i'm the same way when it comes to a big crowd, but once আপনি start গান গাওয়া its like no one is there and আপনি are গান গাওয়া your হৃদয় out and when আপনি finish its like, WHOA I CAN'T BELIEVE I JUST DID THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I was like that 2,i just started গান গাওয়া a little bit around people at work and sometimes they would complement me on my গান গাওয়া and sometimes they would যোগদান in and sing with me if it was a song they knew.you just have to break yourself in slowly,singing a little bit here and a little bit there.
Trust me, it starts out like that. When I used to perform solos as a kid, the first time I ever did it was the most nerve wracking experience ever. On auditioning দিন i was shaking like crazy, but that was because I was alone in a room of all men. But when আপনি are in front of a huge croud like in an auditorium, as soon as আপনি start, আপনি start and the whole experience feels blurry. আপনি don't remember a thing until আপনি are done, then আপনি are just like "DID I REALLY JUST DO THAT?". It's what happened to me. I actually got to carried away shivering back stage that the MC had to call me after she announced my name again.
My main advice, don't tell yourself don't be nervous. It's actually scientifically proven that when আপনি tell yourself don't be nervous আপনি become আরো nervous. Just take a deep breath and say "if আপনি are nervous, that's fine, everyone get's nervous" I swear it works!