But now, she's going প্রথমপাতা and isn't very happy about it. The boys will probably always watch her and not let her out of their sight, she hasn't told them exactly what happened that night in the alleyway, but she knew that they would find out soon
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"Ruby!" Zayn yelled pulling her onto his lap. Ruby rested her head on his bare chest. "Tired?" Zayn asked. She nodded and closed her eyes. A few মিনিট later she was sleep on his lap and Niall walked in. He looked at Ruby and smiled at his sleeping sister, "What do আপনি think happened?" Niall asked. Zayn looked at him confused, "She hasn't told আপনি yet?" Niall shook his head. Zayn looked at Ruby to make sure she was asleep, "Go to her and under the right side of her বিছানা mattress, আপনি will find a book. Me and Harry found it when আপনি asked us to get Ruby some আরো clothes." Zayn explained. Niall nodded and did as he was told.
Niall grabbed the book and opened to the front page.
May 7, 2007
Dear Diary,
Today in P.E it was tough, my crush Nathan and his 'gang' marched over to me during break and jerked the book I was পাঠ করা out of my hands. He asked me what I was doing and I simply told him reading. He slapped me across my face and told me to watch my tone! What tone?! I just don't understand. I thought he liked me too, guess I was wrong.
Love,
Ruby
Niall sighed and flipped a couple of pages.
May 20, 2007
Dear Diary,
Last time we talked I told আপনি about how Elle and her best friend told me how I was pathetic and useless to the world...
Niall dropped the book as a tear slipped down his face. How could someone do this to his little sister? She's so sweet and innocent.
Niall looked down at the ground and sighed picking it back up and flipping back to the page...
...and how I should just kill myself, and do the world a favor. Why does she hate me? Why is everybody so mean? I cannot go on like this for much longer. Well, it's been a week since then and things are getting worse. Rebecca, my ex-BFF, has যোগদান Elle an is tormenting me too. Why has my life turned into this? And what makes it worse is that Niall is so busy in his school work that he never has time for me anymore. So I'm all alone in this cold cruel world.
Love,
Ruby
Niall skipped to very last page....
June 5, 2009
Dear Diary,
Me and the boys went to the চলচ্চিত্র to see my all-time পছন্দ movie, Harry Potter. We had lots of fun and he even introduced me to his girlfriend -he says they aren't dating but I know they really are. Tee-hee but don't tell him I ব্যক্ত that our I would probably get in trouble! Speaking about trouble... While we where at the চলচ্চিত্র a few days ago, I went to the restroom and asked Lindsey, Niall's so-called 'friend' aka 'girlfriend', to stay out side and that I would only be a minute. As I walked over to the stalls someone grabbed my hair and threw me against the wall. "I thought they didn't let সারমেয় in here!" The high pitched voice ব্যক্ত with some snickering behind her. I looked up and saw Elle. She kicked me in my gut and I winced at the pain. It was terrible, she kick, punched, and did whatever possible to hurt me that went on for almost three minutes. When she an her posy walked away I cleaned my self up ad walked out the bathroom. I acted like nothing was wrong even though things were very wrong. When I got প্রথমপাতা I made a lame excuse and ব্যক্ত I was tired, but really I went into my room and cut. Like I do almost every night. So that's my catch up on what been happening in my life/: but the good news is that me and Zayn have gotten really close. He is always there for me when I need him.... And he's my best friend, and don't tell anyone but I think he's kinda cute! Well, I'm going off to বিছানা so goodnight!
Love,
Ruby
Niall flipped through the pages some আরো পাঠ করা আরো and more. The আরো he read the আরো sick he got. Everything they did to her was so cruel. He closed the book and slid it back under the bed.
As he skipped down stairs he saw Ruby and Zayn talking and giggling. He thought of what the diary said, I think he's kinda cute! he never notice how much she liked him. To bad she's his sister and Zayn's his bestfriend. They are only two years apart so it might be possible... But Niall would never let it happen!
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"Rubz?" Zayn asked walking into Ruby's room.
"Yes?" She asked climbing off her bed. "Are আপনি hungry? We are going to Nando's." Ruby was edging to go but since they where going to a restaurant that meant that she had to... Eat. She hasn't eaten in almost a two weeks. "No," she finally said, "I'm not hungry." Zayn walked closer to her, "Ruby." He ব্যক্ত sternly, "You need to get something in your stomach. Please come. For Niall? For me?" Ruby sighed looking at the ground. After a few সেকেন্ড she nodded. Zayn smiled and grabbed her hand. They walked down the stairs.
"We all ready?" Niall asked impatiently. Seriously this boy had no patients at all! Everyone nodded. In the car ride Louis and Liam rode in the front Niall sat in the middle, Lindsey sat দ্বারা him and Zayn sat on the other side of Niall with Ruby on his lap. He had his arms around her tiny waist and she had her head on his shoulder. While Ruby was looking out the window, Niall bent over to Zayn, "Keep your hands to yourself Zaynie!" He whispered. Zayn blushed and looked out the window too. They finally got to Nando's and Ruby looked like she was going to barf. Zayn grabbed her hand. She smiled wildly at him.
Everybody order there খাবার and are now mingling.
Liam's burger and Niall's nachos came out the door. And then one দ্বারা one everyone's খাবার came out. Ruby starred down at her plate. She got grilled cheese and fries. She sighed and looked up at everyone at the table. Liam, Louis, and Niall were having a eating contest, Lindsey was watching them giggling, and Zayn was messing with his hair. Ruby sat back and watched Louis and Liam. Louis was using his elbows to সরানো the খাবার away from Liam. Ruby giggled quietly. She looked down at her plate again and grabbed a fry and stuffed it in her mouth.
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Ruby was walking up the stairs when someone grabbed her waist and carried her to the couch. She could tell দ্বারা the boney fingers of who it was, "Louis!" Ruby cried giggling. Louis put her on his lap, "Yes?" He asked squeezing Ruby so she couldn't get out of his arms. She tried but soon gave up, "So what are we watching?" Louis grabbed the remote and flicked through the channels, "How about.... THE AVENGERS!!" Ruby giggled and nodded. They started the movie and Ruby snuggled up to Louis.
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"Alana.." Harry whispered shaking her lightly. She moaned as her eyes fluttered open. It was nine in the morning and Harry was surprisingly up. Alana smiled wildly at Harry.
"Niall! Zayn! Louis! Harry!" Someone yelled from down stairs. Harry looked at the half open door. He sighed getting out of বিছানা and Alana following. Once down stair he saw Liam smiling like crazy holding his phone, Louis sitting on the couch, Ruby on his lap, Zayn sitting on the opposite side of the couch, and Niall and Lindsey cuddling on the love-seat. Harry sat on the recliner and pulled Alana on his lap.
"So.. what did আপনি want?" Zayn asked. Liam looked at everybody and smiled even wider, "We are going on the X-Factor tour!" Everybody was screaming yelling and full of excitement, but not Alana. She knew that they would be gone for a long time.. and she would be alone.
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