O_O

Yeah, oh
I pass my reflection, it’s someone else
I see your invention and not myself
I turned into your perfect girl
A total stranger
Now I see and I don’t want to

Being আপনি when it’s all just an act
It’s overrated
The truth is I’m wanting me back
‘Cause I can’t take this
I gotta be who I am underneath
Who I gave up so you’d believe
Being আপনি when it’s all just an act
It’s overrated
So overrated

I let আপনি control me অথবা so আপনি thought
Don’t think that you’re perfect, you’re so messed up
I hid away the best of me
Too scared to notice
Now I do and I’m not going to

Being আপনি when it’s...

Well here আপনি are
at the edge of the abyss...

at the beginning of infinity

heaven অথবা hell

an afterlife
or a nothingness

forgiveness
or an eternity of suffering ?

Does anyone really know ?

Why have আপনি come here ?
What do আপনি need ?


To Find a Way to Live ?

Maybe আপনি want to take them to die . . . ?


But I ask আপনি now..
how many of these pills

would আপনি take each দিন to live ?



To feel good, normal good, like everyone else ?

Stable, not depressed, even happy, but normal ?



These are some of the pills I take every day

to save my life.

They are not herbs অথবা antidepressants.



I feel happy, I feel...