Peace. Not as big as world peace, but just as difficult... impossible, to achieve. I won't lie and say I do not wish for anything materialistic, I do, but this is what I want the most. After current events, I am constantly worrying. Always checking everything I do twice, taking on so many responsibilities I shouldn't have yet.
All I want for বড়দিন this year, if even for the smallest amount of time, is peace. Being able to relax and not worry. Being able to actually enjoy myself.