Why is water always at the back of the store? How can they expect me to walk all the way over there just to get water? Don't they know how lazy I am? I hate walking. I could use one of those electric carts. But then again, the water cases are generally too large for the basket. And those carts are usually for old people. But I'm old at heart. And I could balance the water on my knees. But then my leg might fall asleep. I wouldn't be able to get back to the car. I could take the electric কার্ট to my car. But they aren't allowed outside the store. Then again, everyone else takes them out so it shouldn't be a problem. If everyone else jumps off a cliff, would I follow? Does Florida even have cliffs? I wonder if I'll ever visit the Grand Canyon. Do I want to visit the Grand Canyon? Does it have to be a cliff? What if I just jumped off the roof অথবা something? Same result in the end though. Then again, maybe the cliff is symbolic of something. But symbolic of what? What kind of symbolism would explain a bunch of idiots jumping off a cliff? Does that make me an idiot? Do I even NEED to buy a case of water?
White trying to sleep: I dont honor জীবন্ত character good enough I should make an প্রবন্ধ for this character's death Living is an amazing and intriguing thing. Im happy to be alive. I should make an প্রবন্ধ on this. This feeling is great. Im sure people could use this. I need to sleep. Its 2 am. Stop planning প্রবন্ধ at night Alright. Night self. Aahhh but this is so great. Sleep. Its 3 am. Im not going to sleep today. Fuck. I pick my eyebrows as I think. I seriously should sleep. I shouldnt have told my mom to take me up at 8:30
8 am ish: What time is it? Ugh. My mom is goign to wake me up in thirty minutes. I didnt even sleep well when I did. Welp another দিন where I got absolutely no sleep that actually got to REM Ill be fine. I should write that প্রবন্ধ but Im too tired Maybe I could just think about it? Wouldnt it be cool to have somethign type for you. like আপনি just think and it goes on the screen? Nah. Besides that would be hard to control. I should really get up. 5 আরো minutes Dont 5 আরো মিনিট me. আপনি know how easily আপনি can fall asleep at this half asleep. Shit. Almsot falling asleep.
Up to now: I should go find that story I wrote in 6th grade. When I find it I should make an প্রবন্ধ on that. It would be hilarious with how much it sucked. Oh wait. Didnt I loose that? অথবা did I? Eh..... Im too tired to get up and look and this পালঙ্ক is comfy. Why are couches so comfy? Why do people like sitting down so much? Why do people like watching and reading? Really its just a whole bunch of pixels and words. I shouldnt have woken up. Im tired. I should post that প্রবন্ধ I made last night. I think its weird that I have such an obsession with the clothes জীবন্ত guys wear. Nah. Not really. Anyone would প্রণয় Alone/Hade's robe. But Kamijo's Visual Kei and all those other জীবন্ত characters. Its not that odd actually. Why are আপনি even wondering this? আপনি are a genderfluid, and to be specific আপনি are on a male day. Its quite normal for you. I know. But isnt it a bit odd still? I dunno. I always have a hard time grasping whats odd for me and whats not. Im weird. I wonder what it sounds like for my bird to chirp. I know what it sounds like but what does it REALLY sound like? How to they make that sound? I mean its interesting if আপনি slow it down in your head and listen Woah. I can slow things down in my head. What is this..... Wait. How do I make my sound?