*Sorry it took so long!):*
Liam POV: Three months later.....
I was sitting in my car driving to Nando's with the boys. We walked in and sat down at a table, Louis went to the bathroom. Some girls keep looking at us. They got closer and closer.
"Hi.....Are আপনি one direction?" She asked Harry, Niall ran away screaming. I laughed.
"No....those guys are..." He pointed to five old guys sitting দ্বারা us. The tall blonde laughed.
"Wow they must সম্পাদনা one direction a lot!"
"This shhh is bananas!" Zayn yelled standing on a chair. Cops came in.
"Uh oh it's the po po!" I ব্যক্ত running and hiding under the girls table.
"My milkshake brings all the girls to the yard!" Harry yelled and everybody in Nando's started laughing. Louis came out of the bathroom and saw Niall and Zayn running around screaming while the cops chased them, Harry গান গাওয়া milkshake, and me hiding under a table.
"What I miss?!" He smiled, everybody looked at him and laughed. "What?" He looked down and he was in his underwear. "Oops I left my pants!" He ran back into the bathroom and came back out with his pants on and no shirt. He walked out and he had toilet paper on his foot and it was endless. He walked around getting toilet paper everywhere....More cops came in.
"Run!!!" I yelled and we all ran out screaming, we ran into the mall. We all ran different directs. I hid behind a shelf in the jewelry store.
"Wow...." I saw this beautiful ring. I stood up and looked at it.
"Would আপনি like to look at it?" A guy took it out and handed it to me. "23 carrots....my wife has one like it." He smiled at me and walked away to help someone else. I heard a flash so I turned around and it was the paparazzi. I just smiled and looked back at the ring.
"I'll take it..." I payed for it then walked out. Harry was hiding under the cushions of the পালঙ্ক thing.
"Oh I'm tired I need to sit down!" I yelled and plopped on Harry.
"Get off..." I could barely hear him say. I jumped off.
"I bow to the!" I feel to my knees and bowed. "The talking পালঙ্ক lives!" I scream.
"There they are!" A cop yelled. Me and Harry ran around the store like angry gorillas. We ran back to Nando's and got into the car.
"What's that?" Harry asked looking at the Jarred's bag I was holding.
"Nothing!" I held it tighter. They all smiled at me. I smiled and looked out the window. We got প্রথমপাতা and ran inside.
"Simon!" I ran onto the পালঙ্ক and sat down, still holding the bag.
"What's that..?" He asked a little nerves. All the other guys came in and sat down.
"Uh...nothing!" I ran and hide it in my dresser and ran back down stairs.
"Anyways...." Simon ব্যক্ত looking at all of us. "We thought it would be a good idea to get one of আপনি a 'girlfriend'...." He ব্যক্ত and we all looked at each trying not to laugh. "What? Did I miss something..."
"No!" Louis quickly said.
"K....So who will do it... আপনি know have a 'girlfrien..."
"ME!" Louis yelled. I looked over at Zayn and he was looking at the ground. I guess him and Hannah still aren't together.
"Okay Louis...." I said, "Can we all talk about?" I asked Simon. He nodded and left. I taped on Zayn's shoulder and pointed to the stairs. We walked into my room. He sat down on my বিছানা and I sat on my chair.
"Yesterday would have been our three month-aversity..." He looked at the ground.
"Zayn I think আপনি will get back together...."
"But I don't know! They ব্যক্ত three years পূর্বে she changed! She only remembers three years ago.. everything else is just...blob!" He was pacing around my room.
"I know! But dude... আপনি have to give her space..."
"I could give her as much মহাকাশ as I could... but what if she never feels the same way that she did! She use to be all fun and not care about anything..laid back... but now she is just.... different..." He sat back down on the bed.
"Zayn....." I didn't know what to say.
"I give up...." He walked out my room.
"Zayn! This isn't like your math homework..." I followed him out. "You can't just give up on her so easy...." He faced me.
"What am I suppose to do!" He yelled. "Liam.. I প্রণয় that girl and I don't know if she still feels the same way! I kills me seeing all of আপনি together hugging and kissing.... I just want to hide away in a dark hole and never come out!" He yelled, we where standing in the hallway and the guys where watching from downstairs. Zayn walked into his room and slammed the door.
"Zayn...." I whispered tapping on the door. I pulled on the door-knob but it was lock.
"Give him so space..." Niall said. I walked into my room and laid on the বিছানা looked out the window. I fell asleep.
I ran into my room and slammed and locked the door. I ran to my dresser and pulled out my cigarettes. I smoked them one দ্বারা one until they where all gone. I didn't know what to do so I ran into the bathroom. I looked into the mirror,
Who is that? I asked myself, my eyes where blood shot red and my face was stained with tears. I got mad and punched the window making glass fall everywhere. I fell to the cold bathroom floor. I held my bloody hand close to my chest. I looked over and saw a piece of glass sitting on the ground. I picked it up and put it to my wrist. I slit my wrist. I did the other wrist but slower. I did one last one but slid it really slowly, I bit down on a towel as the pain went threw my body. I did it fast and dropped the bloody piece of broken glass onto the floor. I put my head back and slowly fell asleep. I woke up to banging on my door.
"Zayn please open up!" Harry yelled. I looked at my wrist, I slowly crawled to the sink and washed the dried blood away. I looked at myself in the broken mirror then walked out and sat in a corner of the room, looking out the window.
"Zayn আপনি need to eat!" Liam yelled.
"I'm not hungry..." I ব্যক্ত back.
"Zayn please!" Louis said. I ignored and after awhile they went away. I sat down on my বিছানা and looked at the picture of me and Hannah. I smiled and then it faded realizing that, that was over. I put all of the pictures of us and hid them in a drawer. I whipped away a tear and laid on my bed. I dozed off into a sleep.
I was really worried about Zayn it was almost 7 pm and he hasn't came out the room. We go to his door but it's always locked. We try to get him to eat but he turns it down. The only thing he says is,
"Not hungry" অথবা "No..."
Me and Louis where sitting in the living room.
"I'm really worried about him..." I ব্যক্ত braking the awkward silence.
"I am too.... last night I heard a loud bang on the দেওয়াল and glass falling to the ground... I went to his down to check on him and he ব্যক্ত he was fine...I knew that no matter what I ব্যক্ত he wouldn't give in.. so I just went back to bed." He looked at the ground. I looked up the stairs, it was really quite. I walked upstairs and knocked on Zayn's door.
"I'm Not hungry!" He yelled. It broke my হৃদয় to hear him like this. I sat দ্বারা his door. It was almost midnight and I was asleep.
"Harry..." I opened my eyes and saw Louis. "Go to bed..." He helped me up and I walked to my বিছানা and got under the covers.
I was laying my thinking when my phone started going off. It was Amie,
"Hey Ames!" I said.
"Hey can আপনি come over I don't feel very good. আপনি know....Pregnant stuff..." I laugh.
"On my way...." I jumped in my car and drove to Amie's house. I walked in, "What up my nigga?!" I screamed. I shut the door. She was sitting on the couched with a jug of milk, ice-cream, and popcorn. She was watching all of the Harry Potter movies. I sat down দ্বারা hair and propped my feet on her coffee table.
"Never get pregnant!" She laughed.
"Don't think I'll have a problem with that! I can't even get a boyfriend!" She paused the movie.
"Do আপনি like Zayn?" She asked, I shrugged my shoulders.
"I don't really know him..." I started.
"He loves you.... yesterday would have been your three মাস anniversary..."
"I don't know him..." She played the movie again. We sat there and watched half of them then went to bed. She sleeps with this big red বালিশ and I don't know why. I woke up and she was already awake and cooking breakfast. I walked into the রান্নাঘর and took some aspirin.
"My head hurts!" I complained. She smiled.
"Did আপনি take something for it?" She asked and I nodded. She threw me a bottle of water.
"Get dressed we are going to the boys house!" She put the বেকন on a plate and wrapper it up with প্যানকেকস and eggs. I went into her room opened my suit case and got dressed.
I walked out of the room and saw what Amie was wearing.
"Looks like আপনি not trying to impress anybody!" I laughed.
"Nope I already got him so why do I have to impress him?!" She ব্যক্ত laughing. We walked out and headed for the boys house.
I was sitting on the ground with fresh cuts on my wrist. I looked out the window and saw Amie's car pull up. Someone was in the front আসন but I don't know who, until she got out.... Hannah. I smiled seeing her. Liam ran outside and kissed Amie. I walked into my bathroom and washed my arms. The cold water stinged my cuts at first but then it felt really good.
"Zayn, Amie and Hannah are here, they brought food!" Louis ব্যক্ত threw the door.
"I'm not hungry!"
"Zayn আপনি haven't ate in two days!" He yelled.
"I know I'm just not hungry!" I went back to my বিছানা and played music.
When we walked in I heard Louis yelling. I looked at the শীর্ষ of the stairs.
"Where's Zayn?" I asked worriedly.
"In his room good luck getting him out..." Niall said. I walked up stairs as Louis came down.
"Zayn..." I knocked on the door. Nobody answered. "Zayn!" I ব্যক্ত louder banging on the door. He opened it. His hair was all messed up and he looked all beat up. He looked skinnier then ever and his eyes had hate in them. It broke my heart.
"Zayn..." I hugged him and he hugged back but not as strong as usual. I walked into the door and closed it. I sat down on the বিছানা with him. I looked at his wrist and I felt a tear go down my cheek. I looked up at him and hugged him.
"Zayn why?" I didn't let go of him.
"Because.... I can't stand being without you!" I backed away.
"Zayn..." I took his hand and he flinched. I looked at the floor and there was a blood stain on the ground. I put my hand on his cheek and rubbed it.
"Zayn আপনি know I প্রণয় you... I just..... I don't really know আপনি though..." I held on tight to his hand.
"But আপনি do..." I shook my head.
"I don't... maybe I did, but I don't anymore...I'm sorry," I hugged him and walked out the room. I ran out side and sat on the poolside. I didn't know how I felt but I don't know Zayn and I don't know how he might be, maybe I could ask?