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Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
Yo hearing your oldest sister be like "Yeah, I didn't really care that আপনি were আরো attached to him than me, I was just glad there was someone else helping out because I could barely keep আপনি alive since there is only so much a sister could do."

Well geee.

I mean I remember being bad but not that bad :v পোষ্ট হয়েছে এক ঘন্টা 18 আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
But then again I dont really remember XD At least people being really up front with how close I seemed to be to offing myself gives me validation that I really was depressed at some point like my sparknotes of my own life says :v এক ঘন্টা 18 আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Lowkey kinda wanna go back and experience again just to see how bad I really was but I think Id regret that five সেকেন্ড in এক ঘন্টা 18 আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
I don't really have a good sense of when Im pushing myself too hard to be entirely honest. Usually I end up pushing myself and pushing myself unaware of the toll its having অথবা only minimal awareness of it to the point I feel like I can do a lot আরো then I just suddenly snap / break / crack and am forced to stop

Its something I am working on and I only really stopped studying (out of boredom) cause I took a short rbeak to call my boyfriend and he told me to take a break পোষ্ট হয়েছে এক ঘন্টা 19 আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Turns out Im kinda feeling how exhausted I was after taking about an ঘন্টা break XD এক ঘন্টা 19 আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Same kinda goes with most internal feelings, may it be hunger, exhaustion, and sometimes even just flat out pain. Im really bad at recognizing it until Im barely functioning and at that point it tends to be too late :v But Im working on it and try to listen when someone I know that can read me and that I trust tells me to take a break cos I know some people are better at telling when Im worn down than I am XD এক ঘন্টা 18 আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
Man going through your tumblr (a place আপনি only ranted on when REALLY bad and not really wanting people to know) and specifically go back to the rants cause আপনি know আপনি had a tag for them

"I WANT TO DISSOCIATE. I WANT ADERIS. I DON’T WANT TO FEEL অথবা BE HERE." পোষ্ট হয়েছে এক দিন 1 আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
[Hashtags so I could find the post if need be] #I Hate That Ive Been Stopping With My Dissociation #I Want It Back #I Dont Want To Be Here #I Dont Want To Feel For Now #If I Had To Give The Personality To Her #I Would #I Want Someone Else To Protect Me #I Want Someone Else To Handle The Stress #I Dont Want To Be The One To Take This Bullcrap #I Want Someone Who Doesnt Judge Herself #I Want Someone Who Can Say 'Fuck আপনি And Fuck It' #I Want Someone Narcissistic And Egotistical #Just Not Me এক দিন 1 আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
April 4th 2018 apparently. I wish I knew what happened that দিন XD এক দিন 1 আগে