Chap 9: Can I forget him?
Part 1: Memories.
Then I was standing at the front of my door in a very bad mood.
“How dare Hannah break her promise? I will kill her immediately when I see her.” I hit the roof.
I was so sure that my dad would embarrass অথবা make fun of me in front of Niall. I just hoped that Niall would not think that all my families were idiots.
As soon as the door was opened, I heard my dad’s terrible voice:
“Oh my lovely honey! Are আপনি going with Niall?”
However his face fell when he saw me alone.
“Where is he?” He asked rudely.
“Daddy, it’s just 5 pm. Today Niall has shows till 7 o’clock.”
He looked a bit disappointed and kept asking me:
“Really, Bella? Are আপনি lying me?”
“Whatsoever আপনি wanna think. Today I’m too exhausted. I just want to let my hair down.” I pretended so as to avoid answering his continous প্রশ্ন and hurriedly rushed to my room.
When I was about to do my homework, I received Niall’s message:
“Hun, I’ll come to your house at about 8. Miss ya so much!”
Oh my Niall, how sweetie he was! He always made me feel happy and smiley.
When I was taking my English notebook to do my essays, suddenly I saw my ছবি with my exboyfriend on the bookself. I took it and saw us when we were small. In the photo, he and I were building a sandcastle on the beach. He was shirtless and very cute with his black hair and sunburned skin. I still remembered that time his family and mine both went to Hawaii. That was the first time I had been in another country. I was very travelsick and thew up so much. He did take care of me all the time and made me feel better দ্বারা his jokes during the trip. He was the first boy that carried me on his back. He was the first boy that built for me a sandcastle. He also ব্যক্ত that when we grew up, he would build a real দুর্গ for me and I would be his princess forever. That was the happiest time in my পূর্ববর্তি life. He lighted up all my childhood with his প্রণয় for me. I did প্রণয় him. I had been loving him for over 10 years, but he left me, maybe forever. He told me to wait but I had been waiting hopelessly and finding him for a really long time. So many tears had I spent for him that I couldn’t count. Actually the moment I saw the ছবি of us, I knew that my প্রণয় for him was still there, in my হৃদয় because it was really hurt. He shattered my হৃদয় into million pieces. One tears fell on my cheek again. Ten years had passed but I didn’t know why I was still missing him so much. Maybe then it was time for me to let him go and make Niall come to my life to heal my heart. I knew that it was so hard but I would try.
I put the ছবি into my box under the টেবিল and texted to Niall:
“Plz come soon. I miss ya so much, Nialler.”
Let be gone be দ্বারা gone.
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I had just closed Bella’s door as quietly as possible. She cried again. Everytime she saw what was related to her ex-boyfriend, she burst into tears. Dad and I both knew that she still loves him so much. I just hoped that Niall would fill in the মহাকাশ in her heart. Actually, the only thing that made me adore my sister was her প্রণয় for her ex-boyfriend. It was the real প্রণয় that helped her overcome every pain in this ইঁদুর race. However, it was also the only thing that could pull her down everytime.
All of a sudden, I felt like someone grabbing my hair. Oh my god, it was Bella. I screamed:
“Bella, Bella, get your hands off my hair. আপনি are hurting me.”
But she even grabbed it আরো tightly and pulled me rudely into her room. Then she was gazing at me with her angry eyes.
“So, Hannah, what do আপনি want now? Wanna lose আপনি beloved Liam forever?” She scared the daylights out of me.
I looked at her with my widened eyes:
“What are আপনি talking about?”
“Don’t pretend as if আপনি were guiltless. How dare আপনি tell Dad about Niall?”
“Oh Bella, I’m terribly sorry but he forced me to tell.” I explained.
“Yeah and then আপনি told him in excitement.” She spoke ironically.
“Please, Bella, forgive me, honey. Don’t separate me from Liam.”
Suddenly, our dad shouted out loud:
“Oh, Bella, Hannah! Niall comes!”
She gave me a black look before getting out of the room:
“I will dealt with আপনি later.”
Hehehehe, lucky me, Niall really saved me that time.