I dont have a helpful video অথবা a picture, but I do have my own experience as a suicidal teen.
I know that আপনি think your life sucks, and it probably does to you. But think of all the things আপনি enjoy in this life—even if there's little to none—try to picture yourself doing all of those things in one day. Wouldn't that be great? Wouldn't আপনি want to live like that for the rest of your life? If আপনি just বাতিল out the things that bring আপনি down, you'll eventually find yourself living like that.
That probably didn't help at all, but I do hope আপনি feel better soon! :)
I know what you're going through two years পূর্বে I tried to commit suidice I হারিয়ে গেছে trust in everyone my life was going downhill and I mean school life and at home..but I realized that life is too sacred and I'am at a very young age.You seem like আপনি are to.You can talk to me :)
Be happy, killing yourself ain't solving nothing. Try understanding her point of view. Take a deep breathe and relax at some place আপনি can be quiet and comfortable. Just. Relax. I'm very sure your best friend will be extremely sad if আপনি died. Think about all the people who প্রণয় আপনি and have hopes. Don't let them down. Stay strong. :)
HUGGLES. There are many beautiful things to life, take your time to explore. :3