*Sigh* 14 years of age. And yet, life hasn't gotten too much better. I have a bit আরো friends, and am getting along with life pretty well, so what's the problem?
Well, it's....These haunting memories of mine. They keep coming back to me, back when I was nothing আরো than a mere shadow, hiding all alone in the corner of my school.
It started out as a weird dream.... I was standing on a cliff, and there was a short gap between another cliff that I could've jumped over pretty easily, but the gap got larger.
And it was right then and there that I realized, I was alone.
It seemed like the dream wanted me to jump, but I couldn't do it. I was just...Too scared! I wanted a friend to help me with it, and cheer me on.
But the আরো I looked around the deserted area, the আরো I realized this was an absolute ghost town.
A ghost desert at that.
It reminded me of the times I had no friends, and even then, I don't get much company nowadays.
I wanted a friend nearby to comfort me, then I could've easily done it, but it's much harder to do anything alone.
I then fell down and immediately woke up right before I fell to the ground. And the weird thing was, it felt so..,Real.
I could feel Earth's gravity pulling down on me as I was falling, and I had that same dream 2 আরো times in the same week.
I thought longer and longer about my future, and what was to come. And I realized without friends.....I couldn't do anything.
I needed hope, love, and fun! But all of my life..I never had that! I mean, now and then there was a few good times, but if আপনি asked me to talk about one, I wouldn't remember any.
It's like I was nothing আরো than a crumb inside of a মাফিন that fell to the floor, just to be eaten দ্বারা ants.
It's so miserable feeling lonely, and to this day, I am nowhere NEAR the most জনপ্রিয় kid.
I don't even want to be popular, I just want to have a few best buddies.
Sadly though.....I don't think that'll ever happen. Ever since I was born, nobody cared about me, and I started to realize that over time.
(What am I doing with my life? Sorry I got kind of bored here and also sort of lazy. Hope আপনি enjoyed anyways? :P)