting if someone came up to him.
One after the other he drank, until the pain was not so bad anymore.
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Chapter 2
Two years Later
The door hung dangerously দ্বারা it's one remaining hinge, but behind it lay a secret too terrible to imagine.
He staggered through, the time was 1:30AM. His mother always told him that nothing good happens after 2AM, so he thought it best to get in was on the brink of being drunk, but he was not quite there. Yet.
The pain was unbearable. She was gone from his world. She was gone from everybody's world. The curtains were hanging, tattered and ripped, swaying from side to side. The rotten wooden window ledge was full of fatal wood worm. The window was open widely, bringing in the brisk, winter shattered lightbulb flickered and made a slight buzzing sound before it died dark room was silhouetted দ্বারা the inspiring moonlight.
Damn, he thought. There was no alcohol left in the cupboard and he doubted that it would do anything to ease his pain. He drank so much that he couldn't even taste it anymore.
I wish it was me who had died in that car crash,not all my fault.
He had comforted Donny throughout the whole grieving period but deep down he just wanted to sob his হৃদয় just wanted her to be back. For the nest two weeks he cried himself to sleep.
He did not think the pain would be this bad. He thought that it was the easy way out. He thought that it would take the pain away. He felt his life slowly seeping into darkness.
Reaching into the শীর্ষ pocket of his খাকি জ্যাকেট he grabbed a piece of ruffled paper. Even unravelling it was a difficult it was inscribed a letter. A letter describing his deepest feelings:
Dearest Daphne,
I'm লেখা this at 4am because I can't get to sleep. I know this isn't the right time to tell you, as you're getting married tomorrow, but I just wanted to say that I প্রণয় you. I've loved আপনি since the moment we met. I don't anyone has loved anyone as much as I প্রণয় you. It's ironic, isn't it? আপনি fell in প্রণয় with the man I hired to get me away from Maris, so that I could be with you. I don't think this is far. I had everything planned perfectly. Get on with my life with Maris, and live happily ever after. Nothing's that simple, I suppose. Then আপনি came into my life, and it was fate. I knew from দিন one we would be together but now you're marrying Donny and I am left alone. I know that seems selfish but I believe we belong together. Like I told Roz "Why should two people be happy, when four people can be ecstatic?!" I know that this changes everything and if আপনি don't want to see me again, I completely understand.
Just know that I প্রণয় You, and will never stop.
Forever Yours, Niles xx
The time was 2AM and he fell to the ground with a thud. A pool of blood surrounded his lifeless body. He clutched the drenched letter in his weak hand. Yet he had enough strength to turn onto his back. As he did, he unveiled a ছুরি which was embedded in his gave one least thought to his mother.
She always was right.
It was the only release from the after the other he drank, until,eventually, the whole bottle was empty.
A Few Hours Before
The tophats stood out the severity of his situation was addressed দ্বারা the black স্যুইটস্ and the hankerchief, damp from his world had turned around axis was spinning out of control and he was on the edge, clinging on for dear life.
The door was his worst enemy. But what was behind it was his worst felt like a lifetime to get to his destiny. His fingers ached and trembled as he placed them on the handle and he gently clutched his side pocket. He swung the door open, closing his eyes as he went, daring to believe he was wrong.
He wasn't mistaken. His tears shuddered down his cheek as his body shook to its very wept and wept and couldn't stop until the early hours of the morning.
As soon as the door swung open a few hours earlier,the sounds of violins flooded his ears. It was the best and worst দিন of his life. When he heard the news, it was like Heaven and hell in the মহাকাশ of a heartbeat.
They were blissfully happy two best বন্ধু in the whole wide should have been elated for he wasn't. He felt so strongly about her but he couldn't tell her. He couldn't.
The string quartet kept on playing as he entered the part of his dream when he wanted to wake up. He glanced at her, momentarily, just to see wether she was looking back. He had to double take as he saw her standing there in her silk wedding dress. The fabric was billowing all the way down to the polished wooden floor.
In that precise moment he felt a surge of confidence burst through , extravagantly, decided to tell her, then and there, what he felt for her. Wedding দিন অথবা no wedding day, it didn't matter.
He went over to her and brought her to the edge of the dancefloor, making sure that they would not be overheard. He explained to her that she shouldn't have married Donny, she should have married him. She obviously thought he was joking, as she started to sip on her champagne, laughing grabbed her দ্বারা the shoulders and made her look at him. He made it clear that he had been in প্রণয় with her since the দিন they met. He apologised for proclaiming his প্রণয় on her wedding দিন but he thought he would burst if he didn't.
The reaction he was প্রদত্ত was condescending to say the least." আপনি don't প্রণয় me, আপনি just think আপনি do"
"You don't know that", an expression of confusion crossing his pale but strong face.
" I do. It isn't real. Someday you'll find the woman of your dreams, but that woman isn't me." A single tear slid down her made up face.
A salty yet comforting চুম্বন was placed on his dry lips. He closed his eyes, savouring the moment. It didn't matter what she said. He still loved slowly but elegantly walked away from him. From his love. He remained elusive throughout the rest of the reception, only chatting if someone came up to him.
One after the other he drank, until the pain was not so bad anymore.
xxxxxxxxxxx
Chapter 2
Two years Later
The door hung dangerously দ্বারা it's one remaining hinge, but behind it lay a secret too terrible to imagine.
He staggered through, the time was 1:30AM. His mother always told him that nothing good happens after 2AM, so he thought it best to get in was on the brink of being drunk, but he was not quite there. Yet.
The pain was unbearable. She was gone from his world. She was gone from everybody's world. The curtains were hanging, tattered and ripped, swaying from side to side. The rotten wooden window ledge was full of fatal wood worm. The window was open widely, bringing in the brisk, winter shattered lightbulb flickered and made a slight buzzing sound before it died dark room was silhouetted দ্বারা the inspiring moonlight.
Damn, he thought. There was no alcohol left in the cupboard and he doubted that it would do anything to ease his pain. He drank so much that he couldn't even taste it anymore.
I wish it was me who had died in that car crash,not all my fault.
He had comforted Donny throughout the whole grieving period but deep down he just wanted to sob his হৃদয় just wanted her to be back. For the nest two weeks he cried himself to sleep.
He did not think the pain would be this bad. He thought that it was the easy way out. He thought that it would take the pain away. He felt his life slowly seeping into darkness.
Reaching into the শীর্ষ pocket of his খাকি জ্যাকেট he grabbed a piece of ruffled paper. Even unravelling it was a difficult it was inscribed a letter. A letter describing his deepest feelings:
Dearest Daphne,
I'm লেখা this at 4am because I can't get to sleep. I know this isn't the right time to tell you, as you're getting married tomorrow, but I just wanted to say that I প্রণয় you. I've loved আপনি since the moment we met. I don't anyone has loved anyone as much as I প্রণয় you. It's ironic, isn't it? আপনি fell in প্রণয় with the man I hired to get me away from Maris, so that I could be with you. I don't think this is far. I had everything planned perfectly. Get on with my life with Maris, and live happily ever after. Nothing's that simple, I suppose. Then আপনি came into my life, and it was fate. I knew from দিন one we would be together but now you're marrying Donny and I am left alone. I know that seems selfish but I believe we belong together. Like I told Roz "Why should two people be happy, when four people can be ecstatic?!" I know that this changes everything and if আপনি don't want to see me again, I completely understand.
Just know that I প্রণয় You, and will never stop.
Forever Yours, Niles xx
The time was 2AM and he fell to the ground with a thud. A pool of blood surrounded his lifeless body. He clutched the drenched letter in his weak hand. Yet he had enough strength to turn onto his back. As he did, he unveiled a ছুরি which was embedded in his gave one least thought to his mother.
She always was right.
