Its 3:00am I am still awake thinking about them. They গাউন my হৃদয় and it was obvious I গাউন theirs too. I cant help it but I think about them all the time. Its manly the words Harry spoke to me at the airport that have me swoon. Its hard to forget them I mean they live পরবর্তি door. Its not even that its their personality's their completely amazayn. And there's nothing to do about it but let my self fall in love. At 4:49pm I heard a shot আগুন all I could think about was them, who fired the shot, and who got shot. I rushed out side never thinking about what I was doing. I knocked loudly on the door.Harry answered sleepily eyes barley open. "Is everyone okay I heard a gun shot and was worried." I ব্যক্ত to him admiring his shiftless chest with his ট্যাটু and 4 nipples. Niall came up behind him wide awake."What are আপনি doing up so early love."Niall ব্যক্ত "I was just checking on আপনি guys I heard a gun shot and thought it came from this direction and..." BOOM!! There it was again the shots were getting closer and closer."Get in here Alex.Before they get you. Go get in বিছানা with Louis but no fun just sleeping."Harry said. "Thank আপনি guys so much but I better get going." I ব্যক্ত trying to slip back outside to go home. Harry grabbed my wrist and pulled me into a long passionate kiss." Would আপনি fill better in my room."he ব্যক্ত quietly into my ear "Ya I really would" I ব্যক্ত with a small wink ;) He led me to his room witch smelled like axe body spray and sweat he gave me one of his shirts and some sweat pants and showed me the bath room. I loved him that was final.I liked Niall though and I had to think about this some আরো alone this time and I had to make my final desision and I knew there was no way to break Niall's fragial হৃদয় but then again what about Harry's হৃদয় I know their both torn but then again so am I. Harry was stroking my face and গান গাওয়া "What are আপনি doing I thought আপনি were asleep."I ব্যক্ত "You woke me up screaming and I decided to calm আপনি down."he ব্যক্ত "I'm so so sorry Harry I had a bad dream and I'm just so sorry."I ব্যক্ত babbling thinking about the dream."You want to talk about it "he said. "Sure I was a slut Harry and I was married to আপনি and lied to আপনি every দিন saying that I worked at a insurance company and snuck out to have sex with Niall every night and I couldn't take it any আরো so I decided to tell আপনি the truth one দিন and আপনি ব্যক্ত আপনি weren't mad but then আপনি started to abuse me and..."he pulled me in to a long passionate kiss.I had almost urged my self to tell Harry to stop I had to get home. My aunt was probebly worried sick. My mom died 3 months I was born and my dad is in jail for killing her so I am alone with my aunt. She never married অথবা even dated.