This is probably a stupid question, but do any of আপনি have anxiety REALLY bad?

Yes. I suffer from anxiety every time I approach a subject that requires deep thought, and sometimes even with simple questions, I stumble over what to say, even if its just a simple yes অথবা no answer. I wonder if my answer was a good one অথবা if it was just lame, অথবা sounded stupid অথবা I didn't word it right and people would think I'm and idiot with lousy grammar who can't spell-_-"...though want's to become a জাপানি কমিকস মাঙ্গা artist... I rethink everything, reread everthing about ten times over before I post it, and still I find myself editing every post I make several আরো times checking my spelling making sure the wording flows untill I am at least somewhat Okay with it. (I'm got going to সম্পাদনা this one, unless it's to add something to it that I might come up with later) I'm leaving it completely raw.... I don't suffer depression from it though, since I believe that coming on here and typing out my thoughts is actually helping me with my confidence, and is helping to firm up some beliefs and build on my self-esteme. I think its with the মতামত people make and that I'm actually communing with other people outside my own house which is something that otherwise I NEVER do. I am one of those people who Never talks. When I'm around people I just have nothing to say, so its like I'm mute. On here, however, it all comes out, but it can still be a bit nerve raking. What will people think of me still bothers me even though they could be a world away, those writen words on the screen are right there, sometimes right in my face.

When I was younger, and still even now whenever I'm around people its like my insides turn to ice and I freeze up. I hate it, and makes me live like an antisocial shut in, submergeing myself in my artwork, my সঙ্গীত and maybe a drink অথবা two... অথবা three, tehe. I've been this way all my life, and only now is it starting to get better.

So to put it in short I know the feeling, and it can blow, but hey, chin up it worked for me so far^_^

Little Sesshy reaching out to you...

i have an anxiety really bad.. (i'm working on it tho :) i have gotten better about not checking the doors 15x b4 i g2 bed, অথবা around my car b4 i get in. repeating myself over and over to calm me down. the worrying alone almost kills me.. i try to do 15 min of worry time a day. where i write down everything i worried about in the দিন and if its probable অথবা possible. if its possible mark it out. and if its probable focus on that.

I wouldn't say I have anxiety, but I'm sure I have my own set of problems with worrying about myself. I do worry about just about everything I say and do. But what I do know is that I realize this is me caring. I care about things, unlike alot of people nowadays, yet sometimes it can get the best of me and I'll stress too much over what I worry about. It is depressing in a way but I can make it through. I don't have suicide ideas because I don't believe that's the right way to go. No problem should ever have to come to that. Sleep is soo much better. Don't kill yourself, inside অথবা out, and use these feelings of anxiety to your advantage. Learn from whatever becomes of your anxiety. Care, don't become obsessive and worried about everything. Think, and care.

First the only stupid question, "Is the one not asked"!!! And we all have the same problems in life just at different times!! Although some people have আরো health অথবা psychological problems আরো than others!! So always ask প্রশ্ন so আপনি can have all the উত্তর for আপনি and your family. Remember আপনি never have to tell others unless আপনি want to. If আপনি get med's take them only as directed from your doctor, if they don't work tell the doctor right away so they can adjust to your health and wellness needs!!!
We are always our worse critics in everything we do in life!! I have found that when others are doing inventories অথবা judging others they're trying to not take what's wrong with themselves. It's OK to worry about the way আপনি talk অথবা feel but we're not your judge, I think there's a high power in life that does that, as long as আপনি feel that you've done things as morally and with manners your doing it right!!
I think your fears are getting the best of you; so just try to give yourself a break in life, and enjoy your time more. Fears can cripple a person আরো than the problem. Once আপনি can start to handle one thing work on the পরবর্তি , like chipping away at your fears and problems.
Try to remember that most of the উত্তর are basically simple, we as people complicate things as much as we can in life!!! Suicide is never the solution to anything!! I know it's so easier ব্যক্ত than done but when your feeling sad just simply breath first and set your self back to relax. Believe in yourself to over come your problems see when a person starts to the negative side they just seem to keep going in that direction!! আপনি first had doubts ( no confidence in yourself) about your self.. then it made আপনি sad enough for depression... then your having another disorder .. then epilepsy on শীর্ষ of that and thinking that suicide is the way out!! See it's all going in just one way!!
আপনি have problems we all do and we all have to accept them and work on them. The things আপনি defiantly know আপনি have sometimes the other things are like side effects to them. Work on আপনি and before আপনি know it your going to be OK in life!!
Take care, Always!!
Bill