I need your opinions...

if আপনি feel like আপনি should do it, then দ্বারা all means আপনি can at least try to do it.

however, i hope আপনি realize a lot will be required to even start a web show. cameras, editting equipment (because আপনি are going to have some bloopers), and আরো importantly viewers, which will have to be advertised in.
if আপনি want to add special effects, আপনি might want to consider green screen. this however is a bit of a stretch, seeing as how i have no idea why you'd require one for your show. the equipment will be costly, but if you're serious about this it could work.

yes we need as many people as we can to help poor children so they won't have to go through the same things that i did, there isn't a দিন that goes দ্বারা that i don't think about suicide basically i think my life is practically over, im just a very broken person right now...waiting to die...

That's a good idea. But I don't understand why people think that's the only reason people kill themselves. I'm not saying bullying is a minor thing, it just seems to me that it's the only thing the media focuses on when suicide is mentioned. I don't know, maybe I'm just stupid and don't know what's right.