posted by MadisonFontenot
"So why did আপনি call me over here babe?" Dawson asked sitting পরবর্তি to me on my bed.
I sighed trying to avoid eye contact with him, "I need to tell আপনি something, and আপনি might kinda hate me after I tell you." I stared outside the window. A couple where having a make out session as a kid skateboarded pass them.
"A week ago, at the store when আপনি came to bring us lunch, me and Dava where working," Saying Dava's name hurt, she was my best friend and after what happened, she totally ignores me- I wouldn't blame her tho. "I tripped and fell on শীর্ষ of Dava," Tears came to my eyes but I tried to hold them in, "And... we...." I looked down at my hands.
"That's why আপনি where অভিনয় so weird when I came back in. আপনি and Dava.... kissed?"
I nodded, "It was a stupid চুম্বন that meant nothing to me!" I pleaded.
"Nothing?" In the door way stood Dava, "You know, I have been thinking about it alot and.. I guess that the চুম্বন really didn't mean nothing to me. It meant something." She turned around and ran down stairs, "Dava!" I yelled standing up. Dawson stood up and walked to the back door.
"Dammit!" I yelled hitting the wall. I knew I had to follow one of them but, what one? What relationship is আরো important to me? Duh, that's a no brainer, Dava's.
"Wait!" I ran up to Dava right when she was unlocking her door. I was dark and quiet. Dava looked at me with her eyes puffy and red from crying, "What?" She barked, "I thought I was nothing to you?"
I let a tear slip, "Dava, আপনি mean everything to me!.... I just.... I don't know what to do. অথবা how I feel. I just.... Dava, I'm so confused!" She hugged me as I cried into her shoulder.
"Shh, nobody's perfect" She whispered in my ear.
I backed away, "Dava," I didn't know what to say. I had to see if I really do have feeling for her. So I kissed her. Sparks. I saw fireworks and my stomach turned upside down and I felt warm and same. Okay, I'm in প্রণয় with my best-friend. Dava smiled backing away and so did I.
"I প্রণয় you," I whispered holding her hand.
"I প্রণয় আপনি too." She চুম্বন me one আরো time then walked inside her house. I smiled the whole way home. It feels good to know how আপনি really feel. When I got প্রথমপাতা I checked my phone and I had two messages and an E-mail.
"For now, lets call things off."
Yeah, need to change his name on my phone now.
"Hey! Still feel the same?"
I texted Dava back,
"I feel less confused!"
And then I texted Dawson back,
I watching as the sending bar slowly went from the middle of the bar to the end.
'Message Sent' My phone said. I sighed and check my E-mail
Raylee BeyondPerfect Caleb:
"Party at my house Friday night! Dress up in costume! Can't wait to see আপনি there!"
I rolled my eyes and exited out not bothering to reply. As I walked down stairs I saw my mom sitting with Aunt Jessie, Dava's mom.
"Sweety, go back upstairs." My mom demanded. It three in the fucking morning, why the hell is she here? I slowly turned around and walked upstairs. As soon as I got to the শীর্ষ of the stairs, I realized why she is here...
"What was the emergency?!" I yelled walking into Anna's kitchen.
"Boredom. That's the emergency." She ব্যক্ত typing on her laptop.
"Really?" I asked.
"Mhmm," I heard a door slam and then Dawson storm inside the house.
"Sup dude?" I asked.
"Nothing, just my girlfriend, অথবা ex-girlfriend, was cheating on me... with another girl." Anna looked at me in shock and Bentley looked at me confused.
"Harley cheated on you? With who?" Anna asked setting her laptop down on the counter.
"Dava," I whispered looking at the dark wooden floor, "Don't tell her I ব্যক্ত anything! Don't tell anyone." We nodded in agreement.
"Hey Dawson, what are আপনি doing here?" Mr. Payne ব্যক্ত walking in.
"I saw my mom's car here."
"Oh yeah, she went to the mall with some of her friends, she'll be back later." He went to the চুলা and started cooking. Anna gestured us to her room.
"Wanna play video games?" Anna asked.
"Sure." I said, still trying to function out what Dawson said.
As me and my friends, Juillet and Clara, walked into the খাবার কার্ট I excused myself to use the restroom. I walked towards the restroom.
"Hey!" I accidently ran into someone. He had dark-brown hair and light skin. When the guy faced me I saw Niall.
"Hello, Aria." He ব্যক্ত not smiling. I haven't seen him in a year, when we got divorced. My kids still see him but I never do. I turned around and scurried out the door.