to shadowxcreamftw


even if u deny everything i say it wont matter

i get shakie when u say such harsh things to me i deny everything that u say and still count আপনি in as a friend

sometimes i even cry becuz of you

as i look at my wrist and looks at the scars i made back then
it was cold its still cold now i use to think that i wasnt a perfect person

im still not that person

everyday i hope i break though this madness and became আরো happier then before

knoeing everything would be ok

even if everyone in my family is dying inside

i keep on trying on my art work so i would make everyone happy they dont seem that happy

i hope ur very happy after i quit drawing for sure

im not using আপনি i never did i wish u can believein eveything i say

i dont talk to আপনি so i can waste time i talk to yuo so id get to knoe আপনি আরো
if u dont talk back i dont either

i only do that so i knoe when u wanna talk to me অথবা anyone else

i cant explain things very good but can u understand of what im saying

আপনি can be cold to anyone else

i take it serious when u talk to me so rude and i die inside and start shaking

sometimes i get mad and lose my grip and start ripping things apart like my হৃদয় im not sad just becuz of আপনি its other things to!

thats all im saying and no i dont need attention all i need are বন্ধু