<3 advice?

so me and my boyfriend went out for a month, broke up, then a মাস later (last night) we got back together cuz we still had feelings for each other. this morning i ব্যক্ত good morning, we talked, then he ব্যক্ত 'im sorry but i just dont feel like dating anyone i need to focus on my grades not on girls im really sorry' it was sweet for him to say that, ik he needs to focus on his grades, but that doesnt mean we still cant be together, right? i ব্যক্ত its alright im fine to him he ব্যক্ত thanks and then we stopped talking. i was fine for five মিনিট then i broke down and cried again cause i started loving him again after we went out again and he wants to focus on grades now!! idk whats happening i thought i could handle it well but i cant! help? should i keep loving him? অথবা just leave him be and সরানো on? i dont want to beg him back cuz that seems desperate! please help! -</3?