Ok, this will be the last one for today! Thx for the মতামত and rating and please continuing to do so! Wow, I think this one is A LOT longer than usual!! ^_^
Bella's POV
আনাস্তেসিয়াa glared at me.
"Why would I tell you?" she sneered.
"I want to know your past. I wonder what my life would be like if I was the one who went through adoption." I told her.
She glared at me, with a cold and hard expression as if she was trying very hard to concentrate on something. I assumed she was trying to hold the expression there. But then she saw the care and sencere in my face and her hold on the expression suddenly slipped away. It was like she was removing a mask. Underneath the mask, was an agonized expression. Was her past so horrible? I felt my face turn to the same expression on her face. Though, she's with the Volturi, she's still my sister.
Anastasia's face looked so agonized that she looked like she was about to cry.
"It's a long story. I remember almost every detail of my life, including my human life." she whispered. I nodded, encouraging her to continue.
The rest of the Cullens took a seat, on the chairs, the couches, the bed, any possible place to sit. Only Edward stand besides me, and placed on of his hands on my shoulder. Though, I wasn't sure why. To hold me still? Maybe he knows some of the things my sister is about to say. She took a deep breath first.
"My past.. is not a great memory of mine. I grew up in Seattle, Washington's orphanage. During the beginning of my life, I was happy and had a care-free life. I was happy with the friends.
Though, when I was about 12 years old, the orphanage had a hard time maintaining the builing. They were loosing money. All the kids, including me, tried our best to earn some cash. We made সরবৎ stands, we sold some items we don't use in the buildings. Nothing worked. People didn't bother to get our things. In a few days, the orphanage closed down." she ব্যক্ত with a tortured expression.
I felt so bad for her.
"So what happened to all the children in the orphanage, and including you?" I asked her.
She sighed and then continued.
"We moved to another orphanage, down in Idaho. It was much worse than the one in Seattle. I think they accedentally put us in the wrong orphanage. It was almost like military camp in my opinion. We had barely any food, we had to be out all day, even though there is a thunderstorm অথবা snowstorm. I pretty much forced myself to stay at that damn orphange for a couple years until I was the legal age of adulthood. I was forced out of the orphanage until I was 18." she laughed at herself for a reason I didn't catch. Then she took another deep breath and continued.
"I didn't know where to go. I didn't have a proper education, even though I was 18. I couldn't go to college. But one day, I met a man in the woods. He looked like a very kind man. His name was Ashton, he was a professor at the Uneversity of Idaho. Though, he looked extremely young, maybe about in his early 20's. I was surprised. Then Ashton helped me teach everything I needed to know. I gotta say, he's an expert. He taught me all the subjects and I had no problems. It surprised Ashton. I was an easy learner. In about a year, I managed to learn everything I needed to know, from preschool things to 12th grade. I was proud of myelf. Ashton provided a place for me to stay." আনাস্তেসিয়াa ব্যক্ত while smiling.
"Wow." was the only thing I said. I couldn't think of another word to say. Everyone else was just mesmerized দ্বারা her story.
"I have আরো to say, Bella, the way how I turned to a vampire and how I met the Volturi." she said.
I sighed. She did have a complicated life... but mine was complicated too.
"On Valentine's Day, Ashton told me he was in প্রণয় with me. I couldn't think of a word to say to him. But then he told me that he had a secret that he was not allowed to say.... he's a vampire. I almost fainted. But then he told me he wanted to be with me forever. I was flattered, but I was also terrified, being with a vampire... that gave me thoughts. But unexpectedly, I was then held দ্বারা Ashton and he kissed my neck. Then he changed me... without hearing my concerns and মতামত about the fact he was a vampire. I was writhing in pain for 63 hours. When I was a newborn, I had a bad temper. I was so angry at Ashton... that I killed him..." she whispered and she started to sob but she couldn't cry tears, no vampire can.
"After that, I was terrified for what I had become. I tried my best to control my thirst. It was very hard. I ran all over the country, not knowing where I'm going. I killed innocent humans along to way. I was so upset. In the state of Maine, I was sitting on a bench and then a man in a dark ছদ্মবেশ and some other of the man's followers were right behind them, his name is Aro."
Bella's POV
আনাস্তেসিয়াa glared at me.
"Why would I tell you?" she sneered.
"I want to know your past. I wonder what my life would be like if I was the one who went through adoption." I told her.
She glared at me, with a cold and hard expression as if she was trying very hard to concentrate on something. I assumed she was trying to hold the expression there. But then she saw the care and sencere in my face and her hold on the expression suddenly slipped away. It was like she was removing a mask. Underneath the mask, was an agonized expression. Was her past so horrible? I felt my face turn to the same expression on her face. Though, she's with the Volturi, she's still my sister.
Anastasia's face looked so agonized that she looked like she was about to cry.
"It's a long story. I remember almost every detail of my life, including my human life." she whispered. I nodded, encouraging her to continue.
The rest of the Cullens took a seat, on the chairs, the couches, the bed, any possible place to sit. Only Edward stand besides me, and placed on of his hands on my shoulder. Though, I wasn't sure why. To hold me still? Maybe he knows some of the things my sister is about to say. She took a deep breath first.
"My past.. is not a great memory of mine. I grew up in Seattle, Washington's orphanage. During the beginning of my life, I was happy and had a care-free life. I was happy with the friends.
Though, when I was about 12 years old, the orphanage had a hard time maintaining the builing. They were loosing money. All the kids, including me, tried our best to earn some cash. We made সরবৎ stands, we sold some items we don't use in the buildings. Nothing worked. People didn't bother to get our things. In a few days, the orphanage closed down." she ব্যক্ত with a tortured expression.
I felt so bad for her.
"So what happened to all the children in the orphanage, and including you?" I asked her.
She sighed and then continued.
"We moved to another orphanage, down in Idaho. It was much worse than the one in Seattle. I think they accedentally put us in the wrong orphanage. It was almost like military camp in my opinion. We had barely any food, we had to be out all day, even though there is a thunderstorm অথবা snowstorm. I pretty much forced myself to stay at that damn orphange for a couple years until I was the legal age of adulthood. I was forced out of the orphanage until I was 18." she laughed at herself for a reason I didn't catch. Then she took another deep breath and continued.
"I didn't know where to go. I didn't have a proper education, even though I was 18. I couldn't go to college. But one day, I met a man in the woods. He looked like a very kind man. His name was Ashton, he was a professor at the Uneversity of Idaho. Though, he looked extremely young, maybe about in his early 20's. I was surprised. Then Ashton helped me teach everything I needed to know. I gotta say, he's an expert. He taught me all the subjects and I had no problems. It surprised Ashton. I was an easy learner. In about a year, I managed to learn everything I needed to know, from preschool things to 12th grade. I was proud of myelf. Ashton provided a place for me to stay." আনাস্তেসিয়াa ব্যক্ত while smiling.
"Wow." was the only thing I said. I couldn't think of another word to say. Everyone else was just mesmerized দ্বারা her story.
"I have আরো to say, Bella, the way how I turned to a vampire and how I met the Volturi." she said.
I sighed. She did have a complicated life... but mine was complicated too.
"On Valentine's Day, Ashton told me he was in প্রণয় with me. I couldn't think of a word to say to him. But then he told me that he had a secret that he was not allowed to say.... he's a vampire. I almost fainted. But then he told me he wanted to be with me forever. I was flattered, but I was also terrified, being with a vampire... that gave me thoughts. But unexpectedly, I was then held দ্বারা Ashton and he kissed my neck. Then he changed me... without hearing my concerns and মতামত about the fact he was a vampire. I was writhing in pain for 63 hours. When I was a newborn, I had a bad temper. I was so angry at Ashton... that I killed him..." she whispered and she started to sob but she couldn't cry tears, no vampire can.
"After that, I was terrified for what I had become. I tried my best to control my thirst. It was very hard. I ran all over the country, not knowing where I'm going. I killed innocent humans along to way. I was so upset. In the state of Maine, I was sitting on a bench and then a man in a dark ছদ্মবেশ and some other of the man's followers were right behind them, his name is Aro."
This is a প্রিভিউ of the Eclipse in Edward's POV that;s OFFICIALY coming out in July, but I can't help myself, here's a প্রিভিউ of Everlasting Choice. Hope you'll like it. =D
I'm glad that I came back to Forks. Bella is with me again after months of agony and loss. I can tell she's the same way with me. Life seemed to go back to normal, but now Bella had to become one of us, so she wouldn't be killed. We still have to keep a lookout for Victoria's return. Even graduation is coming up. These things are overwhelming Bella, but I promise that we don't have to worry about it.
But I realized when I left Bella, I left her broken, shattered into pieces. I had paid the consequences for the largest mistake on my very long life... Bella's best friend, werewolf, one of the legendary enemies of the vampires, Jacob Black.
I'm glad that I came back to Forks. Bella is with me again after months of agony and loss. I can tell she's the same way with me. Life seemed to go back to normal, but now Bella had to become one of us, so she wouldn't be killed. We still have to keep a lookout for Victoria's return. Even graduation is coming up. These things are overwhelming Bella, but I promise that we don't have to worry about it.
But I realized when I left Bella, I left her broken, shattered into pieces. I had paid the consequences for the largest mistake on my very long life... Bella's best friend, werewolf, one of the legendary enemies of the vampires, Jacob Black.
Here's New Moon Confessions. like I ব্যক্ত before, I don't any of these, I just পোষ্ট হয়েছে them for people's enjoyments.
#1
I can hear Edward in my head too!
#2
If Edward dies, I headed off to Volterra.
#3
Alice গাউন my Porsche.
#4
Jane has my পছন্দ vampire power.
#5
I have Edward's soul. *Evil Laugh*
#6
Bella's Epiphany = Stating the obvious.
#7
Edward didn't go to South America. He was visiting me.
#8
I named all of my সারমেয় after Jacob and his friends.
#9
I skipped all of the chapters without Edward in them.
#10
I সেকেন্ড Emmett's vote.
#11
I cut myself in front of Jasper for fun.
#12
If Bella won't marry Edward, I will.
#1
I can hear Edward in my head too!
#2
If Edward dies, I headed off to Volterra.
#3
Alice গাউন my Porsche.
#4
Jane has my পছন্দ vampire power.
#5
I have Edward's soul. *Evil Laugh*
#6
Bella's Epiphany = Stating the obvious.
#7
Edward didn't go to South America. He was visiting me.
#8
I named all of my সারমেয় after Jacob and his friends.
#9
I skipped all of the chapters without Edward in them.
#10
I সেকেন্ড Emmett's vote.
#11
I cut myself in front of Jasper for fun.
#12
If Bella won't marry Edward, I will.