How can I send a mail to Phil?

I am writting আপনি from Spain. I am an almost 42 years-old girl whos' been অনুরাগী of Mr. impresive, incredible, unbelievable, amazing, extraordinary, out of this world, too good to have the joy of enjoying him, made me shiver many times, cry some, live, laugh and enjoy his being (human being I am, understood?) for as long as I have memory.

I have thought of writting him MANY times but never did, lack of time, lack of willing? (not enought streng as to "waist" time to do it? understood, again?), but he has made me feel SOOOOOOOO GOOD so many times I would like to give him back some (if I could all!!)of the joy he has provided me.

Is there any way I can send him a "I-don't-even-know-how-to-tell-you-what-you-mean-to-me" leter?

Alicia
Madrid
Spain