Do আপনি have a lovehate realtionship with a friend

Yes my friend cody. I প্রণয় him so much but at the same time I hate his guts! We are sworn enimies and have been since we first met whe we were 2 (but I've had a crush on him ever since then and its grown a lot). We are almost exactly a like but we still hate one another and প্রণয় one another but I don't want that to change :)