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Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
Shit man. Im starting to fall down the rabbit hole of Marvel. পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Yall I dont want to gain another HUGE series to keep track of :v তারকা Wars added to it and :v বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Like Im feeling urged to go back and actually fully watch the Iron Man চলচ্চিত্র rather than half assing them too :v বছরখানেক আগে
TheLefteris24 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
That's good though. Embrace Marvel, Riku. আপনি know আপনি want to !!!! বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
Fun story time. I dont really remember the details too well, but like... three অথবা four years ago, I was having some kind of a high anxiety day. I dunno if it was a panic attack that I didnt know of, an anxiety attack, অথবা some traumatic shit অথবা anything, but I was experiencing high anxiety and was excessively zoned out as to cope with it, and some guy came to like... touch me, hug me, অথবা pat me অথবা something পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
So like... I had a সেকেন্ড অথবা two of panic where I shoved him up against the railing of the upper floor and was like... a সেকেন্ড অথবা two away from instinctually pushing him over the railing of the সেকেন্ড floor before I snapped out of it and somehow managed to play it off as a joke বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Like I dont know HOW I played it off without any প্রশ্ন asked cos I pushed him like a good 5-10 feet to get him to the railing and I wouldnt be shocked if I had a crazed look XD বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Nah I didnt look sad. I have a resting দুশ্চরিত্রা face no matter what emotion Im feeling বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
RIP all my classes from today অগ্রবর্তী tho XD My brain officially went from like 90% checked out, to like 100% checked out for the rest of the school বছর when I finished my AP Government test (even tho I still have an AP Econ test on Wednesday XD) পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
wantadog মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Awesome. Be lazy time? বছরখানেক আগে
2ntyoneplts মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Lazy is life বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
Honestly, the sheer degree of which I like Stephen Strange is.... STRANGE.

Like I watched the movie, enjoyed it a lot, but he wasnt all too high on my list, but out of no where suddenly Im just as hyped to see him on screen as the long term Marvel পছন্দ of mine - Loki?

And I just get that natural "Hes a favorite" feel, but I dont know exactly why..?

I mean Imma make Wanta watch it and I wanna watch it to analyze and see why I might like him XD But still. পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
My memory is iffy but maybe I kinda relate to him? Who knows. I know I do have some similarities বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
I really dont have the ability to be comfortable saying I like a character just cos I like them. I need to be able to know what in specific I like :v বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
আপনি know, if আপনি think about it, being a hero, a famous hero, just honestly isnt fair. Its borderline toxic. At the point that someone becomes a famous hero, the pressure to constantly be the hero and be responsible of helping others and saving the দিন just would consume the life of the 'hero'

Sure they are saving people and being great people, but it comes at the cost of their limited existence.

When আপনি think about it like that, আপনি have to pity superheroes পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
wantadog মতামত প্রদত্ত…
oh they undeniably have it pretty bad. বছরখানেক আগে
wantadog মতামত প্রদত্ত…
As an idealist, I can assure আপনি gets rough having the pressure to always remain upbeat XD বছরখানেক আগে
2ntyoneplts মতামত প্রদত্ত…
IKR if I was a ‘hero’ I’d probably like idk বছরখানেক আগে
wantadog ব্যক্ত …
I think I adequately fucked with Riku's mind right before she went to sleep. I'm satisfied with that পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
wantadog ব্যক্ত …
Why does Faba not have a Flygon? পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
I AM BEING SHAMED FOR HAVING AN ESTIMATE OF 300-450 ENGLISH SONGS PICKED OUT ON THAT LIST.

FIRSTLY, THATS ONLY LIKE THE শীর্ষ OF THEM EACH

SECONDLY, I ADMIT IM A সঙ্গীত JUNKIE, BUT COMPARED TO SOME PEOPLE I KNOW AND ZANHAR, IM A CUTE BABY পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
THIRDLY, I HAVE AN INSTUMENTAL PLAYLIST PROBABLY 9X LONGER, A JAPANESE PLAYLIST ABOUT THE SAME LENGTH (guessing), AND A KOREAN PLAYLIST THAT IS PROBABLY A BIT SMALLER বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
THIS IS NOTHING নিড়ানি, hoe বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
*cough* My irl বন্ধু have no place judging me :v বছরখানেক আগে
wantadog মতামত প্রদত্ত…
My USB currently has 225 songs in the English folder. বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
Honestly, people in my school make fun of me for only listening to 'weeb' music, but truth is I probably like আরো English songs than most of the people saying that. Im a সঙ্গীত junkie. Its just I have so much I like that downloading all of it is overwhelming :v পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
TheLefteris24 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
^ #Relatable !!!! বছরখানেক আগে
wantadog মতামত প্রদত্ত…
সঙ্গীত is just really nice. বছরখানেক আগে
2ntyoneplts মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Without this সঙ্গীত I don’t know how I would’ve fought this - Lane Boy |-/ বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
Ha. My English teacher had us 'read' like six বই in preparation for the AP Exam essay, then I did my mock on Romeo and Juliet (one that wasnt one of the six) and I ব্যক্ত Id probably do it on the AP Exam cos I know that one better than I should

She ব্যক্ত I shouldnt because its been a while since I read it and since it doesnt cover all the topics that well and should study the other বই (not that I even studied R&J) পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
But fuck that XD Totally wrote my essay on Romeo and Juliet XD I know that piece too well solely cause its famous, cos I read Tybalt two years পূর্বে and really liked his character আরো than I should have, watched an জীবন্ত version of the play (which btw, had the plot changed a lot, I recommend the anime), and cos its jsut a good piece to analyze off of since a lot of stories can take a lot of inspiration and similarities off of it বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Even one of my side stories has a lot of parallels I didn't really intentionally do বছরখানেক আগে
TheLefteris24 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
^ YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSSSSS !!!! বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
Despite never really watching the movie অথবা anything, Ive always been attached to the idea and things themed / inspired from Alice in Wonderland পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
TheLefteris24 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Same honestly. Have always found its whole concept fascinating !!!! বছরখানেক আগে
2ntyoneplts মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Me too! বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
Im sorry Im like.... on a tired high.

I only got 3 hours of sleep for a really busy দিন XD

If I say weird stuff, enjoy XD পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
wantadog মতামত প্রদত্ত…
TIRED RIKU! DON'T APOLOGIZE! COME OUT FURTHER! DO MORE! বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
If I talk too much I might start casually talk about murder অথবা shit. Im in a demented tired :v বছরখানেক আগে
2ntyoneplts মতামত প্রদত্ত…
A tired high? Oh so that’s what আপনি call it. That happens to me as well. So excuse any crazy stuff I say... I’m out of it a lot বছরখানেক আগে
wantadog ব্যক্ত …
Seriously Riku needs to stop being all ansty about it and accept my offer to let her stab me with one of her knives. I mean sheesh. It's a flesh wound. MAYBE liver injury at worst. পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Keep talking weird shit like that and itll be in the head বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
jk jk বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
Honestly, I am not going to lie. I am 'crazy' and 'insane'. I used to be even আরো so, but honestly even now I still can be. I've gone to the point of naming myself something else. I've talked way too excessively with people in my head, one of which tried to convince me I was a god before I realized I was getting way too off the rocker.

I've thought of excessively sadistic things with no guilt অথবা shame to back it up. পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Personally, I strongly accept that part of me. The closer আপনি get to me, the আরো creepy and unsettling things আপনি might find my mind causing. But its honestly something I accept of myself. I am definately working out of it since it isn't a GOOD thing to be like this, but its not something Im going to let harm my esteem অথবা hold against myself বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
I dont disclose too much of specifics of how... off... I can get at times since theres no need for that to spill out onto here, because I always sound like a psycho edgelord and I find that cringey, and because personally I dont like to attribute it to my সামগ্রিক character. বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
But yeah thats just kinda a ramble বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
I want sleep পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
TheLefteris24 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
আপনি NEED sleep !!!! বছরখানেক আগে
wantadog মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Sleep? বছরখানেক আগে
GDragon612 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
ya deserve sleep so much বছরখানেক আগে
wantadog ব্যক্ত …
"If that's the case, then আপনি owe it to yourself to pick apart the games আপনি LOVE, not just the ones আপনি hate."

প্রণয় that. পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
Person: Im so stressed out Imma pull out my hair!

Me, a person with Trichotillomania: https://tinyurl.com/y8fvjeqz পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Honestly, I'm not the type to be like "OMG আপনি ARE MAKING LITTLE OF MY DISORDER" because Trich is pretty poorly covered and that is a common saying, but I still kinda just take a pause whenever I hear it বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Cos like... দুশ্চরিত্রা I doubt আপনি are literally gonna pull out your hair :v Stop appropriating my culture বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Jk jk বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
I just find it funny-ish whenever I hear that line বছরখানেক আগে
wantadog ব্যক্ত …
I text Riku too much. Confirmed. RIP পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
2ntyoneplts মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Ha I bet ya do! Y’all are so close! :) বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
*deep breath* *sigh* Honestly, searching for a roommate is a pain in the গাধা with my family issues and vulnerability issues and just my সামগ্রিক trust issues and stuff. Like I know I'll be fine regardless and I'll make বন্ধু and all just fine. Its just my brain being stupid about it while I'm waiting for a reply combined with how this whole "I cant just get this done with" stuff does not fit with me who likes to get things done with before moving onto the next. পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
2ntyoneplts মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Good luck buddy. Try not to listen when আপনি tell yourself stuff like that. You’ll get through it and everything will work out. :). [Wow. Listen to me, little motivationist. I’m trying.] Stay Alive |-/ বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Nah, to be honest, the things that concern me are genuine issues I need to keep in check. Some of the issues I have with making irl বন্ধু are deep rooted with family issues of mine and I actually genuinely do sabotage them myself with how my anxiety and stuff reacts to certain things. Its a work in progress and all and I know Ill get through it XD বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Its just a stinkin pain in the asssss বছরখানেক আগে
2ntyoneplts ব্যক্ত …
Hi I’m back! A few days is like a বছর when আপনি live here পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Welcome back বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
Honestly, Im waiting for আরো information on Osoro Shidesu specifically from Yandere Simulator. Cos honestly right now she kinda borders relatable, but there is so little actually প্রদত্ত out on her character.

Im super interested tho. পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
TheLefteris24 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
She looks interesting. Has a pretty cool appearance too !!!! বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
So got back from Infinity War.

Not nearly as depressing অথবা sad as like.... 99% of people make it out to be. Maybe its the fact I bathe in tragedy অথবা because I write stories and tragedy as much as I do, but it didnt really hit me too hard.

Also rather predictable if আপনি ask me. Like I wasnt shocked অথবা surprised with anything other than the abrupt ending. পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
With that being said. I loveeeed the movie. It was great and I honestly like how the first like... half of the movie had my পছন্দ XD Thor, Loki, Dr. Strange, and Guardians of the Galaxy. Just awesome XD বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Oh and Stark. Thats the other one. XD শীর্ষ Five Marvel Characters. ((Yes GoG is counted as one imo XD)) বছরখানেক আগে
TheLefteris24 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Great to know. Looking অগ্রবর্তী to seeing it myself !!!! বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
My dad pissed me off. My dad just wants us to keep breeding my bird and wonders why we arent letting Smokey breed and every time we tell him its not healthy for them, its abusive to make them breeders for money, and that it adds to the problem that most parrots go to shitty homes, he just scoffs.

I called him out at constantly scoffing at it and hes like "You could make money"

So like. Fuck that greedy গাধা bastard. পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Ill stuff that asshole in a cage with a woman and force them to have children for money. See how he fucking likes it. বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Not really but still. বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
I dont HATE him as much as I sound like I do. I just refuse to forgive him অথবা give him any leeway অথবা even truly see him as my dad / family until he gets his behavior straightened a bit and honestly and genuinely makes amends and realizes how shitty of a person he was / still sometimes is বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
Honestly, smart charismatic people are some of the last people আপনি want to trust. They can analyze people way too well, and with charisma, they can pull strings way too well to make things happe-

.... oh shit wait. পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
2ntyoneplts মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Lol! বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
Also a যেভাবে খুশী fact

Birds are literally dinosaurs

I raise baby ডাইনোসর পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Also, আপনি doubt it until আপনি hear what baby cockatiels sound like. বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
link বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
Also যেভাবে খুশী fact about Riku

On an average, I make sure to get at least 30-60 মিনিট of bird চলচ্ছবি within each day.

It makes me happy. পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
On another note, as I begin talking of my plans for the future and all, the rate of which my প্রণয় and knowledge on birds began to become well known rapidly sped up

At this point, I can now expect that if I hear any talk of birds between two people and there seems to be disagreement অথবা uncertainty of facts, that within five মিনিট Ill hear "Hey Riku! আপনি are the bird expert, give us some info on this topic!" across the room পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
2ntyoneplts মতামত প্রদত্ত…
It’s expected দ্বারা now I imagine:) বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
Im just shaking my head here at this argument between two people over Akashi.

One side is arguing "Akashi doesnt care for team work and bringing people together and only cares about winning." The other side is arguing "No, Akashi is all for team work and bring people together. Its one of his strongest characteristics and his main role in his team."

And Im just like.... Neither of আপনি are right অথবা wrong. আপনি are just ignoring an entire half of his character. পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Like I dont even know how they just ignore one side অথবা the other. বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Honestly I really need to see "The Last Game" since there is a lot আরো interaction between Bokushi and Oreshi. বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
GONNA WATCH INFINITY WAR TODAY.

#HYPE পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
BlindBandit92 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
It was a great movie. বছরখানেক আগে
TheLefteris24 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
^ #ThanosDemandsYourSilence হাঃ হাঃ হাঃ !!!! বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Annnd my dad didnt understand me when I ব্যক্ত we had to leave early cos itd be busy / sold out XD So going tomorrow! বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
Decided to take the trumpet solo in the Game of Thrones theme for Zeppie cos she seemed happy enough that we were playing it, I figured Id do that in her name as well. পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
Honestly, Im tired as hell despite me constantly sleeping at least an ঘন্টা অথবা two early most nights.

I am really just a permanently exhausted and tired bun.

I just want a good night to sleep and all.

.... did I not have a weekend to rest অথবা something? I dont really remember 5 days back XD পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
GDragon612 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
take care of ya riku =( and try to sleep if ya can , want to see ya healthy বছরখানেক আগে
TheLefteris24 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
^ This, pretty much. Make sure আপনি rest whenever আপনি are able to. Still hyped for #RelaxedRikubun at some point !!!! বছরখানেক আগে
2ntyoneplts ব্যক্ত …
নমস্কার this probably sounds really weird but I প্রণয় আপনি guys. Feel free to ignore this if আপনি want. Most people either feel very uncomfortable অথবা just don’t understand.
Stay Alive |-/ পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Its cool dood XD বছরখানেক আগে
nightiee মতামত প্রদত্ত…
আপনি too বছরখানেক আগে
TheLefteris24 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Most people could feel uncomfortable but I doubt that they wouldn't understand. Your feelings are much appreciated. Right back at আপনি !!!! বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
So in my school we have this thing called a Senior Exit Project required to let us graduate and all where we have to present a powerpoint to a panel of teachers about our plans and all

I dont get why everyone is freaking out, trying to memorize it, and some barely passing it.

I did little to no preparation other than setting up the power point and just দ্বারা talking about what I did for my Job Shadow and why I wanna do what I wanna do, I got a perfect score on the mock পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Relax. Talk genuinely and tell them what আপনি feel and mean. Its not that hard. I get the shy introverts struggling with it, but even some of the large known extroverts are stressing out বছরখানেক আগে
2ntyoneplts মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Good job. I bet you’re glad that’s over thou! |-/ বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
Honestly if I watched Madoka Magica again I feel Id relate to Kyoko আরো than I did the first time পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
wantadog মতামত প্রদত্ত…
I could see আপনি relating a LIL bit to Mai from Ghost Hunt বছরখানেক আগে
TheLefteris24 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Kyoko has always been one of the Characters that interested me the most in this Series. I am pretty curious about which Character I could mostly relate myself when I finally continue and go even further with this জীবন্ত !!!! বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
Yeah honestly though, I am such an extrovert.

Now that Im not a ball of anxiety, depression, angst, and massive distrust, I find that a lot of my goals surround people and having them around me and being a speaker and stuff.

Im not even an ambivert. Im a strict extrovert XD Just a highly selective one at that. পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
TheLefteris24 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
link বছরখানেক আগে
2ntyoneplts মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Wow 5hats pretty cool বছরখানেক আগে
2ntyoneplts মতামত প্রদত্ত…
❤️ বছরখানেক আগে
wantadog ব্যক্ত …
Alright Im back. And with an emote of my own. -x- পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
2ntyoneplts মতামত প্রদত্ত…
হাঃ হাঃ হাঃ বছরখানেক আগে
TheLefteris24 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Good to know. Welcome back !!!! বছরখানেক আগে
GDragon612 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
welcome back wanta! বছরখানেক আগে
sunny
TheLefteris24 ব্যক্ত …
Attention everyone! ''Rikubun'' has been added to the তালিকা of Nicknames available for Riku. I would like to make this Official. Fluffy Rikubun will certainly be referred to as such from now on.

KANPAI !!!! পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
2ntyoneplts মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Got it :^; বছরখানেক আগে
2ntyoneplts মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Uh what was that I just did?! বছরখানেক আগে
TheLefteris24 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
^ Are আপনি talking about the Emoji আপনি made? It certainly seems unusual. A Typo, I guess? বছরখানেক আগে
2ntyoneplts মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Yup. হাঃ হাঃ হাঃ বছরখানেক আগে
2ntyoneplts ব্যক্ত …
<3 thanks for the hope পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Keep the hope alive. <3 বছরখানেক আগে
TheLefteris24 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Preach 🙏 !!!! বছরখানেক আগে
nightiee মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Keep the নিড়ানি, hoe alive বছরখানেক আগে
2ntyoneplts মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Oh Satan! XD বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
I always wanna write but dont have the energy and/or the creative flow XD পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
Gosh Im tired XD Im still good and all tho guys. পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
Sorry about all the trauma talk out here lately XD I usually like to keep things fun and all, but Ive been too busy to be full on obsessed with anything, and dealing with trauma has been one of my largest focuses and goals these days XD

I dont any of আপনি mind but I wanted to put that out there. পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
GDragon612 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
don`t say sorry riku we understand it totally বছরখানেক আগে
TheLefteris24 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
^ !!!! বছরখানেক আগে
BlindBandit92 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
riku it's your club. You're entitled to do anything আপনি want. It's a blog of sorts. বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
XD I know. I just wanted to put it out there বছরখানেক আগে
sunny
TheLefteris24 ব্যক্ত …
Also......

HAIL HYDRA !!!! পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
GDragon612 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
xD leftie বছরখানেক আগে
TheLefteris24 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
XD !!!! বছরখানেক আগে
sunny
TheLefteris24 ব্যক্ত …
#PidgeonLivesMatterToo !!!! পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
#PigeonLivesMatterToo বছরখানেক আগে
TheLefteris24 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
^ Preach !!!! বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
So I asked my therapist out of curiosity and all, and I do have PTSD apparently. পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
TheLefteris24 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
I see. It makes a lot of sense when thinking about it !!!! বছরখানেক আগে
wantadog ব্যক্ত …
Just gotta keep urging Riku to shoot someone in broad daylight. পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Aye বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
Riku: The Highly Selective Extrovert. পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
I actually saw that while scrolling Tumblr and I think that বিবরণ fits me VERY well XD বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Better than Ambivert tbh XD বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
WOW MY DAD JUST DID THE MOST CARING THING I EVER HEARD HIM DO IN ALL MY CHILDHOOD

HE OFFERED TO GO ON A WALK WITH MY MOM TO GET HER OUT OF THE HOUSE WHEN SHES DISTRESSED COS OF MY SISTER পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
omg

My mom and dad are watching a horror প্রদর্শনী about where parents go crazy and try to kill their children and my dads like "Its like your husband" পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
At least we now know hes aware বছরখানেক আগে
TheLefteris24 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
I... Kinda have my concerns about your father watching Horror Shows... বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
^Eh... hes a child বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
What I planned on doing:
-Get all the last Z Crystals in Pokemon
-Write another piece to my stories
-Write RPs
-Relax
-Play Hitman and other Steam
-Take today off to relax and have fun as I rejected activities to do so

What I got done:
-Six scholarships
-Researched and planned out আরো of my college stuff
-Got my Health homework done
-Researched যেভাবে খুশী stuff
-Finished two essays for an application
-Finished everything I can do right now for Davis পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
I had a super productive day, but Im not satisfied since I barely got anything at all I planned today done XD বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
I did one post to the RP and like... Kinda took some Flight Rising time but thats not really there either? XD বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
UC Davis: For a chance at a $1000-4000 scholarship, write an essay on your leadership experiences and how it affected আপনি and will continue to help আপনি in the future

Me: *flips through 900 things I could talk about cos leadership has played a major role in my life and Im super thankful for it and very passionate over it* পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Dude, Id write a 14 page essay on Leadership for free দুশ্চরিত্রা বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Like I literally might even be dead if I never found myself in a leadership position some how. বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
PLUS IF THEY ACCEPT ME THEY WILL BRING ME IN FOR AN INTERVIEW AND I LIKE THAT KIND OF STUFF ESPECIALLY IF ITS ON THE TOPIC OF LEADERSHIP বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
Personally, I dont really believe too much in not chasing what I want. Its part of the reason I cant sit and relax too much, but if I determine I want something, I weigh out how badly Im willing to want it, then charge full on ahead.

I make excuses from time to time, but if I cant get something done in the long run, its often capable to blame myself for not taking action. পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
At least partially blame myself that is. There is a level of rationality to how much one can and cannot control বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
Honestly, I personally wonder where I stand on the trauma scale. I know I probably fit under the "traumatized" title, but I dont really know if I actually fit one of the trauma disorders. Its something Ill probably ask my therapist অথবা psychiatrist about at some point. পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
I'm probably a lot better now. Had a really bad moment related to shitty stuff of the past and all but direclty after a lot of the depression and massive amounts of anxiety withdrew for the most part. Ive been shakey when I wake up for the past few days, but I think Im good so for anyone worried অথবা concerned, I should be fine.

Thank আপনি so much to everyone who watched out for me and helped. পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Some part of the whole fiasco with Wanta 'triggered' something I think and it kind of let আরো of my really bad mental state thats usually disappears when Im online carried in বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Im back to normal I think. And now that I see a massive unprocessed wound, Ill probably take goals to addressing it in my পরবর্তি therapy session and individually on my own. বছরখানেক আগে
TheLefteris24 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
It is certainly good to know about the progress that has been made and will continue to do so. For the both of you, I hope. Always here when needed, Riku. We প্রণয় আপনি too !!!! বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
We officially have a baby bird. পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
TheLefteris24 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
NOICE! A NEW MEMBER IN THE FLOCK! CONGRATULATIONS, FANPOP'S LOCAL BIRDKEEPER !!!! বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
We might have two বছরখানেক আগে
GDragon612 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
congrats riku our birdmum =D *throws confetti and open a bottle of chamapaigne*, for the non alcoholics রস xD বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
#StartingTheHitmanSeriesFromTheLastGame পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
Honestly though.

Akashi I am officially going to call my পছন্দ character from now on. He super deserves it. He absolutely does deserve it. Outside of loving the character, he has always been consistently a significant figure in helping me process and work through issues, helping me make the right decision, calming down, self reflecting, etc.

And fun fact, his চলচ্ছবি can calm down one of my poor mental states so quickly and successfully পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
That I have this thing on my phone called "Emergency Akashi" since I could be in a really bad mental state and if I recognize it, Akashi চলচ্ছবি can almost always return that bad mental state to AT LEAST a neutral অথবা calm and managable mental state বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Even if his character sucked ass, the fact one fictional item could have helped me so much through my mental health journey and all, it alone is deserving of it বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
Yeah Im doing better now but honestly, I still need to take time to chill. Who knows I might wake up and have another bad time অথবা something. I cant be sure but Imma take it somewhat easy. পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
I apologize if it takes me a bit to get back to being my old energetic and peppy self I like to be on here and usually am.

The সাম্প্রতিক events through me into a bad loop and pool that might take a while to fully get out of.

Im alright though. I just don't feel in the right place to have the energy and exorbitant positivity I usually do. Its not anything Wanta did অথবা anything Im pretty sure.

Thank আপনি to everyone that has been putting effort into this situation and helping me out. পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Zeppie মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Take all the time আপনি need. বছরখানেক আগে
TheLefteris24 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
It is understandable really. Take your time, Riku !!!! বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Feeling better ish rn বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
A little বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
Figuring out which Akashi প্রতীকী to use when আপনি have so many is hard. পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
TheLefteris24 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Literally every time I want to display a new প্রতীকী showcasing পছন্দ of mine. It takes a while !!!! বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
For me I have to like the প্রতীকী and have that feeling like my mood at the moment likes the প্রতীকী either cos it represent it অথবা because it soothes অথবা it just feels fitting at the time বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Its liking it and then finding one that I feel is kinda nice at the moment and like the look of how it looks when I post বছরখানেক আগে
TheLefteris24 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Same here XD Relatabilty is a major factor when I am going to display an Icon. It makes things all the আরো harder honestly with such a variety !!!! বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
I can always rely on Akashi and KnB to neutralize shitty mental health crap. পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
যেভাবে খুশী Anxiety: "I want to die."

Me: How about no আপনি over-dramatic sensitive edgelord? Take your damn গাধা medicine পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
I don't have time this morning to read through the uh... five অথবা six messages since on early start days I always wake up for just barely enough time to work through my regular routine.

But I see there is a lot of misunderstanding the in meaning and intent of the words.

And also, I figured with how often Ive talked about my issues with relationships with other people before addressing it with them to আপনি specifically, that আপনি knew the difference between mine and Zeppie's stance পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
I dont believe in going directly to the friend if the situation is serious অথবা important enough. Doing that is how আপনি make bad, emotional, and irrational ideas off of current feelings. For major and very important issues, it is best to go to other people for উপদেশ and a সেকেন্ড opinion. Ive always lived দ্বারা that and only kept my avoidance of following it for Zeppie in specific since she gets majorly hurt দ্বারা it otherwise. বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
I wanted to say that one for everyone who reads this. বছরখানেক আগে
BlindBandit92 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Honestly I might be out of turn. But if something is really important. I wouldn't make an exception. It might seems like I would be a dick অথবা something. But I rather be a dick than let a problem fester with no easy way অথবা solving it. বছরখানেক আগে
wantadog মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Feel free to say your peace as much as আপনি like, Blind. Riku apparently won't talk to me about it for another ঘন্টা so...*shrug* বছরখানেক আগে
wantadog ব্যক্ত …
Everyone gets all upset when things that aren't directly related to the story in Pokemon games are not post game. I loved যোগদান Avenue from Black 2 and White 2. I loved where they placed it and found it entirely relevant and helpful পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
আপনি know, one of the shittiest things about mental health, especially as a kid and teenager, is that it steals away your childhood.

A lot of people have good memories of their high school life, they remember the fun with their friends, they remember all the fun risks and activities they did...

But when it comes to mental health, আপনি just kind of have all those times stolen.

I personally realize... As a senior, I'm far too late to regather them

But Ill cherish what I have. পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Ill be happy that I have it right now and not let what I have left go to waste because of what I already হারিয়ে গেছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
I do wish I could have my childhood back, heck I wish I could REMEMBER my childhood again, but theres no point in crying over spilt milk. Past is past, its time to accept it and সরানো on. বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
I owe people in my highschool আরো credit and appreciation than I give them since I've spent most of my time around them being a reserved, angsty, emotionally-scared child.

Like one of my বন্ধু from 7th grade... never really opened up at all to him. Apparently I was a huge inspiration and role model for him. We talked a lot but it was really one sided

অথবা the trumpet brother of mine I'm not dating. He dealt with so much of my stupid jokes and I প্রণয় him. Hes family. পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Those two really helped me out even if it was no where near direct. Honestly, they both opened their doors to me if I ever needed to escape my house even though they dont even know the tiniest tip of the iceberg of how horrible my house can and could get বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Ill be honest. বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
For the first time, Ill say it. I will miss them. I will be sad. But its not bad. Its kind of nice. বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
Geesh. Lucy - The Eternity She Wished For is a super sad story

#FeelsBad

#Sad পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
College: Has your dad been physically present in California for at least three years-

Me: Not emotionally present but sure I guess hes been physically present পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
"And squaring numbers are just like women, if they are under thirteen just.. do them in your head" ~ Bo Burnham পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Thats actually going to be my সংগঠন new quote বছরখানেক আগে
TheLefteris24 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
True, I suppose !!!! বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
My body is so damn worn out XD

Going to the fitness center for like 45 মিনিট is always good for when the brain is being stupid. পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
TheLefteris24 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
#Relatable !!!! বছরখানেক আগে
TheLefteris24 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
It is great to know Riku. Exercise will do আপনি pretty good !!!! বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
Heres to never having heard your dad ever say the word "love" "care" অথবা "proud" to আপনি in a positive way over the seventeen almost eighteen years of being alive.

Heres to him instead liking to get violent and yelling when anyone even remotely asks for him to say something remotely similar to it

Heres to him getting your therapist to give up after thirty মিনিট of being asked to compliment you. পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
At the very least I get "good jobs" here and there for doing good things regarding his money and my money. Its something. বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
TFW আপনি get hit দ্বারা a sudden wave of mild depression and anxiety and are about to post about it

Then realize আপনি forgot to take your anxiety medication this breakfast and thats probably part of it. পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
Honestly, I dont think I can watch the new season of অতিপ্রাকৃতিক অথবা really much of any of it until I deal with my issues entirely.

It brings back bad flashes of really bad coping mechanisms and mental states I used to way too heavily relate to back when I practically binge watched it.

Sam and Dean are strong members of my relatable character list, but theres a reason for it. Some of those উদ্ধৃতি hit way too close to প্রথমপাতা and their dynamic feels too personal. পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Like anyone else get that 'flash' feeling in their head when something reminds them of something unpleasant অথবা tempts to bring আপনি back into a পূর্ববর্তি bad mental state? Like আপনি dont actually fall back to it, but আপনি feel the pull for a সেকেন্ড in your head and its kinda uncomfortable but not immensely so? বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Like a mini panic of a warning? বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
XD this is just a প্রশ্ন for anyone XD বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
@Me a বছর পূর্বে saying "Am I the only one that wonders when my signature would randomly become something fancy? Like adults seem to always have one (parents and all) and some of my classmates have one then theres me thats all like "What is cursive?"

Yes, it did happen. I dont know when but it did পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
Honestly going through my দেওয়াল for an প্রবন্ধ is interesting cos firstly, this প্রতীকী makes all the posts super hilarious and secondly, because Im really realizing how horrifically depressed I was.

Even আরো shocking since I actually tried not to post it on here too much and to keep it subtle.

Honestly super concerned for my past self পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
Me: Okay I literally wasted an ঘন্টা of my time doing the most stupid and wasteful things. Before I can feel comfortable doing osmething slightly unproductive but also not stupid and wasteful, I have to do something fully productive. *groan* Ugh fine পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Flights Rising is literally the largest waste of my time but I still do it so much XD বছরখানেক আগে
wantadog মতামত প্রদত্ত…
That's me with whatever যেভাবে খুশী app has my interest for the মাস XD বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
Honestly, I have a weird relationship with change. I hate change coming into my life up until it hits me and there is no return. Cos once I jump straight into it অথবা get run over দ্বারা whatever change came my way, I just kind of go 100% into it and embrace it to the point I প্রণয় it.

Im someone really happy and comfortable with my natural normal schedule, but Im also someone who likes to take change as an opportunity to massively fix things. So its just interesting. পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
Im officially committed to UC Davis XD

God I have to many massively long trips coming up in the future পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
TheLefteris24 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
That is great to know. Wish আপনি all the best Riku. Have a good progress most of all !!!! বছরখানেক আগে
wantadog ব্যক্ত …
Pokemon knew what they were doing when they let আপনি name your rival. Honestly it's the most cathartic release. পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
IM FINALLY প্রথমপাতা AFTER A 15 ঘন্টা ROUND TRIP OF DRIVING OVER A LIKE 35 TRIP OVERALL.

IM FINALLY NOT SITTING

...

and Im back at my computer. :) Nice. পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Maybe even 16 hours idk XD বছরখানেক আগে
TheLefteris24 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Welcome back XD !!!! বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
Honestly, being a "leader" is a great feeling and isnt something Id really ever want to give up. I always প্রণয় having a team that I can work with and helping them / maximizing their potentials and getting work done and all.

Plus the respect and ability to influence another person's life positively is always nice. পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
Watching a PS4 gamer try PC Gaming for the first time is hilarious. পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
Currently off in Davis checking out UC Davis today and tomorrow. Took like... an eight ঘন্টা drive to get here but Im here. পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
link

Please do take and enjoy.

Wanta and I put a lot of work into it XD পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
TheLefteris24 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
I certainly did enjoyed it. Well done, to both of আপনি !!!! বছরখানেক আগে
wantadog ব্যক্ত …
Riku confirmed that Professor Oak is a Totem Pokemon in Pokemon Ultra Sun and Ultra Moon and can be unlocked with a sticker. পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
There is something really wonderful about learning about yourself in all ways possible. Looking deep inside yourself and finding all the good, bad, weaknesses, and strengths and accepting them. Its really wonderful to be honest.

I never loved myself আরো than when I started doing this.

It hurts like Lucifer's wrath on steroids at first, but the longer and longer আপনি do it... the আরো magical and wonderful and secure and confident আপনি feel. পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
TheLefteris24 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
It is certainly wonderful recognizing that. As I ব্যক্ত before, pretty admirable !!!! বছরখানেক আগে
TheLefteris24 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Seeing আপনি making those positive remarks alone feels pretty satisfying to me as well :') !!!! বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
God Im tired XD পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Being tired honestly isnt good for my mental state Im guessing. Go wonder XD বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Im alright tho. Its just amusing the amount of intrusive thoughts Ive been playing baseball with বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
#StrikeAllThoseHomeruns বছরখানেক আগে
TheLefteris24 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Relatable XD !!!! বছরখানেক আগে
wantadog ব্যক্ত …
Riku is oppressing me! পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
wantadog ব্যক্ত …
Never name your Pokemon after mental issues.

Duskull used Foresight.

Codependance was identified.

Me: "...." পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
:v বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
Honestly, if I got into Harry Potter, Id probably fall in প্রণয় with Snape. The issue however is that Harry Potter is everywhere. After তারকা Wars and Kylo, I fear having two জনপ্রিয় series holding characters I প্রণয় পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
BlindBandit92 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
আপনি would প্রণয় Snape. Snape would be hands down your favorite. বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
He currently is from the little, tiny bit I know from the series XD বছরখানেক আগে
TheLefteris24 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
^^ I agree about Snape as well. He certainly is your kind of Character XD !!!! বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
Jeesh. Yuki Kajura is an amazing composer. Pandora Hearts OST, Fate OST, Madoka Magica OST, Sword Art Online OST, Tsubasa Chronicles OST.

Those are all some of my পছন্দ works geesh.

*knows আরো জীবন্ত osts than animes* পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
TheLefteris24 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
I have listened to some of them and I agree that there are quite a few amazing Tracks. Pretty interested to check out the rest !!!! বছরখানেক আগে
BlindBandit92 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
You've listened to the fate ost even though আপনি haven't really seen the anime? হাঃ হাঃ হাঃ বছরখানেক আগে
TheLefteris24 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
আপনি continue to sin, Riku. Not that I cannot understand that but still হাঃ হাঃ হাঃ !!!! বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
I decided and I am committing to it.

I am going to process through my trauma and try to see if I can clear the fog on my memories and bring back, experience, remember, and accept what happened for everything it is.

Its not going to be fun, but I want to be able to pull myself back together before I leave off to college.

Honestly the hard part is though I only get really bad over my trauma when its abruptly brought up. I dont really get connected to it much on command পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
The thing about trauma though, especially at a young age, is that it steals away a lot of yourself and a lot of your ability to be an entire person. আপনি forget a lot. আপনি loose your history and your past. আপনি loose your childhood. আপনি loose your sense of identity. আপনি become a grandly incomplete person বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
I really cant be me at my full potential until I work through it fully so as much as I hate it, I want to do the most with my life. বছরখানেক আগে
TheLefteris24 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
That is quite an admirable way to look at things, Riku. Making peace with the past is a major step towards one's Improvement. I too believe আপনি can do it. There is no doubt about that !!!! বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
Honestly one of the things i appreciate the most in বন্ধু and people close to me are people who have experienced stuggle and can manage and handle it well.

I really appreciate and like that since they usually do good with উপদেশ and keeping me under control when Im at my worst. c: পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
I often, especially in thr past, need people who can handle and keep things in a good perspective while keeping me from doing anything stupid off of stress অথবা anything বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Cos I can lack self control at times and have too many demons on my shoulder. Its kinda why I like Lefteris a lot. Hes my "positive echo chamber". Hes full of nice health lines to encourage positive growth. বছরখানেক আগে
TheLefteris24 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
I am all about encouraging one's Growth XD It helps when I feel myself strongly relating with ব্যক্ত person. I am always here for you, Riku ^_^ !!!! বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
DUDE. POKEMON GENERATIONS LOOKS SICK.

THEY A ADDRESSED POKEMON BLACK 2 AND WHITE 2 SCENE SO NICE.

IMMA WATCH IT. পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
wantadog ব্যক্ত …
Wantadog's depressing introspective about Love.

প্রণয় is nice when আপনি think of it like "Oh two people who were meant for each other" but sadly the case is that when they say true প্রণয় is one in a million, they mean it. 90% of relationships are not true love. 90% of marriages are not true love. 90% of true প্রণয় CASES are NOT true love. Odds are no one here has even seen "true love" in action. পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
wantadog মতামত প্রদত্ত…
"Love is not equal" বছরখানেক আগে
wantadog মতামত প্রদত্ত…
I won't dismiss someone else's relationship, but my statement on the main post holds true. বছরখানেক আগে
TheLefteris24 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
^ I'll have to agree with it !!!! বছরখানেক আগে
wantadog ব্যক্ত …
Three cheers for depressing yourself দ্বারা asking for the impossible পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
Also, Im a really strong advocate for taking medication for mental health issues, especially when it starts to get too extreme.

Taking medication for anxiety, no matter how much actually thinking about taking it gave me আরো anxiety, was probably one of the best decisions of my life

It lowered how bad my anxiety got to a manageable level. পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Personally before I got it, I got the horrible feeling like I was going to kill my real self off. It felt like a half assed indirect suicide. বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
I actually got super suicidal over it I think. But it really helped in the long run. বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
I mean I was already suicidal during that time, thats why my therapist was like "You really need to see a psychiatrist and get medication", but it made it worse বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 মতামত প্রদত্ত…
Ive been on medication for like.... ten months I think now. Its been helpful without a doubt বছরখানেক আগে
Riku114 ব্যক্ত …
Its interesting how Psychosis and Dissociation are commonly seen talked about in the same areas. They are strictly different, but I can see where a lot of the similarities come in play.

Psychosis is a break away from reality, dissociation is a cut off from reality. পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
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Baujel is such a wonderful character বছরখানেক আগে
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The only issue I have to be honest with লেখা his character is that I দ্বারা no means depict him দ্বারা his actual age XD There is no way a kid would act this way at his age XD বছরখানেক আগে
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But sh.. this isnt a formal লেখা peace. I dont have to be that realistic. Its just hobby লেখা and its a side story to depict things. Maybe Im লেখা it how he remembers it so it comes out as আরো mature since people have trouble fully making themselves as immature as they were when they think back to their past experiences :v বছরখানেক আগে
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tfw আপনি have symptoms of a large portion of mental health issues but write a character whose main issue is the ONE আপনি dont so আপনি gotta research :v পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
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Okay I decided. I will প্রণয় Lusamine begrudgingly পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে
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Riku: I hate you... But I প্রণয় you... But I hate আপনি !!!! বছরখানেক আগে
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Accurate বছরখানেক আগে
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But for people that struggle to realize the difference between "OCD" ins a colloquial sense and OCD in a literal diagnosis sense, the single phrase of "If I dont do _____, then ________ will happen / ____ might happen" paired with genuine anxiety if the latter statement occurs to the point it locks আপনি into doing the first statement. পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে