How much have আপনি changed over the past three years? What are the differences between past আপনি and the present you?

Quite a lot, I would say. I had to deal with certain issues of mine that got me quite enclosed to myself. Three years ago, I wasn't that talkative অথবা sociable. Not at all honestly. আরো of a shut-in actually. Extremely shy too. There was a point where I started really hating myself and simply decided to wait for everything to end. It took a lot of effort from the people close to me to ''wake me up''. I faced my issues, received help from my Family, certain বন্ধু and Professionals alike. Eventually, my mood started to improve. I became আরো open and hopeful for a better future. Friendly, cheerful and helpful towards others. Looking at Life like that had quite the positive impact on me concerning the aforementioned issues. Anxiety and Stress were major factors for them being spread. I did my best to reduce their amount through various ways and it worked. Can't say that my problems are completely gone but it is quite the drastic change from what I used to be. I still have a long way ahead of me but honestly, I believe that is what Life is all about. Constantly improving. Not just yourself but setting an example for others as well !!!!

I was happy three years ago.

Funny too.

Had a good plan for my future.

Knew exactly what I wanted.

Was well under my way to being entirely self sufficient.

Just in general was a nicer, kinder, better person that people liked being around.

Uh.... three years was... a long while ago.... I barely remember it. Gimmie a সেকেন্ড to scroll back the dates.

YEESH that was a while ago. Honestly the past three years of my life has honestly been the most dynamic years of my life thus far.

Towards the beginning of the three years, I was completely and utterly unknownign and negligent to literally everything about myself, super angsty, super depressive, and clearly a traumatized child legit all without knowing I was any of that. I thought I was normal and maybe a bit cynical XD

Then I like... made বন্ধু with someoen I got obsessed with, had the friendship turn extremely toxic, হারিয়ে গেছে them, started therapy, had my first relationship, ended that, eventually started working on my mental health, started a different relationship, got another really toxic friendship, had my mental health drop to the lowest of lows, end up ending that toxic relationship, started getting my mental state back, solidified my identity and my goals...

Uh...a lot... has changed XD Im almost an entirely different person to be honest.

I'm better at drawing and actually own Lolita now and like have a want/goal/direction in life so that's cool I guess.

Other than that I think I'm pretty much the same person I always have been on a fundamental level, aside from the obvious maturity aspect of things. I still have a lot of the same strengths and I struggle with a lot of the same types of things that I always have.